Circumnavigation
She remembered the first time she ever saw him. It was so long ago that she
could hardly recall having a different opinion of him than she had at present,
but there it was. When she had first laid eyes on him she immediately thought
him suspicious, with those strange eyes and wiry hair, not to mention the covering
over his face. He had seemed shifty and selfish, and his motives were unclear
to her. His stony skin and ruthlessness had scared her somewhat for quite a
while, but she could not help but admire his swordsmanship and skill with sorcery.
In time, she came to know the softer sides of him and began to understand some
of his pain. Of course, she realized that most of his loneliness was self-inflicted.
He seemed to take his appearance on much harsher terms than most people and
that pained her. She couldnt remember exactly when it happened, but over
time she became aware that she actually liked the way he looked. His hair was
such a lovely color and even his stone features blushed. His smile was like
no other she had ever seen, and soon the mere sight of him was enough to make
her heart leap in her chest. She realized she cared about him far more deeply
than she had meant to, and she wished desperately to make things better for
him, to help him.
It had been somewhat difficult at first, since he had obviously been a little
taken with Lina, but then again, who wasnt taken with Lina? Amelia liked
the sorceress quite a bit herself. She knew that somewhere, deep down, Lina
cared for her in return. At any rate, it just seemed sort of natural at the
time that Zel would like Lina. Lina and Zel had power and agility in common,
as well as a savvy sense of how the world worked. It was Lina that held the
power, Lina in whom everyone believed. However, over time, Zelgadis seemed to
realize, as Amelia did, that no small portion of Linas heart belonged
to Gourry. She didnt figure that Zelgadis had been too terribly devastated.
He seemed too distant from everything to be deeply bothered that Lina didnt
return his feelings. There was also the possibility that Zels feelings
hadnt been too intense to begin with.
She wondered for the millionth time what Zel thought of her. He blushed when
she touched him accidentally, and he had been very upset whenever she was badly
wounded. That had to mean that they were more than just friends, didnt
it? She could take their parting as a promise of something more, couldnt
she? The way his hand had touched hers as he turned away from her, his cold
fingers gently trailing across the surface of her skin, still sent shivers up
her spine when she thought about it. It was sort of inevitable, she figured,
that she would care about him the way she did. After all, they had been together
through so much, helped each other countless times. Of course, when they had
met she had been so young, but years had passed, and although she knew he tired
of her unfailing optimism and obsession with justice, she hoped he had come
to see the woman she had become.
A quick calculation revealed that she had, in fact, known him for several years.
How many had it been? Almost five, by her reckoning. The business with Darkstar
had been nearly a year ago, and now he was almost nineteen. She also hadnt
seen Zel for almost a year.
Her minds eye focused on the image of Zelgadis, his broad shoulders and
narrow hips retreating as he walked out of the castle gates and into the wider
world, away from her. He had stayed for a short while after accompanying her
home, speaking to her seldom and looking at her even less often than that. Yet
he had seen her home to her worried father and remained for a month or two,
poring through the libraries and even accepting her help when she offered it.
They often sat in the sun room off of her suite and chatted over tea, talking
about life in general and what each of them wanted out of existence. She had
been thrilled to discover that their interests coincided more often than not,
although she wasnt certain he had realized it. Then one day he had decided
he was not going to find the answer to his cure in the vast libraries of Seyruun.
A sharp noise in the rooms down the hall from hers had brought her running,
the sound of her feet pounding on the stone seeming ominous even to her own
ears. She had thrown open the doors to see him bludgeoning his table into oblivion,
screaming in mindless rage at the objects he was destroying.
Zelgadis! she cried, and he turned bloodthirsty eyes upon her,
chilling her to her very marrow. He was, at the moment, nothing but violence
and ire given physical form. She thought that she had never fully realized the
extent of his desperation until that moment when he stood in his room, staring
at her like a caged animal. Fear caused her to recoil from him, and in that
instant something in his face seemed to shatter. He had dropped the tattered
remnants of the book he was holding and taken a step toward her. She flinched
involuntarily and his face broke even further.
Amelia, he rasped, holding his hands out halfway between them.
I-I would never hurt you.
I know, she said, and realized that silent tears were rolling down
her pink cheeks.
Never, he repeated, dropping his hands before he came near her.
I just cant live like this. I have to return to normal.
But it doesnt matter what you look like! she protested, her
hands balling into fists at her sides. It cant change the way I
feel about you?
His eyes glittered for a moment and his lips moved as if he would ask her something,
but instead he lowered his head and sighed. Its not just about my
freakish looks, he muttered.
You arent freakish! she cried. Youre beautiful!
His head shot up and he stared at her wide-eyed. What?
She swallowed her nerves and took a step closer, raising her hand and placing
her fingertips on his cheek ever so lightly. No one else looks like you
do. Youre handsome, with the way your eyes flash and the color of your
skin.
But you dont know what its like to feel someone touch your
body and know that you arent warm, that your harsh skin cant properly
return their touch.
Tears gathered in her eyes again and she resisted the urge to throw her arms
around him and beg him not to leave her. Youre right, I dont.
But I understand more than you think, Zelgadis.
Is that so?
She scowled. Why did he always have to be difficult? Yes! Besides, youre
stronger this way. Conventional weapons cant hurt you. I dont have
to worry about you.
You shouldnt worry about me anyway, he grunted, turning his
face away from her as she retracted her hand. She sighed and looked at the floor.
But why do you have to leave?
When she looked up again he was looking her straight at her. Because
I dont ever want to see that look of fear on your face directed at me
ever again, he said solemnly. Before she could reply he had moved closer
to her, reaching up and touching her hair lightly. It was the most intimate
moment they had ever shared. I leave tomorrow, he murmured.
For how long?
For however long it takes me to find a cure.
They had parted then, she retreating to her room and sobbing her eyes out.
She must have fallen asleep at some point in time, for when she came to it was
morning. Fear had gripped her chest as she realized he might have departed and
she sprang from her bed. She dashed down the hall and saw that his room was
perfectly in order, with none of his belongings anywhere to be seen. He had
left already, then? Turning, she sprinted down the twisting hallways of the
palace, making her way to the entrance. She rounded a corner and caught a glimpse
of him walking toward the gate, a small pack slung over his shoulder and his
hood up. Gathering her energy, she bounded down the walk to him, reaching out
and grabbing his hand. He whirled in surprise, his startled eyes piercing her
as she looked up at him. You cant leave without saying goodbye,
she growled, hurt.
You cant blame me for trying, he replied roughly.
I can too, she countered. Promise me youll come back.
If I find a cure Ill be sure to visit.
Thats not good enough. Promise me, Zelgadis!
Amelia...
She pressed her lips into an angry line and scowled. Reaching down, she took
one of her bracelets off and pressed it into his hand. You can borrow
this, she had said, staring at his bluish fingers curled around the pink
fabric. But I want it back. When youve found what youre looking
for be sure to return it to me.
But-
Ill never forgive you if you dont, she interrupted.
He had smiled then, his sharp features turning gentle as he looked down at
her. Very well, he muttered. I shall bring this back to you
when Im finished with my journey.
She replied with a grin of her own, squeezing his hand gently before releasing
him. Be safe, Mister Zelgadis, she whispered, fighting back tears.
Ill do my best, he murmured back, and withdrew his hand.
She had watched him walk away from her, and even at present she wished him
back with her just as fiercely as she had the day he had left. Oh, where on
earth could he be? Wasnt a year enough time for him to find what he was
looking for and return to her? Wouldnt he ever come back?
She shook her head at her memories and sighed, retreating back into her chambers
as the light of the setting sun filtered in through the curtains.
Xellos watched Amelia return inside as the sun began to drop below the horizon. He had heard her whisper Zelgadis name to the wind and had a fairly clear idea what she was thinking about. A smile spread across his face and he chuckled to himself. Perhaps this mission would be easier than he anticipated.
He smoothed a snarl from his features and bent his head. He had been in the
service of the golden dragons for nearly half a year, and he felt certain that
he was no closer to gaining access to the Clair Bible than he had been before.
At times it seemed that the dragons were merely toying with him, taking glee
in wasting his life. He knew they aged thousands of times more slowly than humans
and as such were in no hurry to grant his request. In fact, he was lucky to
have gained access to them at all. His only saving grace had been that Milgasia
had remembered him as one of Linas party so many years before. The dragons
had granted him admittance, but insisted that he prove his worth before letting
him see the Clair Bible. He knew that the information he needed was in there
if only he could lay hands upon it.
A growl released itself from his throat and he glanced up at the sun beating
down upon him. He was actually glad for his stone skin, for it meant he did
not sunburn, which was fortunate for him. He had to go without his shirt most
of the time, since it had become so tattered as to become fragile. His pants
were more durable, but even these were becoming ragged. The dragons didnt
care, however; they only cared that he finish his tasks as directed. A quick
look at the pile before him told him that he was still very far from completion
of his latest assignment. He still wasnt entirely sure how he was supposed
to be moving the pile of rocks, or what purpose it served for him to be doing
so, but he certainly wasnt going to question the dragons. A slip now could
mean disaster.
Little thoughts of Amelia began sneaking into his mind, as they always seemed
to whenever he was fatigued. Sometimes he would find himself pondering her deeply
blue eyes, or remembering the way her pink lips stretched in a smile. In his
dreams she would occasionally call his name, and he would wake up sweating and
weak. He scowled at himself. No, she deserved better than a monster. Her people
would never truly accept him as he was. How could she fully accept him as he
was? He wasnt even certain that his touch wouldnt bruise that endlessly
supple, pale skin. Honestly, he wasnt even sure he wanted to touch her.
Other things were more important, werent they? Werent many issues
more pressing than one girl?
There were too many questions in his mind and too many doubts plagued his heart.
He wanted to be a heartless swordsman, he wanted to care passionately about
power, but his travels with Lina and the others had changed him somehow. Along
the way he came to realize that perhaps caring for others took precedence over
power, or maybe power was caring for others. Lina, for example, was as arrogant
as a person could be, but she always looked after others when it mattered. She
had learned much caring for others and had gathered substantial powers. Why,
he saw her at her most powerful when she was saving someone, especially someone
she cared deeply about, like Gourry.
The thought of the nearly brainless warrior brought an amused smile to his
cold lips. He straightened and placed his hands on his lower back, stretching
the kinks out of his muscles. His eyes narrowed in the bright sunlight and he
brushed the wiry hair out of his eyes. It had been a long time since he had
thought of Gourry. He supposed the big blonde man was his friend; they had certainly
spent enough nights together keeping watch, silently staring into the flames.
Sometimes it seemed to him that Gourry understood the big picture better than
the rest of them, that he understood life better than the rest of them because
he had no expectations, and the price of such knowledge was remembering the
details. He realized he would do anything for Gourry, just as he knew that Gourry
would do anything for him. Something stirred in his chest and he knew he missed
Lina and the others. As soon as the thought passed through his mind images of
Amelia sprang up again. He closed his eyes against them, feeling the wind beginning
to blow cold on his skin. Autumn would be upon the mountains soon. As he pressed
his eyes shut, his hand wandered to his belt, clutching the ornament that hung
there. It was the only thing he had of her, and although it was worse for wear,
he would return it to her. He realized suddenly how badly he actually wanted
to return her bracelet to her. Perhaps she would touch him again, and he would
see that soft, tender expression pass over her round features as she looked
at him.
He pushed the feelings away from him angrily. Amelia was a nice girl and they
were friends, nothing more. They could never be more. He should just forget
about her while he was ahead and leave her with pleasant memories. Besides,
he wasnt sure life with a chimera would be pleasant. He didnt know
if he could have children, or how his body would function during intimacy. The
last thing he wanted was to wound her, but it had been difficult not to initiate
physical contact during his stay with her as it was. If he went back it would
just be worse. His natural restraint and the fear he bore from his appearance
had kept him from clutching her to him innumerable times, but the desire to
hold her had been there nonetheless. He never would hold her, though, because
even Amelia, as pure-hearted as she was, could never love a monster, a freak,
like him.
He brought his hand down on one of the rocks, smashing it to pieces as frustration
raged through him. He had to find that cure. It was the only key to his future
happiness. Perhaps if he was fully human again Amelia could feel more than friendly
towards him. His thoughts brought him back to his present situation, and he
realized that if he didnt get the rocks moved there was no possible way
he would gain access to the Clair Bible, and then there would never be a chance
with Amelia for certain. He bent and put his arms around the large rock, grunting
and straining as he began to push it across the valley.
Oh my goodness, a voice rang out behind him. That doesnt
look like very much fun.
Zelgadis whipped around, eyes wide. He recognized the voice, but it couldnt
be...
Do I have something on my face? Xellos said mildly, brushing at
his cheek with a gloved hand.
Xellos! Zelgadis breathed through clenched teeth, his eyes narrowing
in suspicion.
You remember me! Xellos chortled, taking another step towards him.
Im so glad!
Like hell you are, Zelgadis spat. What do you want?
Xellos smiled slowly, the expression winding across his face like a serpent.
I havent seen you in a while so I thought Id drop by,
he replied mildly.
Like I believe that.
Xellos smiled more broadly and waved a hand in the air. Very well, then.
Believe whatever you like.
Why are you here? Zelgadis continued. Xellos smiled so widely that
Zelgadis thought his face would split, and as the taller man began to raise
a finger to his lips he knew what the answer would be. Never mind,
he snapped before Xellos could open his mouth. I already know that its
a secret.
Oh dear, Xellos replied, his benign smile dropping from his face.
Am I becoming predictable?
Zelgadis groaned and shook his head. Hardly. He studied the Monster for some time, eyes narrowed, but could discern nothing, as usual.
Okay, what do you want from me?
Eh?
You never show up unless you want someone to do something for you. What
do you want from me?
Xellos looked from side to side and put a hand on the back of his neck, holding
his staff in front of him horizontally. I was wondering if youd
like to have some tea with me, he said.
Zelgadis felt his mouth watering. Tea? He hadnt had tea for months. In
fact, food had been hard to come by in the mountains. The dragons certainly
didnt share whatever it was that they ate, and so he had been left to
scavenge. He had been subsisting on a diet of fish, mushrooms, and the various
kinds of lizards that lived among the rocks. Tea? he whispered.
Xellos smiled again. Yes. You seem as if you could use some. You have
been working awfully hard, after all.
Zel scowled at the Monster. Is it poisoned? Drugged?
Xellos put a hand to his chest and opened his eyes wide. Zel shivered a little
at the deep amethyst color and the slitted pupils, as he always did at the sight
of evil eyes in such an innocent face. My goodness! You still think so
poorly of me?
Of course. Youre a goddamn Monster. I think youd love nothing
more than to hurt me.
Xellos eyes narrowed but remained open, his smile growing and losing
its mirth. Oh, dear Zelgadis, if I wanted you dead you would already be
so. Zelgadis took a step back in spite of himself, fear slowly creeping
through his limbs. He had let his anger get in the way of his better judgment
and spoken rashly. He just hoped Xellos was still as easygoing as he remembered.
Xellos studied Zelgadis for several more moments, then shut his eyes and smiled
warmly. But dont worry. Youre much more fun alive.
Right, Zel said sharply. Lucky for me.
Very lucky, Xellos said brightly. Now, would you like tea?
Uh, sure, he said, scratching his head as Xellos plopped down unceremoniously
on the ground and began whipping supplies out of the brown leather bag he wore.
It was hard for him to remember sometimes that Xellos really was a Monster.
I imagine youre hungry as well, Xellos murmured, taking out
a loaf of bread, a block of cheese, and various thin slices of meat wrapped
in waxed paper. I dont suppose the dragons feed you well, if at
all.
Zelgadis managed not to snatch the food directly from the Monsters hands
and wolf it down immediately. He waited until everything was spread out before
him on a little cloth, and only then did he serve himself. He even cut portions
for Xellos, offering them to the trickster priest. Xellos laughed and shook
his head. Oh, I ate already, thank you, he said brightly.
Do you things even need to eat?
If were spending any length of time on the physical plane, yes.
My body on this plane is just as much flesh as yours in some ways, and as such
needs to be maintained somewhat. I can go for much longer without sustenance,
however. Please, go ahead and begin eating. The tea will be ready shortly.
Thank you, Zel growled, eating quickly and neatly, always keeping
an eye on the smiling man. Before long he had bread clutched in one hand and
a cup of tea in the other, using every ounce of willpower he had not to break
down and gobble everything up like a beast. Oh no, he wouldnt debase himself
like that in front of someone like Xellos.
Happy? Xellos asked, daintily sipping on his own tea.
Passably, Zel replied.
And youre already sitting down. How convenient.
What? Zelgadis whispered, stopping his feeding and staring at Xellos.
A slow dread began to creep through his veins, and suddenly the wind seemed
to be much colder. What do you mean?
Xellos cocked his head and the amethyst irises appeared once again. His dark
eyebrows lowered fractionally and he set his cup down, folding his hands in
his lap. I have news you may be interested in.
What is it? Zelgadis urged, the dread no longer creeping through
him but raging instead.
Ill give you the good news first. Gourry and Lina are fine. I saw
them just a few days ago.
Fine, fine. I would expect no less from them. Just cut to the chase!
Xellos took a breath and leveled a gaze at him. Amelias dying.
What? he shouted, standing within an instant. The lines of his
body were tense as he clenched his fists and glared at Xellos. What?!
Xellos looked up at Zelgadis calmly and without mirth. Princess Amelia
wil Tesla de Seyruun has fallen deathly ill.
Cant they cure her?
No.
But shes in the white magic capital of the world! How could they
not cure one simple illness?
I do not think that the illness is so simple, the Monster replied
calmly.
Then what is it? Zel shrieked. What can be done?
Xellos sighed and examined his fingers. It appears to be some sort of
curse, but its one so old that no one can locate the anti curse. If she
doesnt receive assistance she will die. Unfortunately only one person
in this world is capable of helping her.
Who? Where can I find them? the chimera urged, eyes wide.
Xellos fixed the full force of his alien stare on the young man. Why,
you, of course. You only need to ask the Clair Bible.
But I dont have access to it! Zel cried, gesturing angrily.
The damn dragons wont let me look at it unless I finish all my tasks!
I can help you with that, Xellos replied smoothly. I am fairly
certain I can convince them to let you take a look at it.
Zel felt even more helpless. He couldnt believe he had to rely on Xellos,
of all people, for help. He knew there had to be more to this story, but he
needed to decide if his mistrust of Xellos would take precedence over Amelia.
It was trust Xellos or let Amelia die. There was no choice, really. Fine.
What do you want from me?
Nothing.
I find that hard to believe.
Xellos shook his head. No, really, I need nothing in return.
I dont understand.
Xellos smiled. Lets just say it doesnt suit my purposes for
you to let her die.
Then save her yourself!
You know as well as I that the dragons would rather have me kill them
than lead me to the Clair Bible. You, on the other hand, can ask for Amelias
cure along with your own.
Zelgadis fell silent, fixing the Monster with an angry stare. He felt helpless,
and of all the emotions that were churning within him at the moment, that one
was the worst. He had to do what Xellos said. There didnt seem to be any
other way. How can I- he began.
Trust me? Xellos finished, wiping off his teacup and placing it
back in his bag. I dont know. Thats up to you. But if you
dont, the girl you care for will die. Is your distrust worth that price?
Damn you, Zelgadis growled.
Xellos tilted his chin. What? Why me? Im not the one making this
decision. Im just the bearer of the news.
Youre just doing this so that Im in your debt.
Xellos chuckled and shook his head, picking up his staff and rising to his
full height. He smiled coldly down at the chimera. My dear Zelgadis, your
mortal debt is of no concern to me. I think you overestimate your own importance
in the grand scheme of things.
Zel shivered in spite of himself, forcing his eyes to meet the wily stare of
the Monster. Then why? he whispered.
Because youre closest, because Amelia shouldnt die.
Theres more to this.
Xellos smiled, returning once again to being an unassuming priest. Of
course. But its all a secret.
Zelgadis swallowed the lump of apprehension that had risen in his throat and
lowered his eyes. Very well.
Oh, you dont do this for me, make no mistake about that,
Xellos continued. After all, it is you who cares for her, not I.
He flashed Zelgadis another smile, then shaded his eyes against the sun. It
seems as if were about to have company.
Zelgadis looked up at the sky and noticed that the dragons had taken flight,
circling them slowly high in the air. They must have sensed you.
They always do, Xellos said with a sigh, then waved at the dragons
politely. Yoo-hoo! he called out. I see you, Master Milgasia!
One of the dragons began to speed toward the ground, engulfed by a flash of
light moments before impact. In the dragons place stood a tall, blonde
man. Good afternoon, Master Xellos, the dragon said.
Hello, Master Milgasia, Xellos said cheerfully. I trust you
are well?
Milgasia scowled, his brown eyes seeming to burn beneath his golden brows.
At the moment. To what do we owe this visit?
Xellos gestured towards Zelgadis and grinned. I believe youve been
rather impolite to this young man. It seems as if he has been doing useless
tasks for nearly half a year now.
Milgasia looked at Zelgadis, discomfort apparent on his face. We only
meant to test his mettle, Xellos. He must be able to endure hardship to prove
his worth. Only then will we grant him access to the Clair Bible.
Xellos planted the butt of his staff in the dirt and tapped his chin with the
forefinger of his free hand. Hmm. I see. He stood silent for several
moments, apparently thinking. The wiry hair on Zelgadis head began to
stand on end with the tension in the air. Well, the Monster finally
said, leveling a cool gaze at the dragon, What about if I vouch for him?
But- Milgasia began.
Xellos cocked his head. Is my word not enough for you and yours?
he asked smoothly, the faintest of smiles touching his sculpted lips.
Zelgadis watched as Milgasia stood his ground, sweat beginning to bead on the
dragons forehead. Xellos smile grew slowly as the Monster studied
the dragon. Milgasias clenched fist began to shake. Very gradually Zelgadis
realized that Xellos was gathering energy. The sheer power of the magic being
amassed made his stomach lurch, and he understood for the first time how dangerous
Xellos truly was. The Monster smiled tightly and raised a hand, pointing a finger
at the sky. Milgasia made a noise low in his throat and Xellos laughed.
You know, the Monster said, I can provide you with incentive,
if you wish.
Milgasia closed his eyes and lowered his head. Very well. The human can
see the Bible.
Excellent! Xellos said brightly, clasping his staff with both hands.
Thank you so much!
Thanks, Zelgadis muttered, hoping that Milgasia would realize just
how sorry he was.
Milgasia did not reply, only turned and began to walk up into the peaks of
the mountains.
Shall we? Xellos asked sweetly, gesturing Zelgadis ahead with a
sweep of his hand.
I suppose, Zel muttered, brushing the bracelet that hung from his
belt for comfort. Something occurred to him and he turned, looking Xellos right
in the face. The sunlight shone off of the Monsters thick, dark hair,
the hue somewhat purple in the bright light. He called me human.
You are a human, Zelgadis. I think youre the only one that doesnt
realize that.
Zelgadis narrowed his eyes at Xellos, but decided not to reply. He turned and
followed Milgasia up the pathway, keeping his gaze fixed on the broad back in
front of him. It seemed as if they climbed forever, but Zelgadis felt oddly
energized. He was finally within reach of his goal and his belly was full, all
because of a Monster. He had never liked Xellos, and now he was in his debt,
perhaps. It occurred to him that it was possible there was no cure, or that
he wouldnt be able to get it from the Bible. If that was the case, he
would find a way to make Xellos pay. He trudged along Milgasia, so lost in his
dark thoughts that he almost ran into the dragon when they stopped. Raising
his eyes, he realized that they were standing on the same flat portion of rock
that they had gathered at years ago. Amelia had nearly died a few yards from
where he stood now. He could remember her blood covering the stones beneath,
the pink fading from her soft, round cheeks. If Milgasia hadnt been there
she would have died. A great feeling of gratitude welled up within him and he
bowed his head, his heart heavy with thanks. He also recalled that he had been
horribly wounded, his tough stone skin split. After the ordeal, on their way
down from the mountains, she had leaned against him and cried. When he had asked
her why, she only shook her head and buried her face in his shoulder. Later,
after she had gone to bed, he had probed Lina for information. Lina, still drained
from losing Gourry, had replied that Amelia had nearly lost something very dear
to her. Only now was he beginning to wonder if that something had been him.
Milgasia turned and looked past him at Xellos, and he realized that his goal
was only moments from being realized. Well? Xellos said behind him.
Will you lead him to it?
Milgasia pursed his lips for a moment before answering. Yes, I will.
His brown eyes settled on Zelgadis and he managed a wan smile. Are you
ready, young man?
Zel nodded and sent a suspicious look at Xellos. Yes, Im ready.
Xellos chuckled, resting his chin on his chest. Dont fret, Zelgadis.
Milgasia is too afraid of me to lead you astray. Although I do not know the
way to the Bible myself, I can certainly find him within the labyrinth, and
he would find it rather unpleasant if I should need to do so.
Its not Milgasia Im worried about leading me astray,
Zel growled.
Xellos laughed again. Yes, yes, he said. Your point is well
taken. Now hurry back.
Milgasia sighed. Take my hand and do not let go until we reach the Bible,
he cautioned.
Zelgadis scowled and blushed in embarrassment, but took the dragons hand
anyway. Milgasia started forward and put his hand through the rock. Zel followed,
shuddering as the rock gave way on either side of him. He glanced back, nervous,
and saw Xellos wave and smile. His lip twisted in exasperation, but then Xellos
form disappeared behind the wall of stone as he was pulled into the dimension
in the mountain. Darkness and light swirled around him in disconcerting patterns,
making his head spin and nauseating him slightly. Was this what Lina had seen
upon entering the mountain?
He glanced to either side and saw the distant sparkling of crystals. His breathing
echoed strangely around him, and he found himself squeezing Milgasias
hand. The darkness seemed to rise all about him and he flinched, involuntarily
backing up. Please, calm yourself, Milgasia said softly.
This is a strange place, Zelgadis whispered. All around him he
could feel emptiness and cold, and he desperately wanted to go back outside.
Even dealing with Xellos was easier than this.
It will be better if we hurry, Milgasia said, gently tugging on
Zels hand.
Uh, yes, Zelgadis muttered, eyes wide as he tried to make sense
of the sparkling crystals and pulsating lights. He glanced down and wished he
hadnt, for he couldnt see anything beneath his feet. Shutting his
eyes, he let Milgasia guide him, focusing on the dragons warmth and steady
breathing.
After what seemed like an eternity they stopped. There, the dragon
said, raising a hand and pointing at a shining orb several feet away.
Thats it? Zel said softly, eyes wide. Thats the
Clair Bible?
Yes. What you see before you is the source of infinite knowledge.
May I touch it? he breathed.
You must. It is the only way to access its contents.
Zelgadis took a step forward, slowly reaching out his hands. His palms were
sweating and his entire body seemed to shake. Such violent trembling seized
his fingers that he wasnt sure he was actually capable of holding the
shimmering sphere that floated in front of him. He licked his lips and glanced
back at Milgasia, who nodded slowly. Taking a deep breath, he clamped his hands
down on either side of the orb, anticipation raging through him. Finally, after
so many long years of waiting and frustration, he would finally learn how to
cure his body. He readied himself for the bombardment of knowledge he was sure
would come and received. . .nothing. He blinked in surprise, and suddenly was
blinded by light coming from all directions. Holding up a forearm to shield
his eyes, he squinted and looked about. It appeared that he was somewhere even
stranger than the labyrinth dimension he had just wandered through with Milgasia.
The light faded a bit and he lowered his arm, staring about him. Was he inside
the Clair Bible? Was that what was going on? He seemed to be suspended in midair,
in the middle of a vast emptiness. There were no shadows, no breezes, only light.
What is it you seek? a voice rang out, shaking the very fibers
of his body.
Cures, Zelgadis replied, looking about to see if he could locate
the source of the voice.
Cures of the body or the soul? the voice boomed.
Zelgadis frowned. He hadnt considered that. Body, I guess,
he answered.
Tell me.
He cleared his throat and folded his hands neatly behind his back. I
wish to return myself to a human, he declared.
It is not an easy process. There is no one spell or concoction, but a
mixture of the two. First you must gather the ingredients for an astral purgative...
Zelgadis nodded as the voice continued, frantically memorizing every word.
This was it, this was his cure! Soon he would be true flesh again and no longer
a freak that people feared. Of course, Amelia didnt fear him, but she
was special. . .
What other cure would you know?
Theres a girl, Zelgadis muttered. Shes very ill.
Although she lives in Seyruun, no one knows how to cure her. I would have her
live.
There was a long silence. It is no normal illness.
I thought not. Zelgadis breathed, hardly daring to blink for fear
that he would miss something.
She is most likely under a curse, the voice said. She will
die soon.
But how do I heal her? How do I break the curse? he demanded, and
fell silent as the voice described the spell and procedure. His heart seemed
to slow inside his chest as realization broke over him. When the voice stopped
he stood perfectly still, feeling drained of strength and spirit, and before
he knew what was happening he was being helped up by Milgasia.
Did you find what you sought after? the dragon said gently.
That and more than I bargained for, Zelgadis replied, allowing
the dragon to aid him.
Come, we should make haste. The return journey is more strenuous.
Milgasia wasnt kidding. Zelgadis had a difficult time trying to follow
the dragon. He felt so incredibly weak, as if he had been beaten to a pulp and
barely survived. How had Lina been capable of coming back from such an experience
and casting a spell that required the sort of strength the Ragna Blade used?
He coughed and tried to keep his mind on his task, on moving forward, but before
long he collapsed, the world turning black around him as he fell. He attempted
to catch himself, but the floor beneath him seemed to open up and swallow him,
and he fell, fell forever. . .
When he came to he was lying on a slab of stone in the sunlight, a gentle breeze
playing through his wiry hair. His surroundings were perfectly quiet, with only
the rare song of distant birds breaking the silence. Sleep well?
a cheerful voice asked, and he sat up with a groan, a hand on his head.
Xellos? he growled, squinting and looking about. The Monster was seated on a rock a few feet away, paging through some sort of book.
How long was I out?
A few hours.
Wheres Milgasia?
He preferred to return to his own kind rather than remain, Xellos
explained, sipping from a cup of tea and not looking up from his book. I
trust you were able to get what you came for?
Yes, for all the good it does me, he snarled.
Xellos looked up from his reading. Oh, my. It didnt go so well,
then? Whats the problem?
I need a rare root. The problem is, the plant has been extinct for a
thousand years.
Xellos sighed and closed the book, placing his teacup atop it. Thats
a shame, he said. Perhaps they have one preserved in Seyruun?
Perhaps, Zelgadis muttered.
You wont find out sitting here, Xellos pointed out.
Shut up.
The Monster broke out into a grin. I see youre coming back to your
senses. Here, then, take this.
Zelgadis looked down at the bundle Xellos handed him. What the?
Its food. Youll need it for the hike down.
Why are you doing this? Zel asked.
Xellos cheerful smile widened. Thats a secret. See you in
Seyruun.
Zelgadis opened his mouth to speak, but the Monster was already gone.
He had flown over the mountains and had been walking for several days, constantly
angling towards Seyruun. He hadnt seen Xellos since the Monsters
ever-mysterious disappearance, and he hoped he didnt see him again anytime
soon. He sighed and stuffed his hands in his pockets, trying to reaccustom himself
to breathing through a face covering.
Mister Zelgadis! he heard a voice cry, and his blood ran cold.
It was the same voice.
What do you want? he growled, turning around, expecting to come
face to face with Xellos. Instead he found himself looking straight into a horses
eyes.
I was wondering if youd prefer to ride to Seyruun. It would be
much faster.
Zelgadis growled and glared at the Monster and the pair of horses. He should
have known that he had been optimistic to assume that Xellos would leave him
alone. In fact, when the priest wasnt pestering Lina, he knew that he
seemed to be the second favorite. Xellos seemed to think it was fun to torment
him. However, having the horses would save him a lot of time
If you dont decide quickly, Lina and Gourry will beat us there,
Xellos added.
That caught Zelgadis attention. What? Theyre coming?
Of course! Xellos replied brightly. After I left your side,
I went directly to them and told them what was going on. Theyre headed
to Seyruun as we speak.
How did you find them?
Ive been in fairly close contact with Lina ever since the Darkstar
incident. I even believe she may have forgiven me for knocking her out.
He sighed and pushed back his tattered hood, scratching his head. He never
would understand Linas strange fascination with the Monster, nor the Monsters
obsession with Lina, but he supposed it wasn't really his concern. That, however,
didnt change the fact that he didnt like the wolfish way Xellos
watched Lina when she wasnt looking. Thinking about the situation for
a few minutes, it occurred to him to ask something. So why arent
you with them? How come youre traveling with me?
Xellos settled into his saddle and tapped his chin with a gloved finger. Thats
a very good question. I suppose that Id like to see you get to Seyruun
safely.
Zelgadis scowled and crossed his arms over his chest. Right, I just bet.
Youre lying out your teeth.
Xellos raised his eyebrows and looked at Zelgadis with slitted eyes. My,
my, you really dont trust me, do you? Zelgadis shook his head, which
caused the Monster to sigh. Well, that is the truth, mostly. I cant
tell you the rest. Lets just say I need to help you poke around in Seyruun.
Now please, take the horse.
Zel eyed Xellos spindly horse skeptically, thinking that a horse like
that definitely wouldnt be able to carry his weight. Fine,
he grumbled and took a step forward.
Xellos laughed. Oh, dear me, he said. This is your horse.
I dont think a little slip of a thing like this could carry you.
He handed a rein to Zel and backed his own horse up a few steps. Zels
eyes widened as he found himself confronted with a huge draft horse, its powerful
withers and broad back daunting in their size.
He whirled on the monster in a tizzy. What in the hell is this thing?
he snapped.
Xellos cocked his head to the side. What? Whats wrong with it?
Do you have any idea how sore Im going to be? This things
back is so huge Ill practically be doing the damn splits!
Xellos glanced from Zelgadis to the horse. I suppose it is a bit big,
but its the only thing I could find that could carry you. Cant you
cast a healing spell on yourself once in a while?
Zelgadis didnt want to acknowledge the sense of Xellos statement,
so he continued on his tirade. Where the hell did you get the money for
these horses, anyway? You didnt steal them did you?
Xellos sniffed and looked wounded. Of course not. Monsters have a certain
amount of honor, you know. I rented them fair and square, with my own money.
You could show a little bit of gratitude, you know.
And where did someone like you get money?
Xellos sighed and shook his head. I have collected various treasures
in my travels throughout the years. I simply sold a few of them. Actually, I
havent made it through all the goods that Lina gave to me when I sold
her my talismans. I suppose I still have a million or two left in those objects
before I have to use my own treasure trove again.
Million? Zelgadis breathed, dumbfounded. He supposed he shouldnt
be too surprised- if Lina had given it to the Monster, it was bound to be valuable.
Mister Zelgadis, we cant sit around here all day. If you would
be so kind to mount your steed? Xellos asked sweetly, leaning over the
pommel of his saddle.
I give up, Zel growled in return, shuffling over to his horse and
scrambling atop it. You win for now, Xellos, but if you ever have any
reason to leave my side, I think you should do so as quickly as possible.
I dont doubt that,Xellos said cheerfully.
Soon Zelgadis was settled and they started off for Seyruun once again.
It didnt take as long to get to Seyruun as Zelgadis had thought. The
trip had also been moderately tolerable, with Xellos saying little and being
surprisingly unantagonistic. It was easy for Zelgadis to forget that Xellos
had multiple facets, just as any other living being, and those alternate sides
to his personality had been revealed during their short journey together. In
fact, if he hadnt known better, he would have thought the Monster was
brooding. One evening, for example, the immortal had looked over at him, cup
of tea in hand, and sighed. What do you think Miss Lina is doing right
now? Xellos had asked.
Why dont you teleport over there and see? Zelgadis had snapped.
Xellos had fixed Zelgadis with a strangely wistful look and shook his head.
No, I can imagine what shes doing, the Monsters cryptic
reply had been, and they had sat in silence for the rest of the evening.
However, none of Xellos good behavior could erase the multitudes of wrong
that Zelgadis had felt had been done to him over the years. Soon he would have
an opportunity to repay the trickster priest. Of course, he knew that what he
was going to do would have no effect whatsoever on the Monster, but hopefully
it would annoy him. That was, after all, the best that Zelgadis could hope for.
If he could annoy Xellos he would feel that the debt of frustration had been
repaid, at least in part.
Before long the tall white walls of Seyruun stood before them, their color
so pure that it seemed as though they were constructed from pearl. The sight
of them took Zelgadis breath away for a moment as memories came flooding
back to him. One night, when he had been feeling particularly melancholy, he
had sat atop the ramparts and looked out on the countryside, wondering where
his destiny lay. She, Amelia, had searched for him all night, finally finding
him near dawn. For long moments she had stood next to him on the walls, the
sound of her breathing soft even among the whispered noises of the awakening
world. Finally she had reached down and laid a tentative hand upon his shoulder,
sitting next to him, and they had watched the sun rise together, with not a
word spoken. It was a memory he had treasured dearly for the past year away
from her, and he knew he always would treasure it. Once again he had the presence
of mind to wonder just what it was he felt for her.
Ah, beautiful Seyruun, Xellos murmured.
Zelgadis turned in the saddle and stared at the Monster. There it was again-
that strange, wistful look upon his face. It was almost sad, in an odd way.
He wondered if Monsters could feel sorrow. Doesnt the magic barrier
affect you at all?
Of course not. Dont you remember the first time all of us were
here together? Xellos replied with his trademark smile.
I try not to, Zelgadis growled, hunching back down in his saddle.
Well, the barrier doesnt affect me in the least. It barely affected
Kanzel and Mazenda, and they were far lower in rank than I.
Point taken, Zel snapped, pulling up his hood. As much as he hated to admit it, the people of Seyruun were a good sort, and had accepted him during his stay. He didnt want to be recognized and be reminded that people actually did accept this monstrous, unnatural form of his.
They dismounted and lead their horses into the city, moving through the bustling
crowds towards the palace. The throngs of people were so dense that their progress
was slow, each extra minute that passed feeling like a million years to Zelgadis.
The thought of being so close to Amelia and yet so far was driving him mad.
Why are there so many damn people? he snarled aloud.
Xellos chuckled behind him, reminding him that the Monster still accompanied
him. Because the largest gathering of white magicians in over a thousand
years is taking place here. After all, curing a princess of a curse is serious
business, and Ive heard a substantial reward has been offered to anyone
who can save her life. Of course, a lot of people are here because they hope
that reward is the Princess hand in marriage.
WHAT? Zelgadis roared, turning with a snap of his cape and glaring
at Xellos.
Xellos shrank back a step or two and brought his hands up slightly. Princess
Amelia is considered quite a prize, my dear Mister Zelgadis. Not only is she
beautiful and passionate, but is powerful as a future ruler and as a sorceress.
Many young men are here, diligently working on a cure so that they might win
the right to court her once she heals.
Ill wager none of the others are only a third human, Zel
muttered to himself.
Most likely not. However, that might be to their disadvantage,
Xellos replied softly, his eyes opening and gleaming ominously.
I cant let her die, Zelgadis said more loudly, and began
to pick up his pace. He had to see her, and it had to be as soon as possible.
He could only hope that it wasnt already too late.
So it begins, he thought he heard Xellos say behind him, but the
words were so soft that uncertainty won out and he ignored the statement. After
all, getting to Amelia was all that really mattered.
After an hour of pushing through the crowds they reached the castle gate. Zelgadis
smiled as the soldiers immediately recognized him. They crossed their spears
and barred the way nonetheless, but it was what he expected. As he drew nearer
he could see that their faces were stretched in grins.
Master Zelgadis, one of the soldiers said. What a pleasure
to see you again.
Hello, Zel replied graciously. I fear that I have heard a
disturbing rumor. Abroad the story is the Princess is deathly ill.
Youre right, sir, the other soldier said. Princess
Amelia has become quite weak. There isnt much hope for her.
Zelgadis did his best to ignore the tightening inside his chest, pursing his
lips until he felt as if he could continue without seeming panicked. Well,
then, he said gently. I would very much like to see her. After all,
I came as soon as I heard what was happening.
Absolutely, sir. All I need is to see some identification.
Zel bit back an acerbic remark and reached down into his pocket, removing the
pink bracelet that Amelia had given him. The soldiers glanced at one another
and nodded. And your companion?
Zelgadis fought his best to keep the glee from his voice, but his lips twitched
in his attempt not to smile. He leaned in closely to the guards, glancing back
at Xellos. Hes not my companion by my choice. In fact, I fear he
is quite dangerous. You would serve your country well by keeping him out of
the palace.
The soldiers nodded grimly and in unison, each fixing their eyes upon Xellos.
They lifted their spears and Zelgadis passed between them with ease, still leading
his horse. As soon as he was inside he turned, watching with secret delight
as Xellos attempted to follow. The Monster only made it a few steps before being
blocked by the spears of the guards. Er, pardon, Xellos said, glancing
from side to side.
Sorry, mister, you cannot pass this point, one of the soldiers
said.
Yes, you do not carry proof that you are a companion of the Princess,
the other added.
I see, Xellos said slowly, fixing a cool, amethyst glare at Zelgadis.
Very funny, human, he called out. But dont worry, Ill
return the favor.
Not right away, Zelgadis replied with a smirk, reveling in the
aggravation in the Monsters voice. He waved politely at the man stranded
outside the castle walls and turned. He did not doubt that Xellos would simply
teleport into the castle in a minute or two, but a minor victory was better
than none at all. Still, he had to make his way to Amelia, for now she was the
only thing that truly mattered.
Once inside the building he broke out into a run, shoving guards aside with
all his might as he dashed through the hallways. Glancing up the staircase,
he decided to forgo the steps in the interest of speed, quickly casting a levitation
spell and rising into the air. He knew that a few moments wouldnt make
a difference in her condition, but he couldnt bear the thought that he
might miss something. The thought that he wanted to be there for her last few
minutes of her awareness flickered in the depths of his mind, but for once he
refused to give into negative thoughts. He was actually glad for the strength
lent him by his unnatural body, otherwise he would have tired from beating soldiers
out of his way and casting spells to speed his progress. Still, was she worth
giving up his human body forever? Again he pushed his thoughts aside and focused
on reaching her, chanting her name over and over again in his brain.
Despite his hurry, it seemed to take forever to reach her chambers. He knocked
the guards out of the way and broke down the door in his haste, looking about
to see where she was. Of course she wasnt in her sitting room, so he rushed
through another set of doors to her bedroom. He flung the doors wide and froze
in his tracks. There she was, lying on her bed, just as lovely as the day he
had left her. No, she was more beautiful. Her hair had stayed the same, but
she seemed somehow more regal than before, her features having matured during
their separation. He wondered briefly if he could say if his own looks had improved
during their time apart. Amelia? he breathed, heedless of the soldiers
amassing angrily at his back. There came no answer from the princess. Amelia?!
I dont think she can hear you, Master Zelgadis, a deep voice
said, and Zel realized that Prince Philionel sat by his daughters bedside.
The mans face was creased with worry, and he looked pale and haggard,
very unlike the robust, vital man Zelgadis had known.
Hello, Prince Phil, Zel said quietly, approaching the bedside with
slow, heavy steps. It felt as if someone was wrapping steel bands around his
chest, making it difficult to breathe, and his hands would not stop shaking.
Thank you for coming, Phil replied softly. I know she would
have loved to see you.
Zelgadis blushed in spite of himself and knelt by her bedside. Her round cheeks
were flushed and her breath was coming in short, ragged gasps between her full,
parted lips. Amelia, he whispered, resisting the urge to brush some
of her silky dark hair off of her forehead.
She fought it for a long time, but it finally overtook her last week.
Shes been like this ever since.
How long since she fell ill?
About two months ago. At first we just thought it was a fever, but then
it became obvious that it was something else. When we tried to heal her it became
evident that it was no simple illness. The only possible explanation is a curse.
It is a curse, Zelgadis explained. But I know how to cure
her. Im the only one who does.
Is this true? Phil breathed, piercing eyes fixed on Zelgadis.
Zel nodded slowly, eyes traveling down the length of Amelias body, devouring
every single detail of her, from the lashes of her eyes down to the cuticles
of her graceful fingers. I will do everything in my power to save your
daughter, Zelgadis answered.
Phil let out a whoop and moved around the bed, snatching Zelgadis up in his
arms and giving the young man a bear hug. If Zel hadnt been part golem
he was certain he would have had several ribs broken. I knew we could
count on you! he boomed. Why, when she was first starting to understand
what was happening to her, she said that youd be back to help her. She
had such faith in you, and Im happy she did. I didnt think her belief
was misplaced, and Im glad to be proven right.
Well see, Zel grumbled, detaching himself from the Princes
rough embrace. You should get some rest. You look like hell.
Phil smiled and put a hand behind his head. I suppose it has been a while
since I dared sleep the night through. It just didnt seem that there was
anyone else truly worthy of watching over her. Now that youre here, though,
I finally feel safe leaving her long enough to nap. Just promise me youll
fetch me if her condition should change in the least, for better or worse.
I promise, Zelgadis said, watching as Phil shooed the guards away.
Then Ill return after Ive rested a bit, Phil announced.
Take care of my daughter, Master Zelgadis.
Yes, Prince Phil, Zel answered, and waited until Phil had shut
the doors.
Once the prince was gone, Zel pulled up a chair, sitting so close to the bed
that if he bent over he could rest his head on Amelias ample chest. Her
breathing was ragged but did not seem particularly weak. That would come, however.
She would waste away and die if he didnt do something. For now, at least,
it was enough just to be near her again. He wondered when it was that he had
stopped seeing her as someone he needed to put up with and began to genuinely
like her. He also wondered just how much he liked her. It tore him in pieces
to know that she wasnt aware of him, even if he touched her or spoke to
her. He wanted desperately for her to understand that he had returned, that
she wouldnt face this horrible illness alone any longer. He would do his
best to protect her, no matter what the cost. He might not know exactly what
he felt for her, but he knew that he felt that much, at the very least. Tentatively,
he reached out a hand and stroked her fingers, his touch so light it barely
grazed her soft, supple skin. When she did not react at all he grew slightly
more brave, daring to take her hand into his and curl his fingers around it.
Her skin was smooth and unbelievably soft, the flesh warm against the cool stone
of his fingers. He looked again at her face, her expression one of tormented
sleep, and marveled at how even though she was in agony and unconscious, her
features retained grace and beauty. What an amazing woman she was. He knew he
would never find another like her. Not that he should get all worked up about
it, he reminded himself. Regardless of his feelings toward her, she would still
see him as nothing but the monster he was. He needed to remember that.
Feeling frustrated, he gently released her hand and stood, walking over to
the windows. From his vantage he could see a good portion of Seyruun, and the
sight brought back many memories of his time with Amelia before he had left
on his quest. It seemed like a century ago, and yet it was yesterday at the
very same time. . .
Reminiscing? a voice said softly from behind him.
He whirled and saw Xellos sitting in the chair by Amelias bedside, legs
crossed and staff leaned against the bed. None of your business,
Zelgadis growled.
That wasnt very nice of you to do what you did to me earlier,
Xellos chastised.
I couldnt care less. You deserved it after all the games youve
played with me.
Xellos inclined his head and smiled. I suppose you have a point. Still,
it was exceedingly rude and more than a bit embarrassing.
Go rot in hell, Zel spat.
Feeling frisky? Xellos mused with a twisted grin. Very well,
Ill play with you.
Zelgadis felt cold apprehension rip through his veins and he stopped in his
tracks, staring at the Monster. What are you going to do? he whispered.
Xellos chuckled, swinging his leg back and forth. Dont worry, I
wont hurt her, he said, standing and setting his staff on the floor.
Get away from her, Zel said softly.
Oh, but shes so very beautiful, Xellos said, tracing Amelias
jawline with a gloved finger. Her skin is like silk and her figure is
absolutely splendid. The creator was generous with her when feminine features
were handed out. He let his hand hover less than an inch above the fabric
covering Amelias substantial breasts, sighing. Hot rage flashed through
Zelgadis, as well as anger at being so helpless
Leave her alone, Zel choked, voice strangled with pent-up emotion.
Just look at those lips, Xellos whispered, leaning closer to the
princess. Theyre like strawberries. I wonder how they taste. Do
you know?
Of course not, Zelgadis gurgled.
Xellos lowered his eyelids, gazing into Amelias face. I didnt
think so. I doubt these lips have ever been touched by a mans before,
the Monster breathed. So very lovely.
Zelgadis felt his insides become as cold and hard as the rock his skin was
made from as Xellos leaned down and kissed Amelia on the lips. He was so furious
that he was paralyzed by his own emotion, forced to watch as Xellos drove his
tongue into Amelias mouth, holding her head steady with both hands. After
what seemed like an eternity, Xellos raised his head, drawing the back of his
glove over his mouth and wiping away the saliva from the kiss. Ah, yes,
as sweet as I expected, he murmured with a smile.
You bastard! Zelgadis bellowed, his rage overcoming his horror.
He rushed the Monster and grabbed him by the collar, pushing Xellos backward
until he slammed into the stone wall of the room. Zelgadis drew back his fist
and began to pound Xellos about the head and abdomen, using every ounce of fury
he had against the immortal. How dare you do that to her?
Oh, plenty of women would willingly give themselves to me, Im sure,
Xellos murmured, seemingly heedless of how his face was beginning to swell from
the beating.
Shut your filthy mouth! Zelgadis screeched, smashing Xellos right
in the nose. When he pulled his fist back it was covered with black, oily blood.
Are you angry at me, Zelgadis? Xellos chortled. Thats
good. Be angry. Hate me. Use me as a focus for your rage, for doing so will
prevent your feelings from eating you alive. Beat me more, my friend, until
you have no hate left and are completely cleansed.
Zelgadis eyes opened wide and he stared at Xellos in shock. Xellos was
actually trying to make him feel better? The Monster had done this on purpose,
just to help him stay sane? His reason returned to him and he released Xellos
roughly, spitting on the floor next to him. Try something like that again
and Ill kill you, so help me, Zelgadis snarled.
I have no intention of ever going through that again. It served its purpose,
however, Xellos replied, wiping blood from his face and sliding down to
the floor.
Zelgadis picked up the overturned chair and sat down on it, glaring at Xellos
the entire time. Xellos stood after several moments of rest, the swelling in
his face already receding. He brushed off his black cape and fixed Zelgadis
with a long, level look. What? Zel snapped.
Gourry and Lina will be here in a few days. I suggest you begin your
search for the root tomorrow. The curse is an astral one, as you know, and will
only kill her more quickly as time passes.
I know, I know, Zelgadis growled, blinking as Xellos vanished into
thin air. Once he was certain the Monster was gone he took Amelias hand
once again, pressing it between his own. He reached up and ran his fingers through
her fine, dark hair. Amelia, he breathed, hoping beyond hope that
she could somehow feel him. He sat there for long hours, simply gazing into
her face and grappling with his thoughts, until sleep finally claimed him.
Three days passed, and Zelgadis used the daytime to conduct his research. He
went about his task relatively alone, telling Phil to send runners to every
corner of the kingdom in order to locate the rare root. His hopes were still
thinning, however. The only time he seemed to make progress was when Xellos
would appear out of thin air, holding one ancient tome or another, always laying
the book down on the table in front of him. How do you know what Im
looking for? Zelgadis finally snapped.
The Monster smiled brightly and shrugged a single shoulder. I know that
while the Clair Bible told you what kind of spell you need, I doubt you were
informed about the way to prepare the potion from the root. Of course, if you
make it improperly, it will kill her for sure.
So what do you think youre doing?
Xellos smile broadened and he did a little bow. Im merely
trying to help you out. After all, I have far greater. . .access. . .to rare
books than you do, Mister Zelgadis.
Zel ground his teeth and glared at the priest, knowing that Xellos was right
and hating every second of it. Matters werent helped any by the fact that
he knew that Xellos was enjoying the hate directed towards him, but there wasnt
much that Zelgadis wanted to do about that. Let the Monster feed well while
he could. Fine, leave it there, he growled, gesturing at the table.
That way it can be with all the other useless books youve brought
me.
Xellos raised an eyebrow and nodded. My, my, still so temperamental.
Im only trying to help.
And I still dont know why youre bothering, Zelgadis
snarled.
Xellos sighed and shifted the grip on his staff. Ive already told
you, Mister Zelgadis, that it is not in my best interests for you to let her
die.
That doesnt tell me anything about what youre planning.
I didnt intend that it should, the Monster said mildly. After
all, what Im planning has to stay secret for a little longer.
Which means that I should do the opposite of what you want me to.
Xellos cocked his head, tapping his cheek with a gloved finger. Well,
you could, but how would you know that you werent reacting exactly the
way I hoped? No matter what course of action you take, you could still be playing
right into my hands.
You monster, Zel hissed.
Xellos laughed. Yes, thats the idea, he said gaily. However,
you neednt worry. Ive already played my required role, and things
are out of my hands. Im on standby for a while yet, so you might as well
let me help you.
But why?
Xellos sighed. Oh, poor mortals, trying to understand everything. Lets
just say it amuses me.
I can tell, Zel mumbled, and watched as Xellos phased out of the
physical plane.
He kept up his searching for several more hours, then realized it was time for him to relieve Phil. Shutting the dusty books with a loud clapping sound, he straightened his borrowed tunic and walked briskly back to Amelias chambers. When he entered the room he noticed that Phil was slumped against Amelias bedside table, fast asleep. The Princes snores could be heard over the crackling of the fire, for the summer nights were beginning to carry autumns chill. He walked over to Phil and gently placed a hand on the mans massive shoulder.
Prince Phil, Zel said softly. Go to bed.
Phil snorted and sat up, blinking wearily. Eh? What?
Its late. You should go to bed, Zel repeated.
Phil peered at the clock on the mantle. Why, so it is, he murmured.
I guess its your turn to keep watch.
As if it does any good, Zel said, surprised at the bitterness in
his own voice. He started when he felt a heavy hand on his shoulder.
Dont give up, my boy, Phil said with a solemn smile. Amelias
pure heart and strength will see her through this. She will be even stronger
now that youre by her side.
Eh?
Phils smile broadened, his close-set eyes twinkling. She missed
you terribly while you were away. You were practically the only thing she talked
about.
Amelia...missed me? he whispered.
Very, very much. I know that she can sense that youre here.
I hope so, Zelgadis murmured, glancing down at the sleeping princess.
Well, Im off to bed. As always, let me know if her condition changes.
I will, Zel said, feeling himself go warm as Phil left the room.
The doors shut and he could hear the guards outside rearrange themselves. He
smirked as he wondered if they knew the princess best defender was right
at her side. Thinking of her, he turned to her and gazed down upon her, pulling
up the chair. It pained him that she wouldnt open her eyes and smile at
him, the deep blue pools sparkling as they took him in. Amelia,
he whispered, taking her hand and running a thumb over her knuckles. Her chest
rose and fell beneath the pile of blankets, and he placed his other hand on
her forehead to check her temperature. Her skin seemed unnaturally warm, but
not enough for him to be worried. She was definitely fevered, but that was not
what would take her life. His fingers caressed the smooth skin of her brow and
he drew his touch down her temple and onto her cheek, closing his eyes so that
he could better focus on the silky feel of her skin. He traced the curve of
her eyelids and nostrils, running the pads of his fingers over the slight swell
of her chin. She was so lovely, with those fine, dark eyebrows and rosy lips.
Holding his breath, he let himself gently brush his fingers over those lips,
amazed at how soft they were. It was as if he touched the fragile, soft petals
of an exotic flower, and he was suddenly afraid that his heavy touch would damage
her tender mouth. He didnt really know what sort of impact contact with
him could have on a normal human. Still, impulse drove him on, and he stood
from his chair and leaned over her, closing his eyes and lowering his face to
hers. He soon was so close that he could feel her ragged breath on his face,
the air warm and gentle on his skin. His nose brushed hers, and he knew that
he only had to lower his face a fraction of an inch and he could taste her.
He wondered what it would be like to feel her lips pressed to his, to share
her breath and taste her. He had never kissed anyone before.
Suddenly he fell back in his chair, almost panting from the self-control it
had taken to tear himself away from her. He wouldnt take advantage of
her while she was sleeping; he wasnt that kind of man. Besides, she might
be terrified of kissing a monster like him. No, if it was their destiny to kiss,
he wanted her consent. It was the only way it could mean anything to either
of them. Instead, he settled for gently gripping her hand and laying his head
on her stomach, listening to her bodys processes and hoping with all his
heart that he could save her. Before long he was fast asleep.
A stirring awoke him, but sleep still muddled his mind. If he didnt know
any differently he could have sworn there was a hand running through his wiry
hair, gently stroking the unruly strands. He groaned and pushed himself up,
blinking wearily. What the, he mumbled, looking around. Reaching
up, he caught the hand and held it, staring at its smooth, pale skin. Amelias
skin. Awareness caught up with him in a rush and his head snapped around to
stare at the princess. Blue sparkled at him from underneath half-lowered eyelids.
Amelia! he gasped, gripping her hand tightly. Oh, thank god
youre all right!
Mister Zelgadis, she rasped. You came back.
Of course, he said, voice husky. But dont talk. Rest.
Save your strength.
What. . .
Shhh, he admonished, pressing a finger to her lips and involuntarily
shuddering as he came in contact with her skin. Im working on a
cure. Ill save you, I promise.
His heart constricted inside his chest as she closed her eyes, a tear sliding
down her cheek and onto the pillow. A weak smile crossed her face, and he saw
a shadow of her former vitality. The image wounded him deeply, making his blood
run cold inside his veins. Thank you, Mister Zelgadis.
Here, he said softly, reaching into a pocket and taking something
out. I kept this with me every step of the way. He gently slid the
pink bracelet over her hand and made sure it was in place. Her smile widened,
but more tears also slid from her eyes.
Hold me, she whispered.
His cheeks burned, but he leaned forward awkwardly and embraced her. It was
an ungainly position, making him feel like he pinned her rather than hugged
her, but it was physical contact nonetheless. He could feel the rise and fall
of her generous bosom against his chest as he held her, heat growing within
him. What was wrong with him? He released her stiffly and began to stand up,
then looked into her eyes. They were still half-closed, but her gaze shone at
him and his heart leapt in his chest. Instead of pulling away, he found himself
lowering his face to hers. She tilted her chin upward, meeting his motion, and
he felt their breath mingle as his lips lightly brushed hers. A shudder ran
the length of his body, and he thought things couldnt be more perfect,
but then she tilted her head even further toward him. Something inside him broke
and he pressed his mouth to hers. Her lips parted slightly and he could taste
her saliva on his skin, could feel the warmth of her mouth against his. He let
out a sigh through his nose and wished that moment would never end. She made
a small noise and his innards quivered with joy, reveling in the velvety, warm
feel of her before tenderly breaking away.
Zel, she breathed, her cheeks flushed a fabulous pink.
He tried to calm his own labored breathing and a small smile graced his features
as he moved his fingers up to her forehead and smoothed the hair out of her
face. Amelia, he murmured in return. I will save you.
She smiled and nodded, the movement of her head nearly imperceptible. Her eyelids
began to droop and panic raced through him. No, dont sleep yet.
Your father will want to see you, he said, reaching for her hand and gripping
it tightly.
Daddy, she mouthed, and her eyelids drifted shut.
Amelia? he choked, shaking her hand gently. He placed his free
hand on her face, rubbing her cheek gently in an effort to wake her. Amelia?!
Tears threatened to break free and he felt his whole body shake with grief.
He couldnt lose her, he just couldnt, especially not now.
It seems she has slipped back into a coma, a familiar voice said
behind him, and he felt a hand settle on his shoulder.
Xellos, Zelgadis replied, voice thick. Did you have something
to do with this?
The priest walked around to the other side of the massive bed and put a gloved
hand on Amelias forehead. I thought that she should know that you
were there for her, he said gently. Therefore I shielded her astral
form for a moment or two, giving her the strength to open her eyes and see you.
I dont want to owe you anything.
You dont. Just be sure that you know what you want.
Did you come here for something other than to throw me off-balance?
Xellos frowned slightly and put a finger to his chin. Well, I came here
to tell you that Miss Lina and that Gourry fellow will arrive here tomorrow
before noon. Whether or not that throws you off balance, only you can say.
Lina didnt know if she was ready to face them or not as she stood on
the promontory overlooking Seyruun. After all, it had been a year and a half
since she had seen them last, and things had changed. She hadnt changed
so much, although she definitely felt a woman now, but her situation had certainly
changed. Well, her situation with Gourry, to be more precise. She knew that
he was only a few yards behind her, having wandered off into the woods to relieve
himself. In the brief moments she had to herself, though, she found herself
remembering how the new situation had begun.
It had started innocently enough. She had been with him for years and years,
after all. They knew one another almost as well as they knew themselves, and
had become very close. Gourry had told her that he was going to spend the rest
of his life with her, and she had never questioned his devotion, only his motives.
She often wondered how she felt about him, but never found the answer. Even
as she stood remembering she wasnt sure what her feelings for him were.
Of course, the trouble was that she knew there was an attraction. That was
what had gotten her in this whole mess in the first place. Once again her mind
strayed back to the night when everything had begun. She and Gourry had been
mobbed by bandits on the road, and during the fight they had fallen into a stream.
Lina blamed Gourry, since his airborne body was the reason she had plunged into
the water in the first place, but at least they had won the battle. However,
most of their supplies had been carried away, and they were too far from a town
to make it to an inn. They took stock of what they still possessed and found
only one blanket, which they immediately set out to dry. Night had fallen only
half an hour later, and with the darkness came the cold. She had tended the
fish by the fire while Gourry shook out a roll of canvas and constructed a shelter
nearby, since the sky told of rain coming during the night. After eating and
talking a while, they had grown weary and decided to retire. Gourry, ever a
gentleman, had offered her the only blanket, which she accepted greedily. She
wrapped herself up in it and snuggled into a ball on the ground under the shelter,
aware of the large man huddled a few feet away. Sleep, however, did not find
her, since she could feel Gourrys shivering and hear his teeth chattering.
Rolling over, she asked him if he was cold, and he denied it several times.
Finally giving up, she lifted the edge of the blanket and invited him in. He
stripped of his armor and shirt, and when she demanded to know why he was bare-chested,
he replied that his shirt was damp, and he didnt want to make her cold.
Besides, he explained, body heat conducted better without clothing. What he
said made sense, for once, and so she permitted him to cuddle close to her.
That was her first mistake.
Her second mistake was to snuggle back, oddly comforted by the feel of his long,
warm, tight muscles against her body. The sheer size of him made her feel very
safe, and she had actually turned and rested against his broad chest. His arms,
hardened by a lifetime of wielding a sword, wrapped around her and pulled her
closer, and soon they were both very warm. Then she noticed how he smelled,
and that was what did her in. The next thing she knew, they were lovers.
She shook her head to rid it of the memory, which she considered a sappy sentimentality.
Of course, that wasnt the only time she and Gourry had made love, that
was for certain. In fact, she often looked forward to their nights together
and had come to enjoy the physical aspect of their relationship. Still, they
had been lovers for a while now, and the bonds they shared were beginning to
chafe her. It was a bitter, bitter feeling to know that, on some level, she
wanted to be free of him. She slipped a few strands of hair into her mouth and
chewed angrily, scowling out at the horizon. There wasnt time to be dwelling
on such things; she and Gourry had a duty to get to Seyruun and help their friends.
She wondered how things were going between the Chimera and the Princess, since
she hadnt seen either of them in about a year and a half. The last time
the four of them had been together she could tell that Zelgadis had wanted to
be on his way again, but he also obviously didnt want to leave Amelia.
That was a pair that seemed improbable, unless one knew them well. They complemented
one another, gave one another a reason to keep succeeding. A pang of jealousy
twisted her gut. What sort of success was Gourry granting her? He was certainly
a warm pair of arms, but he didnt challenge her on any level, and wasnt
that what she needed? A challenge?
As if in answer to her thoughts, she felt the heaviness of the hair down her
back lifted and cleared to the side as two hands gently gripped her shoulders
and broke her balance to the rear. A soft voice whispered into her ear, the
breath warm and sweet upon her lobe. Hello, Miss Lina.
An involuntary shiver ran through her and she freed herself from the touch,
turning and backing up a few steps. Her ruby eyes narrowed slightly and took
in the sight of the man in front of her. Good day, Xellos, she replied.
Xellos charming face broke out in a grin and he gestured at the sky.
Lovely weather, isnt it? he said brightly.
She glanced up at the heavens and shrugged. I guess. What are you doing
here?
Arent you happy to see me? he asked, tilting his head to
the side, fine strands of his purple hair spreading out from his scalp as the
wind blew through them.
I dont know. It depends on why youre here.
He sighed and shook his head, his eyebrows furrowed. Oh, dear. Miss Lina,
he murmured, stepping closer and cupping her cheek with a gloved hand, What
would it take to make you happy to see me?
She hesitated in answering for a moment, analyzing the enigma that was Xellos.
She was fairly certain Monsters couldnt love, so what did Xellos want
with her? What did she want from him? She knew he wasnt mortal, but every
time he appeared something inside her quivered. Was it the fact that she didnt
know everything about him, that he was, perhaps, the challenge she was looking
for? Hey, Xellos! a deep, jovial voice said from behind the monster,
and Lina watched as a brief expression of...something...crossed the trickster
priests face.
Master Gourry, Xellos said with his customary smile. Beautiful
day.
Gourry planted his hands on his hips and looked up at the sky. Sure is.
How are you doing?
Xellos turned a hand palm-up and shrugged. The same as always, I suppose.
Thank you for asking.
Oh, no problem, Gourry replied, smiling at the Monster. It
just amazes me that someone as old as you are doesnt have any health problems.
Xellos eyebrows furrowed again and he cracked an eye open at Lina, who
put her hand to her forehead and groaned. Uh, my health is fine, thank
you, Xellos muttered.
Gourry came up to the black-robed man and smacked him on the shoulder. Great!
he chortled, then reached down to adjust his belt.
Gourry, Lina moaned.
Xellos glanced between the swordsman and the sorceress. Well, I suppose
I should get going, he said nonchalantly.
Lina scowled and darted forward, grabbing a fistful of his cape. Wait
just a minute, buster, she growled. Why did you come here in the
first place?
Ah, well-
If you tell me its a secret Ill kick your face in.
Xellos chuckled. Its because I wanted to make sure you would reach
Seyruun today. Amelia worsens with every moment that passes.
Is it that bad? Gourry asked, coming to stand beside Lina. The
sorceress released the Monsters cloak as Gourry placed his large hands
on her shoulders.
Quite, Xellos replied. So, if youll please pardon me,
Ill be going back now.
Hold on a minute, Lina interjected. Why do you care about
Amelias life so much?
The sly smile returned to Xellos face. It would be disastrous for
Zelgadis to let Amelia die, especially with two dear friends so incredibly close.
That, my dearest Lina, is all I can tell you.
And of course I dont like it, Lina said sharply in return.
Still, what choice to we have? Ill Amelia is ill Amelia; we cant
very well abandon her and Zel at a time like this, regardless of what little
scheme you have brewing.
Hardly complimentary, Miss Lina, Xellos replied archly.
That might be, but as a Monster I somehow dont think youre
fishing for compliments.
Xellos smiled slowly. You may have a point there, but that doesnt
mean that even my kind wouldnt like to be flattered once in a while.
Lina shrugged, the motion freeing her from Gourrys grasp. For some reason
she wasnt ready to let Xellos know the new dimensions to her relationship
with the swordsman. Well, give me a reason to flatter you and Ill
do it, she said quickly, then wished she hadnt spoken when she saw
the sly look that crossed Xellos face.
Ah, you tempt me, Miss Lina, he whispered, his amethyst eyes cracking
open and taking in the entire sight of her, somehow making her feel as if she
was being absorbed.
Didnt you say you had to go? she asked sharply, crossing
her arms and tapping her foot.
So I did, the Monster replied brightly. He bowed to Gourry and
took Linas hand, kissing it gently. Until tonight, then, he
whispered, his strangely colored eyes boring into hers once again.
Okay, Gourry said with a wave, and the two of them watched as Xellos
vanished with a dark shimmering in the air.
Wed better get moving, Lina said to Gourry. I think
we should get to Seyruun and Amelia as quickly as possible.
Whys that?
Lina choked back the urge to strangle the blonde man, but took a deep breath and composed herself instead. Because, Gourry, I have a terrible feeling about all of this.
He stroked the soft skin of her hand over and over again with his thumb, heedless
of his actions as he stared intently at her face. What had the kiss meant? Was
it just a strange moment brought on by her fever? Had she been sincere when
she pressed her tender, sweet lips against his? Amelia, he whispered
for the millionth time. No, there was no way she could have meant it. She was
ill and weak, and had merely been responding to him. Most likely she had been
caught up in some sort of fever dream, and that was that. She wasnt attracted
to him, she couldnt be attracted to a monstrosity like him. The reminder
that his cure and hers needed similar, rare ingredients snuck into his brain,
and he wondered what he would choose. If he was only able to get his hands on
one root, which option would he pick? Would he cure himself and let her die,
or heal her and live forever in his godforsaken chimera body? Either way, there
would be no chance with her. Something inside him hardened. It was better that
way, really. A warrior did not need trivial things like love, especially not
a heartless swordsman like him. He wondered where along his path he decided
he would like to be with her. Caught up in a tangle of conflicting emotions,
he pressed her hand to his forehead and sighed.
He heard the pounding footsteps in the hall and dropped her hand a split second
before the doors were flung open violently. Now what the hell is going
on here? a womans voice bellowed, making Zelgadis wince at the sound.
Now, Lina, Amelias sick! a mans deep tones followed,
and the pair stepped into the room, flanked by guards.
Zel closed his eyes and sighed, shaking his head. Does Prince Phil know
youre here? he grumbled.
Why? Should we have asked? Gourry said, glancing from side to side
at the armed guards. He had his sword drawn and was facing down with them warily.
No. Were Amelias friends and we have every right to be here!
Lina proclaimed, shouldering the surprised guards aside. She stormed over to
Amelias bedside, forcing Zel out of the way. Planting her hands on the
mattress, she lowered her head near Amelias. Amelia! she shouted,
nearly splitting Zelgadis eardrums. Wake up!
If she couldnt hear you before, she really cant now,
Gourry grumbled, sheathing his sword and ambling over to the bed.
And yelling at her will not wake her, a smooth voice said from
the shadows. All three whirled to see Xellos materialize and walk toward them,
his staff clicking hollowly against the marble floor.
Xellos! What are you doing here? Lina said with a scowl.
She was met with a benign smile and a tilt of his head. Did you know
that you ask me that question nearly every time I see you? he replied
brightly.
Hes always here, Lina, Zelgadis grumbled, crossing his arms
over his chest. Hes been here ever since I arrived. He sighed
and lowered his chin. Hes also right, though. Nothing can wake her
up now. Shes gotten a lot worse these past few days.
Xellos strolled past them and placed a gloved hand on the princess forehead.
Yes, Id say she doesnt have much longer, he stated calmly,
standing up straight and readjusting his glove. You all had better hurry
if you want to find her cure.
But whats wrong with her? Gourry asked, looking down at Amelia
with concern.
A curse from the astral plane, Zelgadis explained, fingering the
stone ridges on his chin. Whatevers harming her is too strong to
be destroyed by an astral attack because its linked to her astral form.
However, theres a root that we can use to weaken her bodys ties
to her astral form, which should give us enough room to break the curse.
How did you find this out? Lina said softly, ruby eyes looking
at Zelgadis levelly.
He was granted access to the Clair Bible, Xellos offered with a
gesture of his hand. He was also told how to cure his own affliction.
Really, Zel? Thats great! Lina said with a smile, clapping
the chimera on the shoulder.
There are...complications... Zelgadis murmured. I need to
use the root in my cure, too. On top of that, the plant that the root comes
from has been extinct for hundreds of years. Our only chance is to find a preserved
specimen from somewhere.
Gourry blinked and looked from face to face while Lina fell silent, lost in
thought. Zelgadis examined the two flatly, face betraying nothing of his inner
turmoil. Well, Xellos said after several moments of quiet thought,
There are three of you now. The search should go much more quickly with
increased numbers.
How long, Xellos? Lina blurted, stomping over to the Monster. How
long do we have before were too late?
Xellos eyes opened a crack and he smiled warmly at her. A predatory expression
crossed his face for a moment, and Zelgadis remembered how much he hated the
Monster, and how fascinated the Monster was with Lina. Perhaps this was all
just a dangerous game. Before he could say anything, however, the expression
passed from Xellos smooth features and the moment was lost.
I give you four days. If you have not found the root by then in some
form or another, Im afraid the Princess will pass from this world entirely.
Then we had better get moving, Lina said. Are you going to
help, Xellos?
Eh? Xellos replied, taking a step back as Lina moved forward and
took up his entire field of vision. Well, thats sort of against
the rules...
She reached up and wrapped her fist in his black cloak. What rules, Xellos? And when have you ever played by them? she growled.
But, Miss Lina, he protested, hands hovering above her clenched
fists.
She gave him a good shake, nearly making him drop his staff. I asked
you if you were going to help! she bellowed, shaking him even more vigorously.
Xellos grinned as his head snapped back and forth with the motion. If...you...in...sist...
he stammered in between shakings. Suddenly he reached out with an arm and scooped
her against him for a split second. An expression of surprise and a blush crossed
her face as she looked up at him. He leaned down very close to her and whispered,
just loud enough for everyone to hear, Very well, Miss Lina.
Zelgadis scowled at Linas wide-eyed countenance, an expression that deepened
when he saw Gourrys posture stiffen across the room. Something was going
on. He wasnt sure what it was, but there was something that he wasnt
being told.
Just as suddenly as he had gripped her, Xellos released Lina and took a few
steps away, throwing an unreadable glance at the swordsman across the room.
Lina gathered her hands to her chest and backed towards Gourry until the large
man came up behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders protectively. Xellos
smiled with what Zelgadis could only describe as glee. The priest turned to
the chimera, the smile still on his face. Did you hear that, Mister Zelgadis?
Xellos chortled. I guess Im going to help you now!
Oh, lovely, Zel muttered, throwing a glance at the unconscious
princess.
Now, now, dont be a grouch, Xellos chided, gripping his staff
tightly and leaning against it as his eyes opened just enough for Zel to see
the glittering of amethyst irises. With me assisting you we will most
likely find the cure in no time!
Zel heard Lina grumble from several feet away. Youre probably the
one that put the damn curse on her in the first place, she snarled, and
something inside Zelgadis abdomen tightened as the Monsters eyebrows
raised fractionally and more amethyst was revealed from underneath his eyelids.
Once again, you are hardly complimentary towards me, Miss Lina,
Xellos said.
Lina took a step closer to Gourry and scowled in return. And I already
told you that I dont care. Monsters dont need compliments.
That doesnt mean we dont enjoy being highly thought of.
Uh, is this helping Amelia at all? Gourry interrupted, gesturing
toward the princess.
Zel glanced at the bed again, but not so quickly that he missed the strange,
long look that passed between the sorceress and the trickster priest. Youre
right, Gourry, he offered, trying to seem casual as he walked over to
the bedside and stared down into Amelias pain-tightened face. Ill
see her well again, even if it means teaming up with the likes of Xellos.
Lina clasped her hands to her chest and batted her eyes in a mocking fashion.
Oh isnt this sweet? she chirped. Her expression suddenly went
hard, and she planted her hands on her hips. Not one bit of these speeches
are doing anyone any good! Lets just get on with it?
Ill fetch refreshments and meet you in the library, Xellos
said, and winked out of sight a split second later.
If he wasnt such a weirdo hed make a great manservant,
Lina muttered under her breath.
Zel gazed at Amelia again with a sigh, unconsciously rubbing the soft skin
of her arm with his thumb. Why did you have to get him involved?
he muttered to Lina.
Excuse me? He was already here for quite a while before we showed up!
Lina protested.
You KNOW I hate the sight of him.
Listen, none of us are happy to see him, but he knows more about this
world than anyone else we know. Hes lived in it for at least a thousand
years, and I think we should use that to our advantage. After all, we didnt
even know this damn plant existed before you went to see the Clair Bible, Zel,
but I suspect Xellos knows more than he lets on.
Isnt that always the case? Everythings a secret with that
bastard.
The best-kept secrets are the secrets that are best left secrets,
Xellos said, rematerializing in the room. I see that youve chosen
to begin your research with a healthy round of bickering.
Lina blushed and looked at the floor, while Zelgadis face twisted into
a snarl. Why are you here? Youre supposed to be in the library,
Zel growled.
I brought the food and drink there, and found you all amazingly absent.
I decided to see what was keeping you, since time is of the essence.
Lina scowled and Zel opened his mouth to speak, but all were cut off. Hes
right, guys, Gourry said, arms crossed over his chest. Amelia is
what matters here, not everybodys opinion of Xellos.
Xellos executed a little bow in the swordsmans direction. Thank
you, Master Gourry, the Monster said. Now, is this little discussion
over, or should I begin alone?
Zelgadis, fists clenched in silent fury, shouldered Xellos aside and stormed
out of the room. A few steps into the corridor he stopped, yelling over his
shoulder, Well? Are you all coming or not?
Yeah, yeah, Lina grumbled, and trotted out the door after him.
Xellos moved over to Amelia and stroked her cheek. So beautiful,
he murmured, but his eyes were not directed at the Princess. Gourry followed
his gaze in the direction Lina had left.
You coming? Gourry said, voice a bit sharp around the edges and
a slight scowl marring his handsome features.
Ill be there directly, Xellos replied, a small smile winding
across his face as he watched Gourry leave the room.
Three days later they were in yet another library, poring through countless
rounds of ancient books and manuscripts. They had found few references to the
root, and no information as to where one might be located. This is ridiculous,
Lina sighed, leaning back in her chair and propping her heels up on the table.
Theres no way were going to find this thing in time! Heck,
its already been several days, and we still dont know where to find
one. Even if we did know where the root was, wed still have to go there,
get it, and come all the way back. There just isnt any way that we can
possibly do thing.
I thought I was the negative one, Zel murmured. However,
I refuse to listen to this. Amelia will not die, do you understand?
Lina took her heels off the table and turned to him, eyes wide. Zel,
shes our friend and we all care about her. Were doing everything
we can.
Zelgadis brought his fist down on the table so hard that the books on it jumped
a fraction of an inch. Its not good enough. We have to cure her.
Gourry sat back in his char and studied the chimera for long moments. I
think I understand, Zel, and well do everything we can, he said
softly.
Lina looked back and forth between the two men, a slight frown of confusion
on her brow. She sighed and glanced around at the gloomy interior of the library,
watching the dust motes float around in the sparse beams of daylight. She was
about to comment on the inadequacy of the place when Xellos materialized out
of nothingness, holding a stack of books. Hiiii! he said brightly.
I found these and thought they might be useful.
Zelgadis nearly pushed Xellos over in his rush to get to the new tomes of knowledge.
The Monster staggered back with a smile on his face and watched as Zelgadis
opened the books greedily. A few seconds later the light drained out of the
young mans face and he slammed the book shut angrily, glaring at Xellos
with unrestrained hatred. What in the hell is this supposed to be, a joke?
I cant read this!
Xellos shrugged and took a seat next to Lina, leaning over her shoulder as
she picked up the book Zelgadis had closed, thumbing through the pages. Very
funny, Xellos, she growled.
Whats the matter? Gourry asked from across the table, leaning
to see better.
These books are in a language we cant read, Lina replied.
Where did these come from?
Xellos sat back in his chair and tapped a finger against his chin. Well,
they were in some ruins on one of the southern continents in one of the cities
I destroyed a thousand years ago. I remembered that I didnt demolish the
library because it was very extensive, comprehensive, and well-decorated. I
apologize for the wait- I had to teleport under several hundred feet of rock,
and it took a few times before I actually got into the library itself.
The anger in Zels face abated somewhat and he snatched one of the other
books. So these books are from the time when the root was still widely
in use, before its extinction, he murmured, interest renewed.
But what good does that do if we cant read them? Gourry asked,
fingering one of the dusty covers.
You can barely read anyway, Zel muttered under his breath.
Hey! Gourry protested. I read fine!
Im sure you do, Gourry. Just calm down, Lina interjected.
Ummm, Xellos tried, raising his hand a little.
Im perfectly calm, Lina. Zels just uptight, I think.
But I can- Xellos attempted again.
Hes always uptight, Gourry.
What? I am not! Youre just so damn lazy that it seems like I am!
Excuse me, Xellos said a little more loudly.
I am NOT lazy! Lina shouted. I do more work than anyone else
here!
I live on the job! Gourry replied.
And Ive been here for weeks trying to find this damn cure, so dont
you dare talk to me about working hard!
Xellos sighed and grabbed Gourrys outstretched hand, placing it squarely
on Linas breast. Silence fell instantly as Gourrys cheeks became
red and Lina stared at him in shock, mouth dropping open. How dare you!
Lina screeched, and punched Gourry right in the face. The swordsmans chair
fell over with him still in it, and for several moments silence reigned supreme,
with only Gourrys whimperings to break the quiet.
Now, as I was trying to say, I am able to read these texts, Xellos
said pleasantly.
Lina and Zelgadis blinked at him. What?
I said I can read the language these books are written in. Ive
been trying to tell you, but you all were arguing too loudly, the Monster
replied.
That was just a stunt to get our attention? Lina howled. How
dare you? She pounced on Xellos like a cat, wrapping her arms around his
neck and putting him in a powerful head lock. Xellos smiled, eyes shut, and
sighed as she yanked him this way and that.
Uh, I think he likes that, Zelgadis muttered, an expression of
discomfort on his face.
I dont think youre hurting him enough, Gourry grumbled,
rising from the floor. Let me have a shot at it.
Oh dear, Xellos said. I dont believe that is necessary,
Master Gourry.
Yeah, Gourry. IM the one that was violated! Lina proclaimed,
tightening her grip on the trickster priest.
A gurgling noise came from Xellos throat. It might have been laughter,
or perhaps he was trying to say something, but Lina was holding him so tightly
it was impossible to discern.
Are we done yet, or are you going to kill him before he can read us these
books? Zel asked acidly, eyes fixed coldly on the Monsters face,
which was quickly going purple.
Oh, right, Lina said, and promptly released the man.
Xellos gasped for a few moments, rubbing his neck, then turned a beaming smile
on Lina. You certainly are strong, he wheezed.
Lina closed her eyes and tilted her nose up in the air. Of course,
she said haughtily. Now read us the damn books!
Yes, yes, the Monster rasped, picking up one of the heavier books.
He frowned slightly and paged through it for a while. The other three watched
intently, the silence heavy over all of them as Xellos skimmed the text. At
one point his eyebrows raised fractionally, which made Zelgadis jump out of
his seat.
What? What did you find? the chimera demanded.
Xellos opened an eye a crack and looked at the young man coolly. Oh,
just something that might be of use at a later date. It has nothing to do with
our current problem, however.
Zelgadis face fell and he sat back down in his chair heavily. Fine.
Hurry it up.
Xellos nodded and continued his examination, moving from one book to the next
as the others watched. Finally he sighed and put them down. No good,
he sighed, glancing at the windows.
What do you mean, no good? Zelgadis growled.
I mean I didnt find anything that mentions that root, he
said with another glance at the waning light. And Im afraid I need
to go now.
Wait a second! Lina interjected. You have to go? Youre
going to leave us hanging?
Just let him go, Lina, Gourry said, voice edged with coldness.
Im afraid I am being called. I have taken too much time away from
my duties to assist all of you as it is, Xellos replied with a sigh.
But you cant! What if we run into more things we cant read?
Lina continued.
Xellos shook his head and began to rise, when Lina curled her fists in his
cloak and pulled him down to her level. She growled at him inarticulately, giving
him a shake every now and then. Xellos smiled and leaned in kissing her on the
cheek. Im sorry, Miss Lina. Im sure youll make do,
he said quietly, and detached himself from her gently.
Zelgadis heard a low noise and glanced over at Gourry, whose face was lined
with ire. He narrowed his eyes and looked back at the Monster and Lina, and
an idea began to take shape. I agree, Lina. Well be fine without
his tainted assistance, Zel proclaimed. Get out of here, Xellos.
The trickster priest raised an eyebrow. I will try to be back by tomorrow
evening. If you havent found it by then, Im afraid she wont
make it.
Well find something, Lina said, turning her back on the tall
man.
Im sure, Xellos murmured, and disappeared.
Lina sighed and fingered the books on the table, glancing at Gourry. Her eyes
locked with his for several moments, and Zelgadis could tell a silent battle
was being waged, although he had no clue what it could be about. Finally Gourry
glanced away, but looked back at her quickly, and she relaxed and leaned against
the back of her chair. Are you two ready? Zel asked, wondering what
exactly was going on.
Yeah, lets have at it, Lina said, grabbing the books Xellos
had left behind.
You cant read that, Zel reminded her.
Doesnt matter. It still has pictures. Maybe theres a picture
or something that he missed.
Suit yourself, just dont waste our time. We have precious little
of it left.
I know, Lina growled, burying her face more deeply in the book.
Ill go get us something to eat, Gourry offered. Im
not even going to attempt to read a language I dont know.
Good idea, Zel muttered, picking up another book from the pile.
Soon he was lost in thought, and it wasnt long before he forgot the strange
tension between the other three people had even existed.
Dawn found him alone, sitting with Amelia as he always did. The morning was
so young that he knew he wouldnt be disturbed, and so he had taken the
liberty of holding her hand in his. He smiled ruefully as he fingered her palm;
she was a princess, and yet her hands were not completely smooth. Small calluses
here and there showed that she was a woman that would not depend on others to
do the work for her. Of course, he had known that already. She was courageous
and strong, yet tender and gentle as well. Womanhood was just settling upon
her when he had left, and now, perhaps, he would always be left to wonder what
sort of woman she would have become. Im sorry, Amelia, he
whispered, leaning forward and smoothing the hair off of her pale forehead.
Her face had lost significant weight in the past days, and those apple-cheeks
he had become fond of had all but disappeared. He wished he would have known
what to say to her before he left. He wished he would have known how he felt.
None of that might matter now, not unless some sort of miracle happened. They
had searched in the texts in the final library until they fell asleep face-down
in their books. Zel had roused Gourry, who had gently picked up Lina and taken
her back to the palace. He had followed a few moments afterward, having needed
the time alone to fully comprehend the scope of their failure and what it could
mean to him. Tears had nearly formed in his eyes, something that hadnt
happened in so long he couldnt remember the last time he had cried. He
didnt want to admit defeat, and yet there was no other option. A bitter
smile crossed his lips- funny how little his appearance or worries mattered
when her life was on the line. It was actually quite easy to forget about his
prior concern when Amelias survival was in question.
His mind wandered to several nights before, when she had kissed him. At least
thats how he remembered it, but he was aware that memory could play tricks.
All he wanted was a second chance, to see what was possible. It occurred to
him that he might not mind surrendering himself and his hangups to her. Feeling
exceedingly bold, he closed his eyes and rested his head on her flat stomach.
He was aware of the slow rise and fall of her chest, and he could hear the inner
workings of her abdomen. Please fight, he murmured, feeling the
weight of the situation bearing down upon him.
There was some sort of drumming outside and he started upright, looking around
in alarm until he realized it was just the signal for the changing of the guard.
He sighed and squeezed her hand tightly. Soon it would be time for him to tell
Phil of their failure; that was not a moment he was looking forward to. Not
only would Phil be heartbroken, but it would also make the situation more real,
somehow. Zelgadis shut his eyes against the pain welling up inside of him and
clenched his teeth. He had lost her before they had even begun.
He sat there for several more hours, waving away breakfast and mulling over
all the thousands of little instances he had shared with the woman in front
of him. Finally the clock struck ten, and Zelgadis knew that Philionel would
be taking his morning break. It was as good a time as any to tell him. He knew
the prince would want to be with his daughter in her last moments. He squeezed
Amelias hand one last time and cleared the bangs from her forehead, taking
a deep breath and kissing her so lightly on the forehead that his lips barely
even grazed her skin. Taking a few steps back, he looked at her again for a
long moment before forcing himself to turn and walk out the door.
Zelgadis could have sworn that Phil already knew what he was going to say when
he walked in the room. How is she? Phil asked urgently, pushing
aside a pile of papers and planting his hands on the desk.
I dont really know how to say this, Zelgadis said, swallowing
the lump in his throat.
Just say it. You know you dont need to mince words with me,
Phil replied, a worried smile breaking across his bristly face.
Yes, sir, Zel said, taking a deep breath. We couldnt
find the key ingredient.
What?
We looked everywhere we could think of. We even managed to get our hands
on some ancient books from libraries buried for centuries. Still, there was
little mention of the root, and no clues as to where we might find it. The plant
is most likely extinct, which is why none of us have ever heard of it before.
Cant you cast the spell without the root?
We can cast part of it. However, without the link between her and her
astral form weakened, it would mostly likely destroy her.
Well, why dont we try that?
Zelgadis crossed his arms over his chest and he stared at the carpet. The
chances of us not killing her are as great as the likelihood that shell
pull out of this on her own. What Im trying to say, I guess, is that its
a choice between a peaceful death and an extremely painful one.
Phil was silent for a few moments, then nodded slowly. I see, he
muttered.
I refuse to hurt her, Zel said, meeting Phils gaze.
The Prince smiled sadly, tears welling up in his eyes. Of course not.
None of us would.
Im sorry.
So am I, my boy, so am I, Phil said, and sank down in his chair,
putting his face in a large hand as his shoulders began to shake.
Zel used every ounce of discipline he had towards not following Phils
lead, but he had trained himself not to feel so thoroughly that it wasnt
as impossible as he would have thought it would be. We can be with her,
at least. I mean, I would like to be there, until the end.
Yes, absolutely, Phil murmured. She would want you near.
She would like all of you near. I know that she would appreciate your efforts.
Ill be going back to her now, then, Zel said, backing out
of the room.
Do that. Ill join you in a bit.
Zel bowed and shut the door behind him. Taking a deep breath he leaned against
the wall, closing his eyes and turning his face to the ceiling. He didnt
know what was worse- letting Amelia down, or knowing that she would forgive
him for failing. Deciding to push such thoughts from his mind, he started back
down the hall to her suite. At least he could do his best to make her comfortable
during her last hours.
By mid-afternoon everyone was present, or everyone that mattered, in his opinion.
He noticed Linas gaze checking the shadows every so often, and he wondered
if she was searching for Xellos. They hadnt seen the Monster since the
previous day, and as far as Zelgadis was concerned, that was a good thing. She
looks bad, Gourry said, bringing him out of his thoughts.
She hasnt eaten in at least a week, Lina snapped. Of
course she looks bad!
How sensitive of both of you, Zel growled in return.
Phil, sitting across the bed and holding his daughters hand, raised his
eyebrows. Now, now. She wouldnt want you to start fighting.
I agree, said a voice from the corner of the room, the tone making
Zels blood run cold. So the trickster priest was making an appearance
at last.
Xellos, Zelgadis hissed, not turning around.
Oh my, Xellos breathed, coming near the bedside. She really
has deteriorated.
Weve been over this, Zelgadis muttered angrily.
I apologize, Xellos said, putting the back of his gloved hand to
Amelias forehead.
Apologies cost nothing to something like you.
Dont blame me for your failure, Xellos replied with a raised
eyebrow.
Thats enough, Lina interrupted. I dont think
Amelia would want to see you fight, even taking into consideration her opinion
of Monsters.
Do you think she would mind me being here? Xellos asked, putting
a finger to his cheek.
No, Lina answered. I dont think so.
I mind, Zelgadis mumbled under his breath.
No one asked you, Lina snapped.
Xellos sighed. Oh dear, this is just getting worse, isnt it?
he said mildly. It really is a shame you couldnt find the roots
location. Mister Zelgadis, do you recall what it looked like in the Clair Bible
images?
Zel scowled and glared at Xellos out of the corner of his eye. Of course.
I can recall every detail.
Well, why dont you describe it to me?
It was a small root, only a few inches long. I guess the plant was small
too, but didnt have any real use. Anyway, the root had one thick branch
with two smaller, thinner branches coming out of the top. Part of the thick
branch curled back upwards, which is why the plant is so rare, I gather. Not
very many of the species actually survived that root configuration.
Xellos nodded, a hand on his hip. All right. Go on. What color was the
outside?
Zelgadis frowned and tried to concentrate. Well, the outside was sort
of a mustard color, but the inside was bright blue.
Did it have a particular odor?
It was a vision, not a complete experience! Zelgadis snapped.
The books said it would have smelled sort of like cloves, Lina
offered.
Hmmm... Xellos said, tilting his head to the side, apparently lost
in thought. Suddenly he reached into the leather satchel he always carried at
his hip and whipped something out, holding it only a fraction of an inch from
Zelgadis face. Did it look like this?
Zelgadis pulled his head back and snatched the thing from Xellos hand.
His eyes widened in amazement. Where the hell did you get this?
he exclaimed. This is it!!
Xellos waved a hand. Oh, it was just something I had lying around the
house. I picked it up on my way here.
You had this thing all along! Zelgadis accused, but Lina was one
step ahead of him, already wrestling Xellos to the floor.
So now we can cure her? Gourry asked, stepping over the Monster-wrangling
Lina and incapacitated trickster priest. He peered at the root and gave it a
suspicious tap.
Yes, Zelgadis breathed, feeling the blood rise to his cheeks. This
is a tiny root, so well have to be extra careful, and it seems to be really
old and dry. Still, its worth a shot!
Then lets do it, dammit! Lina proclaimed, sitting atop Xellos,
who was facedown on the carpet.
Master Zelgadis? Phil said softly, eyes brimming with unshed tears.
Yes, Prince Phil? Zel asked, clutching the root tightly.
Please save my daughter. I cant bear to lose another.
I swear it, Zel said, standing abruptly. Nothing will stop
me now.
A few hours later and Zel had the brew ready. Lina had drawn the magic circle
on the floor of the shrine, and several shrine maidens and a few priests stood
at the ready to lend their power, should it be needed. Zel tenderly laid Amelias
body in the center, with himself at the head and Lina at the foot. I cant
believe that bastard had the root the whole time, she was grumbling.
I plan on having words with him about that later, Zel said testily.
For now, though, were going to need every ounce of energy to complete
this casting.
Right, Lina agreed, and kneeled in place.
It was an exceedingly difficult shamanistic spell, and the potion had to be
delivered into Amelias body at exactly the right time. The weakening of
the bond between her astral and physical form had to be of just the right amount;
if it remained too strong, the curse would not be broken, but if the bond became
too weak, she would die. Two priests and two shrine maidens sat in the other
four points of the star, and when all was ready Zelgadis lead the chanting.
He raised his hands, the potion cradled in a vial in his lap, and began to gather
the power. He would be the one to watch over her astral form as well, making
sure that she was not left vulnerable at any time. It was the least he could
do, in his opinion. He was dimly aware of Linas voice joining the chant,
followed by the four others. The power in his hands increased as the chant rose
in cadence and he began to spin the casting, directing the energy to where it
was needed, forming the equivalent of an astral net. At that moment he released
the energy and leaned forward quickly, opening Amelias throat and pouring
the liquid down. She tried to cough, but he immediately began to message her
throat, concentrating on her ingesting the potion. There was a surge of power
in the spell and he was forced to abandon her body as he quickly reined in the
energy. He was aware, through the casting, of the slow separation of her physical
and astral forms, and suddenly he could feel the curse. It was like a hot tumor
on the side of her astral form, draining her spiritual vitality. He almost couldnt
summon the patience it took to wait until the bond was weak enough for the spell
to work, but wait he did, sweat trickling from his temples and gathering on
his bangs. Then he felt it- it was nearly an audible click, and he flung the
casting from him, trusting that the spell would find its proper place on its
own. He held his breath as the magic went forth, wrapping and weaving its way
around Amelias astral form. He wished he could see it instead of vaguely
sense it, but he did not have that capability, no mortal did. The casting suddenly
constricted around Amelias astral form and her physical body cried out
in pain. Cold fear raced through Zelgadis as he wondered if he had unleashed
the spell too soon, and he nearly broke off the casting altogether. Then the
spell changed somehow and tore itself away from her astral form, disappearing
in a white-hot flash that could not be seen only felt. He was aware of Lina
collapsing opposite him, and then he experienced it as well. The second the
spell was finished he was wracked with a horrible, draining chill, making it
difficult to breathe. He felt the stone beneath his cheek and wondered when
he had keeled over.
Pushing himself off the ground with shaking arms, he blinked rapidly as he
tried to focus on Amelias body. She was breathing, which was good, and
he let down his guard for a split second. Once again, it hit Lina before him,
perhaps because he was more experienced with Shamanistic magic. She screamed
and began to writhe, and he felt it too, the awful, tearing sensation of his
astral form being drawn towards the void left by the spell. The casting must
have been too strong, since it was trying to suck their lives away along with
the curse. He cried out in agony and convulsed, wondering if this would be the
end, if he would save Amelia just to meet his own demise. Blackness opened up
before him like a gaping maw, and he felt his astral form begin to break apart
within the vortex created by the runaway spell. Suddenly his deterioration stopped,
gripped firmly by a force so powerful he had never felt the likes of it. His
astral form immediately became stable once more, ripped away from the vortex
by the strength of the new power. The connection between his astral and physical
forms was reinforced beyond belief, and for a moment it seemed as if he could
actually see on the astral plane. A dim shadow in what seemed an almost cone-like
shape flickered at the edge of his senses, and then a pair of deeply amethyst
eyes and a smooth voice were in his mind. This is no place for you,
the voice said, and suddenly he was awake, gasping on the cold floor.
Linaaaa!! he heard Gourry cry hoarsely, boots pounding across the
stones.
A womans cough reached his ears and he rolled over with a groan, wincing at the light in the room. Shading his eyes with a trembling hand, he saw the steady rise and fall of Amelias chest. She had lived through the ordeal. He crawled over to her and touched her cheek lightly, looking into her face. Her eyelids fluttered open and he gazed into her midnight-blue eyes for the first time in what felt like eternity.
Amelia, he whispered, expression softening.
Mister Zelgadis, she breathed, reaching up and grazing the back
of his hand with her fingertips.
Its all right, youre safe now.
The others? she asked.
Zel glanced around and saw Lina curled in Xellos lap. The Monsters
eyes met his, their purple depths boring into him. In that moment he knew what
had happened.
Lina! Gourry was saying, obviously trying to find a delicate way
to get Lina out of Xellos arms. The Monster had one arm thrown across
her waist while the other supported her shoulders, his gloved hand gripping
her upper arm.
See to the others, Mister Gourry, Xellos said, gesturing toward
himself and Amelia.
But, Lina-
Im fine, Gourry, Lina answered, waving him away. Xellos
isnt going to do anything. He didnt save me just to hurt me.
Zel thought that Gourrys expression said that it wasnt harm he
thought Xellos would do, but he was too tired to draw any conclusions or even
comment. Still, as much pain as he was in, and as tired as he was, he was oddly
content and happy. Amelia was okay. He would get another chance to see where
things would go. He closed his eyes and rested his head on the floor, his shoulder
the only part of him still touching Amelia. He felt a strong hand begin to roll
him over onto his back, but he groaned in protest. Get Amelia first,
he mumbled, feeling his physical strength quickly leaving him.
Okay, Zel. You just hang on, Gourrys deep voice said.
I can get her, shes my daughter, after all, Phils voice
interjected, and Zel was aware of Amelia being lifted off the floor and carried
away.
Now will you let me move you? Gourry asked.
Do what you want. Im going to sleep, Zel replied, and slipped
into unconsciousness.
Good morning, Mister Zelgadis! he heard a voice chirp, and he slowly
opened his eyes. Amelia was sitting on the edge of his bed, propping herself
up with an arm. She closed her eyes and grinned at him.
Amelia! he breathed, sitting upright and looking her over. How
are you feeling? Are you sure you should be up and about so soon?
Her smile brightened and she laughed, the sound music for his very soul. Its
been four days, Mister Zelgadis. I got better before you did.
But youre all right? No lingering effects?
Im fine, I promise. Im good as new! In fact, Mister Xellos
says that he cant see a trace of the curse left on the astral plane.
Zels face darkened at the mention of the Monsters name. As much
as he hated to admit it, he and Lina would have died if it hadnt been
for Xellos intervention. He knew Xellos was powerful, but the memory of
that overwhelming energy sent chills up his spine. Xellos had to be very close
in power to the Monster lords if he was so strong, and the thought did not bring
him comfort. Im very glad to hear that, Zelgadis said, forcing
his mind to return to the present. However, as he looked into her face, all
the old doubts and fears began to steal into his heart once again.
Daddy said that you came back to help me, she said softly, face
staining pink as she looked away.
I came as soon as I heard, he replied. I wish I could have
gotten here sooner.
Well, Im perfectly fine now, so theres no need to fret over
the past. Im just glad you came back at all, Mister Zelgadis.
Just Zelgadis.
Eh?
He cleared his throat and looked away, feeling awkward. What was he supposed
to do with her now? If he revealed that he was thinking of perhaps becoming
more than just friends would she run screaming in the other direction? After
all, who could fall in love with an abomination like him? You can just
call me Zelgadis. Weve known one another too long for you to be so formal.
Im just trying to be polite, she murmured.
I know, but you treat me very well anyway. You treat me better, perhaps,
than I deserve, he said in reply, voice equally hushed. He glanced away,
suddenly feeling very embarrassed. Maybe he was already becoming too familiar.
All right, then, Mi. . .er, Zelgadis.
His eyes licked over the bare flesh of her shoulder and something stirred within
his chest. He scratched the back of his neck and immediately looked everywhere
else in the room but at her. For some reason the sight of her hair shining black
in the sunlight streaming through the windows and her rosy skin was driving
him slightly mad. Uh, Amelia, do you remember anything that happened while
you were sick?
She blushed and looked at the floor. Not really. I had a lovely dream
one night, though.
He let out the breath he hadnt realized he was holding and folded his
hands in his lap. Oh.
Why?
I was just curious. Sometimes astral abnormalities cause interesting
dreams.
Her eyes studied his face for a few moments. Oh.
He cleared his throat and wrung his hands nervously for a few moments. Well,
I should get up, I suppose. Four days is long enough to lay abed, he declared,
throwing off the sheets and beginning to stand. His hand brushed hers and he
pulled away as if she was burning hot, cheeks immediately flaming. Sorry,
he stammered, backing away from the bed.
Thats all right, she said with a smile, her blush more gentle
on her features than his.
Uh, I should get dressed, he continued, standing with his arms
at his sides as he stared at her.
Then you probably should get moving.
Yeah. He stood there for several moments more just staring at her.
Are you going to get ready to dress?
Her words snapped him out of his stupor. Yes, immediately, he said,
and turned to go into the next room. He had only made it a few steps when he
felt a light touch on his shoulder blade. He stopped dead in his tracks, eyes
wide and body tense. He felt her place her hands on his back, where they paused
for a few moments before sliding under his armpits and coming around to the
front. She placed her palms flat against his chest and pulled him to her gently,
resting her head against his back. He closed his eyes and relaxed into her embrace,
letting out a long sigh.
Thank you so much, Zelgadis, she whispered.
A million things he wanted to say to her raced through his mind. He wanted
to turn around and hold her in return, to press her head to his chest and touch
that thick, silky hair. Before he could react, however, she was already gone.
Later in the day found all four of them gathered around a table, eating lunch.
We should celebrate, Amelia said, putting down her fork. After
all, were all finally together again, and were all healthy as well.
I think a celebration is in order.
Im always up for a party, if theres lots of good food involved,
Lina mumbled around a mouthful.
Yesh, Gourry agreed, face also stuffed.
Zelgadis sighed. Not much had changed, not even after all these years. He wasnt
sure if he was exasperated or happy. I suppose it would be okay,
he said slowly. I just dont want anything to get out of hand.
Aw, jeez, Zel! Dont be such a stick in the mud! When have things
ever gotten out of hand? Lina said, brandishing her fork.
Zel shook his head and carefully cut a piece of meat. You really need
to ask that question? he replied without looking up from his little task.
Hes right, you know, Gourry added.
Shut up, Lina growled, hunching over her plate.
Will your dad mind? Gourry asked Amelia.
The princess paused and her forehead screwed up in thought. Probably
not, but I think its better if we went somewhere on the outskirts of town.
Its generally not a great idea to cause a commotion in the castle.
Do they have good places to eat at the edges of town? Lina asked,
shoving more food into her mouth.
Actually, they have a lovely place at the northwest perimeter,
a familiar voice said, and Xellos appeared next to them, pulling out a chair
and sitting next to Amelia. The food there is supposed to be superb and
the accommodations are quite comfortable.
Dont tell me youll be coming along, Zel growled, narrowing
his eyes at the demon. He glanced at Amelia, who was sitting directly across
from him.
Would you be the person to uninvite me? Xellos said coolly. Even
after what happened several days ago?
Zelgadis clenched his teeth and uttered a low sound of anger, fists tightening around his flatware. Zelgadis, what is he talking about? What happened? Amelia asked.
Zel drew a breath and let it out slowly. When we were casting the cure
for your curse something went horribly wrong. You see, the spell detached the
curse from your astral form and destroyed itself and the curse, but somehow
there was too much power involved. Im guessing its because both
Lina and I had been involved- if someone of less power than Lina had been in
her place, I dont think as much energy would have been summoned. Anyway,
when the spell destroyed itself, it was so strong that it created a vortex on
the astral plane, which in turn began to dismantle my and Linas astral
forms. However, before our astral bodies could break away from our physical
forms and disintegrate, a huge force came out of nowhere and shielded us.
That isnt all, Lina interjected. Whatever it was not
only was strong enough to shield us, but also to reconstruct the astral damage
we had already sustained, reestablish the connection between our astral and
physical bodies, and close the vortex.
Amelias eyes widened and her mouth dropped open slightly. But who
could do such a thing, she began, voice quiet with awe, then she turned
her head slowly to the man seated at her left. Xellos? she breathed.
You did that?
Xellos smiled sweetly at her and nodded once. Well, if I hadnt
done something, Lina and Zelgadis would not be with us today, and that wouldnt
be very much fun now, would it?
Well, no, Amelia agreed. Im very happy that you helped
them, Mister Xellos, but doesnt that sort of go against your duties as
a Monster?
His smile was gracious as he inclined his head at her. Not precisely,
Princess. You see, as long as Im fulfilling my orders Im allowed
to do whatever I like. My priority, after accomplishing my missions, is simply
having fun. Honestly, you people are the most entertaining people I believe
I have ever had the pleasure of meeting.
I refuse to be your damn toy, Zelgadis snapped.
Xellos raised an eyebrow. Oh, you are nothing of the sort, I assure you.
Look at all of you. You have varied talents and personalities. Some of you are
as different as night and day, and when you all get together, interesting things
are bound to happen. Strong destinies follow all of you, so when you are in
one anothers presence, things are very entertaining. So, strictly speaking,
my Princess, so long as I am not violating my orders, I am allowed to do whatever
I like.
Oh, okay then. I suppose if you helped them youre welcome to come
along, Amelia said.
Excellent, Xellos replied, leaning back in his chair. How
does tonight sound, then?
Are you strong enough, Amelia? Zelgadis asked, studying her and
doing his best to ignore the trickster priest.
Im fine. How are you and Miss Lina doing? the young woman
said in return.
Im plenty strong for partying, Lina declared.
Im feeling well also, Zelgadis answered.
Well, I suppose we can go ahead and celebrate tonight, then, Amelia
said. Id just sort of like to keep it rather incognito, though.
Thats fine, Xellos replied. Ive already arranged
accommodations.
That was a bit premature, dont you think? Lina said with
a raised eyebrow.
I know what to expect from all of you by now, Xellos replied with
a cryptic grin. At any rate, I have some things I must attend to. I shall
see you all there an hour or so after the sun sets. He handed Amelia a
slip of paper as he stood, waved to the group once, and then disappeared into
thin air.
It creeps me out when he does that, Gourry said beneath his breath.
Still, it was awfully nice for him to go through all this trouble for
us, Amelia said, studying the slip of paper. I think he picked well,
too. Ive heard people praise this inn.
I dont trust him, Zelgadis mumbled.
You dont trust anyone, Lina countered.
I think hes right not to trust Xellos. We dont know what
hes after, Gourry replied.
Im pretty sure that just this once he wants to simply have fun,
Lina said, crossing her arms over her chest.
You just want the free food, Zelgadis said dryly, looking at the
ceiling innocently.
Can we not talk about this? Amelia interrupted. We havent
been together for so long, and Id really like to just enjoy our time tonight.
Is there any harm in that?
Of course not, Lina said, glaring at the other faces around the
table. Well meet up at this place tonight and have a grand old time,
right everyone?
Sure, Gourry and Zelgadis said simultaneously, each speaking without
conviction.
Lina nodded and resumed stuffing her face, followed immediately by Gourry.
Zelgadis sighed and turned back to his own plate when he realized Amelia was
looking at him. Is there something on my face? he asked, raising
his fingers to the corners of his mouth.
She blinked rapidly and blushed. Oh, not at all, she replied, looking
away and smiling slightly.
Then what is it?
I was just...I was thinking how nice it is to have you around again.
He felt the blood rush into his face and felt a smile spread across his own
features. Its nice to be back, he answered, and they just
sat looking at one another in silence for several moments.
Oh, just kiss and get it over with! Lina cried, waving a fork.
Gourry nearly had water come out of his nose as he began to laugh.
Amelia turned a deep crimson and quickly brought her hand up to her lips, staring
at the floor with intense concentration. Zelgadis eyes widened and he
wondered if she did remember that night during her illness after all. A million
different thoughts and insecurities rushed through his mind, but one question
rose above it all: could she really feel anything for him?
He found he suddenly was too nervous to eat. Perhaps he would get a chance
to speak to her before their little get-together. He didnt know what to
say, really, but he wanted to say something. He wanted her to know that he felt
more than friendly towards her, but he didnt know how to go about it.
He wasnt really someone who was comfortable with physical attention, and
he could admit that he was too shy to do something like that anyway. Still,
an odd hope fluttered in his chest, and he wondered if perhaps she could feel
something for a monstrosity like him. The memory of her embrace earlier in the
day sent another blush ablaze in his face and he stood up slowly. I think
Ill do a few things before we gather this evening, he said by way
of excusing himself.
Do you need any help? Amelia asked eagerly.
No, he replied without thinking, then mentally kicked himself as
her expression fell. I mean, not right now, he amended, cringing
inwardly at the thought he might have wounded her feelings. Ill
meet you to walk over to the inn, though. Ill be by your suite later.
Okay, thats fine, she replied, a smile touching her face
again.
Well meet you two there, Zelgadis said pointedly, turning
to leave the room.
Heh, sure thing, Zel, Lina answered with a devilish grin.
Oh, shut up, he grumbled, and left to go about his business.
He was waiting by the fountain in Amelias private garden, half sitting
and half leaning against the carved marble rim. The burbling sound of the water
making its way down the carved statue of a dragon lulled him somehow and let
him delve more deeply into his thoughts when what he should have been doing
was watching for Amelias appearance. His heart began to pound harder inside
his chest as his thoughts drifted to the young woman, wondering where things
could be headed. She seemed to like him, but he couldnt be certain. Amelia
could just be being so attentive out of appreciation for saving her, after all.
Besides, he couldnt dare hope that things were otherwise. He was a freak
of nature, what with his wiry hair and stone skin. In addition, he was a warrior
first and foremost, wasnt he? What good could it possibly do to have feelings
for her? His desire was to become stronger, to find a cure, not to settle down
with a princess of all people. He should forget about her while he still could
and spare himself the inevitable rejection.
Zelgadis? he heard a voice say behind him, startling so badly that
he actually reeled and attempted to walk away from the fountain. In his haste,
however, he ended up plowing right into the speaker, nearly knocking them both
over. He quickly reached out and grabbed her waist, pulling her toward him to
keep her from falling. She gripped his upper arms tightly and looked up into
his face, and he was transfixed by those sparkling, midnight-blue eyes of hers.
Sorry, he mumbled, a deep blush settling over his face.
Its all right, she replied, looking away with cheeks stained
pink, letting go of his arms abruptly, as if she had burned herself on his skin.
Awkwardness rose between them like a grasping vine, curling them both in discomfort
as they pointed looked away from one another. He couldnt blame her for
moving away so quickly. It shouldnt surprise him that she found him so
repulsive that she couldnt even bear to touch him. In fact, she always
had avoided physical contact. Not that he was the cuddly type, but still...
Well, should we go? he asked sharply, and immediately regretted
his tone as he saw something flinch inside her eyes.
I suppose, she said, straightening out her clothing. She looked
up at him with a confused expression on her face. Mister Zelgadis, are
you okay?
So, it was back to Mister Zelgadis. She really seemed to want to
distance herself from him. Well, that was fine. It was better that way, in fact.
It would save them both a lot of grief later on. Im fine,
he said. Lets get out of here. Lina and Gourry have probably eaten
everything.
And Mister Xellos will be there too, Amelia added, her footsteps
falling into rhythm with his as they exited the garden.
I would rather he wasnt, Zelgadis snarled.
I just dont understand him. Hes supposed to be evil, but
he does nice things.
No he doesnt. He just does them because it suits his purposes.
Actually, that isnt true, she replied. He gave that
dragon chef man his locket back, and he has done other things like that over
the years as well.
He stopped dead in his tracks. How can you say that to me? he said,
staring down at her angrily. You know how much he has tormented me from
the moment we met!
I-Im sorry, she stammered, her expression quickly deteriorating
into one of wounded feelings. I know what hes done, but I cant
hate him. If I hate someone than I am not being true to the spirit of justice.
Oh god, are you still going off about that justice crap? he muttered
with a slight shake of his head.
Without justice the world wouldnt be balanced, she said defensively.
Justice makes everything right.
Wheres the justice in me being cursed with this body for all eternity?
he snapped, gesturing at himself. Im a monstrosity, a freak, that
will never be accepted by society! What did I do to deserve that, eh? Wheres
your precious justice now?
She scowled suddenly and her mouth tightened, her lower lip jutting out slightly.
I dont know whats wrong with you tonight, Mister Zelgadis,
but I do know this: you are no monstrosity. I know that how you look now isnt
how you were born, but its the only way Ive ever known you to be,
and I dont think theres a single thing wrong with it. Youre
the most physically striking man Ive ever seen, and theres no other
man Id rather be seen with, she blurted, then opened her eyes wide
and clapped her hands over her mouth. Her entire face broke out in a blush as
he stared at her, dumbfounded.
Amelia, he whispered, his heart beginning to race.
I-I. . .Well, um. . .I was too bold just now, please forgive me,
she stammered, glancing in every direction except for his.
No, he said simply.
I just meant that it isnt what you look like that matters. Its
whats on the inside that people really care about. If they like you, I
mean, if someone, someone else, I mean, um, were to like you someday, theyd
like you because of who you are and not your appearance. Although its
awfully nice, but. . .
Amelia, he repeated.
She turned away from him, her shoulders rounded. Ill be quiet now.
Im sorry.
Something inside him softened as he looked at her back, which seemed hunched
slightly with embarrassment. Its okay, he said quietly. You
dont need to explain yourself to me.
She glanced at him over her shoulder. Really?
A small smile graced his face. Really. On impulse, he held out
his arm to her. He held his breath as well, fearing that she would refuse what
little he was offering her. His gesture was a test, and he was actually afraid
to know what her reaction would be. He closed his eyes and focused on his speeding
heartbeat, trying not to anticipate anything. She wouldnt take it, she
couldnt take it, because regardless of what she said, facts were facts
and he was a chimera. No woman in her right mind would want to be with a chimera.
He felt her warm arms encircle his and he pulled his arm back to his side with
a great sigh. Amelia obviously wasnt in her right mind. He blushed as
he felt her lean her head against his upper arm, and for a moment he felt very
gallant and manly. He was walking through the garden with his woman on his arm.
A small laugh worked its way out of him. As if Amelia would ever actually belong
to a man; how utterly preposterous. Whoever she ended up with, she would be
his partner, not his possession. It was just one more way she had grown up to
be a woman. She wanted to be the hero and the princess, and the thought made
him oddly happy. In her he could find strength.
They walked along in silence for some time, but eventually he became aware
of a soft, melodious sound, and he realized she was humming. Her pitch was impeccable
and the tune was haunting, and he slowed their pace so he could hear it better.
They passed into the fringes of town in such a manner, and a block before they
reached the inn she stopped him. Do you know what it was I was humming?
she asked.
No, he replied, fascinated by the way the moonlight was reflected
in her bottomless eyes.
Its a Seyruun folk song that we sing at funerals. It says farewell
to the life that has passed before and celebrates a new beginning for the departed
soul.
He cocked his head. Why were you singing that?
Because Ive decided that things should be different. I hope that
all your rage and pain goes away and you can finally find happiness. I really
just want for you to be happy. And I also realized that I need to make myself
happy, too. I cant make others content if Im miserable. I was saying
goodbye to our sadness and hoping for a new beginning.
He thought for a moment that his heart had stopped in his chest and he felt
his skin become warmer. What kind of beginning? he whispered, afraid
and anxious for her answer simultaneously.
She looked at him and broke out into a brilliant smile, the expression shining
from deep within her and one of the most genuine things he had ever seen in
his life. Just looking at it lifted his spirits and made him smile himself.
His face fell, however, as she took her arm from his and took a step back. Of
course he had been a fool to hope, he told himself, but then she held out her
hand. This kind of beginning, she murmured, still reaching out to
him.
He looked at her outstretched palm, the skin pale and smooth in the moonlight.
It was his turn to accept or reject, he realized. She had passed his test, and
now he had to decide if he wanted to pass hers. Slowly, gingerly, he reached
out his gloved hand, but she caught his wrist and briskly removed the glove.
No reservations, she said.
He curled his fingers to his palm for a moment and hesitated. She accepted
him, apparently, and wanted him to accept himself. He didnt want to; it
would be too difficult. She stretched her hand closer to him, eyes pleading.
He looked at the bare blue skin of his hand, small, dark rocky protrusions obscuring
part of his flesh. Was this what she really wanted? There was only one way to
find out.
He reached out and took her hand.
The party was in full swing, Lina realized after several hours of stuffing herself. Xellos sat across the table from her, the fingers of his left hand curled around his glass of wine. The night was still young, and there was still food to be eaten. She looked up at the trickster priest and took a large bite of bread. He smiled back at her and opened one of his eyes a crack, raising an eyebrow.
Lovely evening, he said so low she could barely hear him.
Yesh, she said around her bread, quickly averting her eyes and
fixing her attention on Gourry. The man had been drinking ale after ale, and
his cheeks were flushed a heady pink. He grinned at her, his smile disarming
her, just as it always had. He really was a handsome man, she realized suddenly,
and he only had eyes for her. Why, all she had to do was tell him to go wait
for her in her room and he would be hers for the taking yet again. She was tempted,
if just for a moment, to do so. The feel of all his swordplay-hardened muscles
beneath her fingers always thrilled her, and he was a very physically powerful
man.
The feeling of being watched grew stronger and she turned back to Xellos. The
Monster had both eyes open and was watching her intently. She could feel his
gaze run over her jaw and the lines of her neck, making her shiver. As she looked
at him he took off his gloves and spread his hands out on the table for a moment
before fingering one of the knots in the wood. Suddenly she found herself wondering
what those long, graceful fingers could do to her.
She shook her head and growled. See, this was exactly the reason she should
have just avoided men forever in the first place. Nothing good came out of it.
Well, that was a lie. She had actually come to quite enjoy physical intimacy.
So nothing else good came of it, she decided to think. Yes, that was more accurate.
Lina, Gourry whispered in her ear.
Yeah?
How many rooms did Xellos get?
Four.
How many of us are there?
Five.
I see, he said with a nod, and she nearly broke out laughing. If
she wasnt mistaken, Gourry was attempting to look crafty. I think
I would like to meet up with you later.
Why?
Because I love you and I want to show you.
Youre drunk.
No. It takes a lot more than this to get me drunk.
Lina looked at him askance. True, it did take quite a bit to get Gourry drunk,
but she knew he was well on his way. He had a tolerance from years of mercenary
work as well as his size on his side, but even such factors could be overcome
by sheer numbers of mugs of ale.
Glancing to her left, she saw that Zelgadis and Amelia were well on their way
to being totally tanked. Roughly five empty ale tankards sat in front of Zel,
and he apparently was trying to lecture Amelia on something. She wasnt
sure exactly what he was saying, but every so often he would stop, look around
myopically, and then begin again. She didnt think he knew what he was
talking about either. Amelia, however, found it hilarious. No matter what he
said or did she giggled madly, fluttering her eyelashes and finding little ways
to touch him.
In fact, Lina wasnt feeling so sober herself. She had a few ale mugs
in front of her as well, and she was awfully warm. Gourry slammed another empty
pint down on the table and sighed, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand.
This is great stuff, Xellos! he crowed, voice pitched more loudly
than was necessary. I cant believe it! I feel like a million bucks!
Or I think I do, Ive never actually felt a million bucks. He collapsed
into a fit of laughter and Lina groaned.
Not too many people have, Xellos replied, signaling a barmaid to
bring the swordsman another drink. Xellos was downing his sixth glass of wine.
Gourry leaned across the table, eyelids drooping. You know, I like you,
he slurred, poking Xellos in the shoulder. Youre an outstanding
fellow. You are a damn fine woman, too. Remember when we were in Femille? You
had great breasts back then. I wish Lina had breasts like you did.
Er, thank you, Xellos said with a smile. I think Linas
breasts are perfect, actually.
Brown-noser, Lina growled, feeling the room spin slightly.
Im too hot! Zelgadis cried, starting to take off his shirt.
Why did it get so hot in here?
It just is, Amelia purred, leaning on Zels arm and fingering
his bare skin.
No, its not fair! Zelgadis said. Im hot!
Dance, then. Sweat will cool you off, Gourry said with a wave of
his ale mug.
A dance! Zel said, raising a finger in the air. His hand weaved
and was otherwise incapable of remaining steady. Through her own growing haze
of alcohol she realized that Zelgadis was totally trashed. But I cant
dance!
I can dance! Gourry said, climbing on the table. I can dance
great!
Oh, good, Zelgadis replied, letting Gourry hoist him onto the table.
I dont like being hot.
Take off your pants! Amelia crowed, cupping her hands around her
mouth.
Zelgadis turned to her and blinked, his body swaying to and fro. Yeah,
I wouldnt be so warm then, he agreed, and off came the pants.
Cute undies, Xellos murmured to Lina, and she raised her eyes to
see Zelgadis standing in a pair of black bikini briefs.
Dance, Mister Zelgadis! Amelia shouted, pounding her fist on the
table.
Zel looked at Gourry and the two began to jump around, shaking the silverware.
Stoppit! Lina slurred. Youre gonna ruin my food, you
damn morons!
Oh no, Linas an angry drunk, Amelia giggled. You go,
Mister Zelgadis!
Lina squinted and realized that they were drawing a crowd. Of course, there
was no shortage of drunk people in the inn, and soon other men were on tables,
dancing their hearts out. Lets all dance together! Gourry
cried, jumping off the table, and soon was lost in a crowd.
Zel smiled and tried to climb down, but slipped on part of a zucchini and landed
heavily on the floor. Amelia uttered a sharp cry of distress and disappeared
from sight as well. Lina scowled and began to stand, wondering where the other
two went, when suddenly Xellos was beside her. It seems only we two are
left, Miss Lina, he whispered, his breath warm on her ear. Something rose
inside her and she turned to look at him, suddenly lost in his deep amethyst
eyes. His slitted pupils drew her in and absorbed her, leaving her mesmerized
by him. He reached out and gently picked up a lock of her hair, closing his
eyes and running it under his nose. Absolutely lovely, he murmured,
rubbing the silken fire of her hair over his cheek. Amazingly soft.
Youve got pretty hair, too, she said, clumsily burying her
hand in his thick, straight locks. His hair was even finer that she imagined,
but there was so much of it, and it was far smoother and silky that she had
expected. Oh, thats nice, she muttered.
There are nicer things, he said, stroking the crown of her head
with one hand as he laced his fingers of his free hand with hers. His skin was
smooth and cool against hers and she shuddered as his hand moved from her head
to trace the large tendon in her neck. Would you like to see them?
Maybe. Why should I?
Xellos hiccuped and wiped at the corner of his mouth with a finger. Im
not sure, he giggled. But I think it would be fun. Dont you
feel like doing things just for the fun of it once in a while?
She shrugged as she felt his arm steal across the back of her chair, his fingers
gently rubbing the skin of the arm furthest from him. Perhaps once in
a while cant hurt.
Of course not, he murmured, parting the hair by her ear with his
nose and nuzzling her. Do you know that your scent is absolutely spellbinding?
She smiled coyly, ignoring the way the room spun around her. Ive
been told, she cooed.
And that was only half my talent! Zel cried, hoisting himself off
of the floor. Amelia appeared beside him, hair disheveled as she steadied him.
He took his seat heavily and pointed a finger at Lina. You gotta be careful
around a...a. . .whatever he is, Zel warned with a serious look on his
face, the effect marred only by the fact that he was swaying in his chair.
Amelia giggled and placed Zelgadis clothes on the table next to her as
she slid as close to him as she could. Oh, Mister Zel, youre so
clever! she chortled.
Shaddup, Lina snapped, annoyed at the interruption. It wasnt
everyday she was seducing the strongest Monster under the five lords.
That reminds me of a song, Zelgadis said, turning to Amelia. Come
on, do the rhythm! he directed her.
She blinked, then put her hands on the table and began to tap on the wood,
grinning like crazy at the nearly-naked man. Is this right?
A little slower, and in three, he slurred, tossing his head like
a primadonna.
Like this?
Yesh! S perfect!
Im so happy! she giggled. Youre so cool!
Good lord, Lina groaned. Shut the hell up! Cant you
see Im busy?
Zel looked at her blankly. That reminds me of another song, but I gotta
sing this one first, he proclaimed. Okay, Amelia! Are you ready?
Yes!
Well, at the very least theyre having a good time, Xellos
murmured into her ear, flicking the lobe with his tongue. She shuddered and
looked away, noticing a crowd of people near the door.
Someone hold his hair, a woman said, and Lina briefly caught a
glimpse of Gourry outside, on all fours.
Ignore him, Xellos said, his voice wrapping around her like satin.
Give me a reason, she said.
When the dawn comes caaaaallling, Zelgadis sang, putting a hand
on the table as he climbed up on his chair.
You look even better from this angle! Amelia swooned, forgetting
her task and wrapping her arms around his calf.
My lady love goes waaaaallllking, Zel continued, his voice as loud
as possible.
Shut up! Lina screamed.
She went down to the poooooonnnnnd. . .
Aaaargh!
You have such a lovely voice, Mister Zelgadis!
But the water was all gooooonnnne. . .
If you dont shaddup Im gonna dragon slave your sorry ass!
Lina screeched, starting to crawl onto the the table.
No, no, Xellos whispered behind her. Dont pay attention
to him. He pulled her back and put his hands on either side of her face,
gently caressing her cheeks.
Uh, okay, Lina said, immediately lost in his endless gaze.
Focus on me, Xellos continued.
She came back to me cryyyyyying. . .
Dammit, Zel, Lina growled, breaking away from Xellos and making
a grab for Zelgadis legs.
Xellos tackled her bodily from behind, dragging her in the opposite direction.
Miss Lina, that really isnt polite, he chastised.
She growled in inarticulate frustration and tried to fight him. He pinned her
to the floor with ease, however, and she gasped at his strength. She hadnt
known he would be so physically strong, and it took her breath away. His grip
on her was gentle, and yet she could not break it, try as she might. Xellos,
she snarled.
Ill just have to make you forget about him, he said, reaching
down to her waist and tickling her with a laugh.
Eeee! she squealed, giggling madly and trying to twist away from
his wandering fingers. Stoppit!
You cant make me, Xellos said in return, his tone in the
fashion of a song.
She laughed even harder as he hunched over her, tickling like crazy, her batting
ineffectually at his arms and shoulders, He leaned even more closely and kissed
her on the throat, sending little tremors of heat through her entire body.
Wait, I forgot the next line, Zelgadis said, his voice sounding
distant.
Isnt it something about night? Amelia volunteered.
Oh, right. Just as the night was dyyyyying. . .
Miss Lina, Xellos murmured against her skin, moving his arms beneath
her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face in his fabulous
hair, nuzzling against his ear. She found the top of the curve of his ear and
took it between her teeth, nipping gently. A shudder ran through his body and
he pulled her to him tightly. Miss Lina, you shouldnt do such things,
he rasped.
Then what am I supposed to be doing? she snapped, going from amorous
to angry in a heartbeat.
Oh, just wait until were in a room, all right? I promise it will
be soon.
It better be. If you dont hurry your ass up Ill break your
damn legs.
He laughed and she closed her eyes, feeling the smooth movements of his muscles
beneath his clothing as he picked her off of the floor. The hands and arms that
held her were strong, and although they didnt have Gourrys bulk,
they were still just as hard. She wondered idly if Monsters were built like
human men. He giggled as he wove down the hallway, unsteady on his feet. I
suppose I had too much to drink.
I think we all did, Lina said with a burp, clinging to him as he
careened down the passage.
Here, he said finally, setting her down and propping her against
the wall. Her vision swam as she tried to focus on him, a corner of her mind
dimly aware that she was far too inebriated and was bound to pass out at any
moment.
She sighed as he slid his arms around her and pinned her to the wall, running
his lips lightly over the skin of her neck and giving her goose bumps. She made
a small noise and pressed against him as he planted a hard thigh between her
legs to steady her. You smell good, she mumbled, the words barely
intelligible.
And you are simply delectable overall, he murmured in her ear,
running his hands up her sides over her clothes. He reached up and cleared the
hair away from her ear, tracing its curvature with his tongue. She shuddered
again, wanting to see what the man that held her could do, when something deep
in her chest set off an alarm.
What happened to Gourry? she asked, feebly trying to get out of
his embrace but somehow not capable of discerning how it was he was holding
her to the wall.
Does it matter, Miss Lina?
Is he okay?
Im certain hes fine. Now, please relax, he said, lips
pressed against her neck.
No, I have to find him, she said weakly, managing to get away.
She took a few steps and faltered. I want my Gourry! she cried out,
seeing a strange, hard look cross the Monsters face as he looked down
at her. Then the room spun several times and she was aware of falling, and everything
went black.
Zelgadis, song finished, tried to step down from his chair and landed on the
floor with a thud, a giggling Amelia spilling down on top of him, her cheeks
flushed a bright red. Did you go boom? she cooed, crawling onto
his chest and smiling.
I guess so, he said. The floor isnt hot. It feels good.
You feel nice, too, she murmured, reaching up and tracing his full
lower lip with a finger. You have a beautiful mouth, Zelgadis.
His breath caught in his throat and he shuddered. H-hey, he protested
weakly.
She smiled and gazed at him from half-closed eyes. What? Do you want
me to stop?
Uh. . .no, I dont think so. I dont know whats going
on. Where are my pants?
Amelia rolled off him and poked around. Here, she said, holding
them up so he could see, and hiccuped. I have your shirt, too.
Oh, I want those back, he said, standing shakily and wobbling towards
her.
Come get them, she giggled, and turned and fled up the stairs.
Hey! he said, staggering as he tried to follow her. She ducked
into a room and he went in as well, but when he got into the room she wasnt
there. He took a few paces towards the bed, looking about in confusion. Amelia?
The door slammed behind him and he heard his clothes hit the floor. Im
right behind you, she said, and pushed him onto the bed.
He grunted as he hit the mattress and squirmed as she pounced on him. Hey,
stop it, he said, uncomfortable with her seeing his bare skin. He wasnt
normal, he didnt want her to see it.
Why? Dont you like me?
I like you fine, he grumbled, embarrassed even through the fuzz
in his brain. What had Xellos put in those drinks? It had to be Xellos
fault. Everything was the Monsters fault. He would never get so drunk
all by himself.
Well, I like you a lot, she said softly, straddling him. He gasped
as she slid her palms over his bare chest, the skin of her hands warm on his
skin. Never had he felt so good, and he closed his eyes and moaned softly as
she touched him. Youre beautiful, she whispered, running her
hands over his arms.
So are you, he slurred in reply. A woman had never touched him
like that before.
Zelgadis, she breathed, bringing her face close to his.
His heart pounded away madly inside his chest as her nose touched the tip of
his, her face so near that he could feel her breath on his skin. Amelia?
She didnt respond, simply lowered her mouth to his. Her lips grazed the skin of his mouth and he felt a shiver run the length of his body. He raised his head a fraction and she went in for the kill, locking him in a kiss. A gurgling noise of panic came from the back of his throat, but she did not move away. Slowly he began to relax, reveling instead in the soft sweetness of her mouth pressed to his, and gradually he reached up and touched her shoulders. He withdrew and gently rolled her onto her back, his fingers tracing the curve of her cheek, unable to believe he was finally getting to touch her. He kissed her again, his hand moving down to her waist and pulling her to him. He was going to start to kiss her neck, but realized soft snores were coming from her. She had passed out, apparently. He smiled and felt the fuzziness in his own head overtake him as well. Resting his head on her chest and curling his arms about her midsection, he was soon fast asleep himself.
A roosters crowing awoke him and he came to slowly, blinking in the morning
light. He groaned and tried to roll over, but a warm weight pressed against
his body stopped him. A scowl crossed his face and he looked down, then nearly
wet himself. Lying on his chest, fist curled near her face and resting on his
sternum, was Amelia. He uttered a shout and sprang out of bed. She sat bolt
upright at his movement and looked around, complete and utter surprise written
all over her features. She let the sheet drop and he realized her shirt was
partly undone, exposing a portion of her generous bosom. He felt dizziness descend
upon him and he yelled again, trying to cover his eyes. Whats going
on? she asked, shielding her eyes from the morning sun with a hand.
How in the hell am I supposed to know? he cried in return. Oh
my god, Prince Phil is going to kill me!
Why? What did we do? she said, then her eyes grew wide. Oh,
we didnt, did we?
How should I know? he spluttered, dashing and pulling on his pants.
Dont you remember?
No! Do you?
Not really. . .
He finally stopped shaking long enough to gather his wits about him. Well,
youre still wearing most of your clothes, although how mine got across
the room is a complete mystery. Do you feel any different? Is anything sore?
No, she replied. I feel the same as yesterday.
He breathed a sigh of relief. Then nothing happened, most likely.
I guess youre right, she said, still shading her eyes. My
head is killing me.
Mine too, Zelgadis replied, looking very pointedly away from her
chest.
Why dont you come sit down, then? she asked, patting the
bed next to her in an innocent fashion.
Youre. . um, your shirt. . .it isnt shut all the way,
he mumbled.
He heard her gasp and a quick rustling of fabric. Oh my gosh, she
said to herself, quickly rearranging her clothes. I cant believe
this.
Its not my fault, he said, still looking away.
Im decent, she told him, and he turned his head in time to
see her eyes flicker down his chest.
Please dont look at me, he said, hunching his shoulders and
bending to pick up his shirt.
Her face softened and she looked at him with those huge blue eyes of hers.
Why not?
Because Im not normal, he muttered, beginning to put on his
shirt as he approached the bed.
His progress was halted by a hand on the fabric of his tunic. Dont,
she said firmly. Thats nonsense.
What are you talking about? This stone body of mine is awful, he
said, voice dripping with bitterness.
She made an impatient noise and tore the shirt out of his hands before he could
protest. I dont think so, Zelgadis, she said, her tone more
gentle than the look on her face. Your skin is fine. Your body is fine.
No, theyre more than fine, theyre wonderful.
But theyre...freakish...
I think theyre unique and exotic. No one looks like you,
she replied.
How can you think that?
She laughed, much to his surprise, the sound melodious and carefree. Because
I know you! she answered. You are Zelgadis, nothing less. I. . .I,
she said, faltering suddenly.
What?
Im afraid to say.
You can be honest with me. Im prepared for the worst, he
replied grimly.
Do you promise you wont be angry with me?
Yes. Please, just tell me the truth.
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them
again she gazed at him levelly, her blue eyes searching his face. I think
youre beautiful, Zelgadis, she murmured. Ive wanted
to be near you for a very long time. I was actually sort of afraid that you
would find a cure. I thought maybe you wouldnt be the same if you got
your old body back. I like the one you have just fine. No, I like it more than
that. She paused, her shoulders slumping, and she sighed. I dont
know how to say what I mean. I think my head hurts too bad to speak straight.
He felt something well up inside him, unable to tell if it was tears, laughter,
or joy. Please try, Amelia, he choked.
Im still afraid, she whispered.
He grabbed her hand and squeezed it, looking desperately into her face, searching
for anything. Please.
Mister Zelgadis, I-
Just Zelgadis. Were friends, arent we?
Of course we are. Thats why Im scared. I dont want
to ruin our friendship.
We will always be friends, no matter what. Please tell me what you want
to say.
Suddenly she looked up at him with tear-filled eyes and gripped his hand hard.
Zelgadis, I love you.
He felt the blood drain out of his face and he stared at her, struck dumb.
He couldnt believe the words that had just come out of her mouth. What?
he breathed.
I love you. Ive loved you for years, just the way you are.
He let go of her hand and stood, stalking across the window to stare out the
window. His shock seemed to permeate every single cell of his body and he grabbed
the windowsill tightly to keep his balance.
He heard a sob break free from her chest and knew without turning around that
she was starting to cry. He could almost feel the tears running down her face.
Im sorry, she cried. I didnt mean to upset you.
I dont want to ruin our friendship. Please, Im sorry.
He turned around then, and his heart broke at the sight of her all curled up
in the large bed, covering her face with her hands as her whole body shook with
near-silent sobs. Theres no need to be sorry, he replied,
walking over to the bed and sitting down next to her.
Im sure its uncomfortable for you to be around someone you
know loves you if you dont love them back, she said, voice catching
in her throat.
Amelia, he breathed, tears nearly welling up in his own eyes as
relief washed over him. No matter how hard he tried to deny them, he still had
feelings, and it was breaking his heart to see her so upset. He reached out
and brushed the bangs out of her eyes, running his thumb over the soft flesh
of her forehead. Please, dont cry.
Oh, dont worry about me, she blubbered, sitting up and madly
wiping at her eyes. Please, just forget I said anything.
He smiled and took her chin in his hand, her eyes opening wide. How could
I forget when I wanted to hear it? he whispered, and swallowed hard. Closing
his eyes, he moved his hand to the side of her face and kissed her tenderly
on the mouth. He felt her arms wrap around his shoulders and it felt like he
was being reborn, a strange weight lifting from his chest. They kissed for some
time, but she finally broke away and crawled into his lap, resting her head
on his chest.
Do you mean it? she murmured after some time.
Yes. Do you?
With all my heart, she said, turning her head and looking up into
his face.
He smiled and ran his hands through her thick, soft hair. Im very
glad.
She grinned at him and it was as if the sun was shining on his very soul. My
head still hurts horribly, she said. We still have some time left.
Do you want to lie down?
His smile widened and in a few moments he had slid under the covers. Lets
rest a bit, he agreed, holding his arms open. She crawled under the covers
as well and he felt a thrill of joy race through him as she wrapped her arms
around his torso and rested her head on his chest. Be patient with me,
Amelia, he whispered.
Always, she replied, and within a matter of moments they had both
fallen into a peaceful, gentle slumber.
Gourry? Lina mumbled as her eyelids fluttered open, her head feeling
as if a herd of elephants were thundering through it.
The swordsman isnt here, a voice said, and she forced her
eyes to focus. Xellos was sitting on the edge of her bed.
Oh, its you, she sighed, rolling over. How did I get
here?
I brought you, he replied. I assumed that you would rather
be in your own bed than in that inn.
Thanks, I guess, she muttered. Did you have fun last night?
I did for a little while, he said, voice strangely flat. Do
you remember anything?
Not a thing. Wait- I vaguely recall Zel on the table. Thats it.
I see, Xellos replied, looking at the wall.
Wheres Gourry? Have you seen him?
No. I am sure hes fine, however.
She tried to sit up and immediately regretted it, grabbing her head and sinking
down into her pillows. Oh man, bad idea.
Hangover, eh?
Bad. Dont you have one?
No, Miss Lina. I merely retreated home after the festivities.
Well goody for you, she growled.
I see youre in no mood for conversation, he said, standing.
Its good that you rest while you still can.
What? What does that mean?
He smiled, seeming like his old self once again. Thats a secret,
he replied, and kissed her on the forehead. Before she could blink again he
was gone.
Lina? a deep voice cried outside her room, and Gourry came thundering
in, hair damp and flying every which way. Oh, thank goodness! He
dashed to her side and began to take her into his arms, only to be clobbered
for his efforts.
Watch what youre doing! she spat. My head is killing
me and if you move me Ill be sure to kill you!
He settled for holding her hand instead, sitting on the edge of the bed and
looking down at her. Are you okay?
Just a hangover.
Im sorry. I was just worried about you when I couldnt find
you at the inn this morning.
And what happened to you? Last I saw you were off dancing?
Gourry shrugged and grinned. Dont know. I woke up on the roof.
The roof?!
He blushed and scratched the back of his head with his free hand. Yeah,
the roof. I guess I must have danced too hard or something.
Whatever, Lina groaned. Just go shut the door. I dont
feel like having any more company.
If youd drink water the hangover would go away a little,
he advised, going to the door and shutting it, driving the lock home.
Then why dont you bring me some? she growled from the bed,
pulling a pillow over her head.
He did as she asked and took the glass when she was finished. Better?
Well, Im not thirsty anymore, but my headache is still there,
she replied. Why is your hair damp?
Uh, well, the reason I dont have a hangover is because I pretty
much threw up everything I drank. I took a bath before I came back to the palace.
Good thinking, she muttered, closing her eyes. She heard the rustle
of fabric and suddenly the covers were lifted off her momentarily, a warm body
sliding into bed next to hers. Gourry! she breathed.
After a party like that I dont think we have to be anywhere for
a while, he said, rolling her onto her back. She ran her fingers down
his spine, stopping at the waistband of his underwear. He smiled and cupped
her cheek, his guileless eyes studying her face with adoration. Something twisted
in her gut at the beatific look on his face, but she ignored it in favor of
gripping his bare skin.
Come here, you big lunk, she growled, and his smile turned into
a grin as he leaned down and kissed her tenderly on the mouth. She sighed in
pleasure as his large, swordplay-roughened hands carefully removed her clothing
article by article. Soon they lay entwined, flesh on flesh, and her headache
was soon forgotten.
Lina, he whispered against her ear an hour later, I never
want to be without you.
She laughed softly and snuggled more deeply into his brawny embrace, closing
her eyes and inhaling deeply of his scent, relishing the slightly metallic tang
his skin took on from wearing armor constantly. His broad hand trailed lazily
down the flat plane of her stomach, running up her breastbone and throat to
grasp her chin lightly, turning her face to him. He kissed her gently on the
lips and gazed down at her with so much emotion in his eyes that she thought
he would overflow. She turned to better see him, lying as he was on his side,
his blonde hair spilling over the pillows, his blue gaze soft and kind from
where his face was half-hidden by the pillowcase. Reaching up, she let her fingers
brush against his skin, wrinkling her nose in amusement at the golden stubble
on his firm jaw. Silly, she said, voice low. Its impossible
for us to be together all the time. Everyone needs a break from other people.
I dont. I just need to be with you, he replied, rolling onto
his stomach and propping himself up on his elbows. His leg popped out from underneath
the covers and waved lazily in the air as he glanced at her out of the corner
of his eye.
She watched the movement of his toes in the air for a while, admiring the powerful
calf muscles he possessed, then shook her head. Well, sometimes my studies
are going to take me places where you cant follow.
Why not?
Because you dont have magic, dummy.
But how can I protect you then?
She bit back the remark that he couldnt really protect her at all without
a weapon like the Sword of Light. Gourry didnt need to feel useless, nor
was that her purpose. Youll just have to trust that I can take care
of myself, she replied, gripping his shoulder and rolling him onto his
back. A broad grin broke out on his face as she straddled his washboard stomach,
a smile spreading across her own features as she felt the smooth skin of his
waist between her thighs. She lowered her eyelids halfway and studied his face
as she ran her index finger down the cleft between his pectorals and abdomen,
letting her touch come to rest in his shallow navel. He closed his eyes and
shuddered, tilting his chin to the air, and gripped her tightly about her hips.
The slightly rough skin of his hands made shivers run the length of her and
she bent down to press her lips against the artery in his throat, kissing where
the pulse was the strongest.
Lina, he said hoarsely, gently moving her down to his groin.
Youre gonna get it now, she growled, a devilish smile on
her face, when there was a knock at the door.
Gourry sat upright, nearly knocking her onto the floor. She smacked him over
the head with her open hand and scrambled away, shoving him off of the bed.
Hide, she hissed, and he grabbed a miscellaneous blanket,
disappearing beneath the high bed. Lina quickly rearranged the dust ruffle and
slid under the covers, pulling them up to her chin. Im not really
decent, she called out. Give me a minute.
The door swung wide and her visitor entered. Hello again, Miss Lina,
Xellos said smoothly, then stopped about three steps into the room. He looked
about quietly, raising his eyebrow as he saw her in bed. Tilting his head a
little, he seemed to be testing the air, and for a few moments Lina thought
that her heart had stopped. For some reason she really didnt want him,
of all people, to know what was under her bed.
Hi, Xellos, she mumbled, scooting down further into the bed.
Xellos opened his eyes for a moment only to narrow them again at the dust ruffle.
For a second she thought he was going to say something, but suddenly his face
reverted to its normal cheerful expression and he approached. You seemed
very out of sorts when I spoke with you earlier, so I brought you something
for your head, he announced, sitting down on the mattress and opening
his hand. In his palm were several lozenges. Take one and you should feel
better in half an hour.
She eyed them suspiciously, sitting up and tucking the sheets beneath her armpits,
careful not to reveal any more skin to him than she had to. Picking one up,
she held it up to the light. How did you know I had a headache?
she asked.
I had one and I even had all night in the astral plane to heal myself,
he explained. You also had twice as much to drink as I did.
She looked down at the shiny, candy like object she held between her fingers.
Whats in this thing? You didnt do anything funny to it, did
you? Where did you get it?
He laughed, the sound light and melodious. Crossing one leg over the other,
he rested his hands on his knees and smiled at her. Its a lozenge
for your head, no I didnt do anything to it, and I obtained it from Master
Zelgadis and Princess Amelia. Its just a mixture of herbs, Miss Lina.
I promise it will do nothing but help your condition.
She raised an eyebrow, which was quite a feat considering how furiously she
was scowling. Im not really sure I have much confidence in your
help, she mumbled.
Well, your head hurts, doesnt it?
Uh, yeah.
And you want it to stop, correct?
Of course. But it doesnt hurt badly, not anymore.
Xellos opened his eyes and raised his own eyebrow. Interesting,
he said. Well, if youre perfectly fine, I suppose Ill just
take that back. He reached forward and tried to take the lozenge from
her hand, but she snatched it away.
Hey! she growled, curling her fist around the medicine. Her head
really was starting to pound again, now that her Gourry-induced endorphins were
wearing off. I didnt say I didnt want it!
He leaned back again and shrugged. Then take it, he said simply.
She stared at him in silence for several moments, then opened her hands. I
dont know, she murmured.
Ill make it easy for you, he said softly, gently plucking
the lozenge from her grip and taking it between his gloved fingers. He lifted
it to her lips and calmly pushed it between her lips, his fingertips lingering
a moment on her skin. She could smell the clean fabric of his gloves as the
flavor of honey flooded her mouth, and suddenly she felt a little queasy, her
headache pounding away in her temples just as it had upon awakening. See?
he cooed. Was that so hard?
Shut up, she grumbled.
You should try to get some rest, he said, placing his hands, which
were surprisingly strong, on her bare shoulders and gently pushing her back
onto the pillows. She stared up at him with wide eyes, not really understanding
what was going on in his head. Then again, she never did understand him.
Thanks, she said hesitantly, studying his smooth features.
Youre welcome, he replied, then lifted her heavy hair off
of her neck. She shivered and he leaned in close to her throat, close enough
to kiss her, and her pulse began racing. Desperately she tried to remember that
Gourry was just beneath her, probably very uncomfortable, and she needed to
get Xellos out of the room as quickly as she could. She could barely feel Xellos
breath against her neck and closed her eyes in spite of herself. Then he inhaled
deeply, smelling her, and she shuddered as she felt the small hairs on her skin
rise. Suddenly he was standing away from her, looking at her with a strange
mixture of fire and ice dancing in his bottomless amethyst eyes. Yes,
you need rest. I suspect that you havent been relaxing as much as you
should have this morning. Good day, Miss Lina, he said, and immediately
teleported from the room.
She let out the breath she didnt know she was holding, heart still pounding.
How could she react like that when her lover was right below her? A few moments
passed and she heard Gourry clear his throat. Lina, is he gone?
Gourry whispered loudly.
If he wasnt he definitely would have heard you, Lina said,
sitting up and rearranging her hair. There were some grunts and then Gourry
appeared, bits of dust clinging to his hair. He held the blanked in front of
his groin, which didnt hide anything else when he trotted over to the
door and placed an ear to it. I can see your rear, stupid, Lina
hissed.
Gourry whirled to face her and blushed. Oh, sorry, he said with
a sheepish grin. Anyway, I think were alone again.
I know were alone again, Lina said. Sorry that took
so long.
Gourry came over and sat down next to her. Xellos seems weirder than
normal, he observed, a slight frown on his face. Do you think hes
up to something?
Hes always up to something, she muttered, bringing her knees
up to her chest and examining Gourrys muscular back.
He didnt do anything to you, did he? Gourry said suddenly,
the blue eyes he fixed upon her burning with concern.
Of course he didnt. Hes been very nice to me. Besides, if
he had you were right under the bed.
Oh, right, Gourry muttered, scratching his cheek.
She sighed and let her tongue play across the lozenge in her mouth. Well,
you need to bathe again. You have dust in your hair. I need to get up, too.
Zel and Amelia will be back soon.
Are you sure you dont want to tell them about us? Gourry
asked, standing and gathering his clothes.
I dont think its appropriate, Lina said quickly. I
think there are more important things afoot.
If you say so, he replied. I still think theyd be happy
for us.
Whatever. I just dont think its a good idea.
Gourry sighed and tucked in his shirt, cinching his belt and pulling on his
boots. So Lina, how did you get back here last night? Why werent
you at the inn?
Suddenly a hazy memory of the feel of heavy, silky hair on her skin invaded
her thoughts. Its a secret, she replied softly, and angrily
ignored the misgivings roiling in the pit of her stomach.
Zelgadis! Amelia cried, her footsteps pounding in the hallway as
she ran up behind him. He turned to face her and suddenly her arms were about
his shoulders. His eyes widened in surprise and he gripped her about the waist
as a reaction. She laughed as he touched her and crushed herself to him, nuzzling
her cheek in her neck. Her body felt so lithe and tiny in his arms, and for
a moment he was content just to hold her.
Amelia, what are you doing? he hissed, gaze darting about to see
if there was anyone else around. Someone could see us!
She released him slightly and looked around, then shoved him behind a pillar.
There, she said, closing her eyes and pressing her head against
his chest. Now no one can see us.
He chuckled and put a hand on the top of her head, gently stroking her hair.
She looked up at him and something inside him melted. He moved his hand from
the crown of her head down to her chin, gently tilting her face upward with
his finger. She shuddered against him and closed her eyes as he bent and brushed
his lips against hers, tentatively at first, then kissed her. A small noise
escaped her throat and she leaned into him, her fingers trailing along his ribs
gently. He released the kiss and stood straight once again, gazing down at her
and feeling himself fill with wonder at the thought that she actually could
love someone who looked like he did. Perhaps she really could see the real him.
Zelgadis, she breathed, and stood on tiptoe, presumably to kiss
him again.
He was sorely tempted, but the sound of people approaching was too much for
him, and he gently pushed her into the hall, quickly disappearing behind a different
pillar several yards down the corridor. Amelia! he heard a deep
voice exclaim. How are you feeling?
Zelgadis stepped from behind the pillar and began walking toward the crowd nonchalantly,
as if he hadnt just returned from his chambers and washing the scent of
the Princess off of his skin. He hadnt participated in any real intimacy
with Amelia that morning. They had spent most of it sleeping, and had only exchanged
a few clumsy kisses upon awakening. Still, he felt sort of guilty, and he didnt
want Philionel thinking he had taken advantage of his daughter.
Im fine, Daddy, Amelia said, turning as Zelgadis approached.
She grinned and moved as if to throw herself at him again, but he shook his
head slightly. Her face fell and he felt a different, more painful stab of guilt,
but he was certain the new facet to their relationship should remain hidden
a while longer. We had lots of fun last night.
I trust everything went well and you were safe?
Mister Zelgadis escorted me back this morning, she said, watching
Zel as he approached.
Good morning, Prince Phil, Zelgadis said with an inclination of
his head.
Good morning, young man, Phil replied with a grin. You know,
you youngsters took off so quickly yesterday that I didnt get a chance
to discuss your reward with you.
Reward? Zel asked, surprised.
Of course! You came back to save Amelia, and Id like to thank you
and Miss Lina.
Dont ask her what she wants, Daddy, Amelia warned. Just
find something and give it to her, otherwise shell take half the kingdom.
Zelgadis found himself smiling at Amelias remark when he felt Phil clap
him roughly on the shoulder. And youll be wanting Amelias
hand in marriage, I suppose? Phil said with a chuckle.
All the blood drained from Zelgadis face and he felt suddenly dizzy.
What are you talking about? he rasped, worried he was going to faint.
Im just kidding! Phil laughed, the sound large and round
as it echoed off the corridor walls. I wouldnt ever tell Amelia
who to marry! But honestly, please think about what youd like to have.
I didnt save her for a reward, Zelgadis said somewhat icily,
crossing his arms over his chest. I did it because shes a good friend.
He saw Amelias expression pucker slightly out of the corner of his eye
and he silently berated himself. Why couldnt he just admit to everyone
that he liked her? All he was doing was confusing the matter and hurting her
feelings. What was wrong with him?
I know you would have done it regardless, Phil continued, breaking
into his thoughts, But I still want to show you how much I appreciate
your efforts.
Hell do his best to think of something, Daddy, Amelia said,
suddenly latching on and pulling Zelgadis away. We need to be going now.
A-Amelia! Zelgadis said as she towed him along.
Have fun! Phil said, and continued down the hall with his advisors
scurrying behind.
Where were you? Amelia whispered once Phil was out of earshot.
I thought we were supposed to meet for lunch.
Im not late, Zelgadis protested. I thought we were
going to meet in the garden while the weathers still nice.
Oh, she said, suddenly deflated. He watched as she visibly forced
herself to cheer up and smile at him. Well, you smell wonderful. Very
clean.
Ah, thanks, he mumbled.
Shall we go?
If youre that hungry, Zel replied, walking along behind her.
They had been walking for a few minutes when he heard something behind him,
and he turned just in time to see Gourry sneak into a room. So, Gourry hadnt
spent the morning in his own chamber. He wondered for a moment where the swordsman
had been. His curiosity didnt last long, however, because his thoughts
were interrupted as he ran into Amelia from behind. What? he asked,
concerned.
Amelia turned to him and pointed out the window at a column of thick black
smoke rising into the air. Look, she said.
Zelgadis rushed to the window and looked out, but was unable to see anything
over the high walls of the palace. Somethings happening, he
said.
Lets go, she replied.
Zelgadis gently gripped her wrist and grasped at his sword with his free hand.
Okay, but stay behind me, he warned.
To his surprise, she grinned and blushed. All right, she said.
You be careful too.
I will. I suddenly have a lot more reason to take care, he answered,
and smiled at her before they both went running in the direction of the smoke.
They dashed through the courtyard and out of the palace, finally giving up
on land travel and taking to the air, eventually landing on the rampart near
one of the citys gates. Zelgadis landed lightly and shaded his eyes, staring
at the smoke that covered the plain to the southwest of the city. Instead of
one fire they saw many dotting the landscape, the smoke conglomerating before
wafting skyward. He heard Amelia gasp in surprise and tore his eyes away from
the strange scene before him, instead examining their immediate surroundings.
It was then that he noticed a dark figure perched nimbly on one of the flagpoles
above the gate. Xellos, he called out, his hatred seeping into his
tones.
What? Where? Amelia replied, her eyes following Zels gesture.
Her brow furrowed when she saw him, but she waved and shouted nonetheless. Mister
Xellos! Down here!
Xellos turned his head, a strange, somber expression on his face as he looked
down at them. Come down, please! Amelia said sweetly, still waving.
Xellos sighed visibly and vanished, reappearing directly between Zelgadis and
Amelia. He didnt say anything, just opened his dark eyes and stared out
at the plethora of fires.
What is it? Zelgadis asked, low enough he knew Amelia wouldnt
hear.
By midmorning Miss Lina smelled of the swordsman, Xellos replied
softly.
Zelgadis was taken aback at the answer to a question he hadnt even asked.
He waited for the mild surprise to pass from his system, then tried again. I
meant whats going on out there on the plain.
Xellos shot Zelgadis a sidelong look. Ah. Unfortunately, Im supposed
to keep that a secret for now. If I could tell you I would. However, I believe
that soon enough you will find out whats afoot.
Zelgadis growled and grabbed the trickster priest by the collar, shaking him
violently. Listen here, you piece of filth, he hissed, teeth bared.
I dont care what your orders are. You are going to tell me whats
going on out there and you are going to tell me right now.
Xellos placid features gathered into a slight scowl and he raised a gloved
hand, gently touching Zels wrist. Zelgadis gasped as quicksilver pain
raced through his body, his hands opening of their own accord and releasing
the Monster. Im afraid Ive told you all I can. Please inform
Miss Lina that I will return to see how things are going. With that, Xellos
executed a curt bow and disappeared from sight.
What was that all about? Amelia said, lightly touching Zels
sleeve.
He looked down at her face, her brows drawn with worry. I think were
in trouble, and I also think that Gourry needs to watch his back from now on.
Amelia frowned more deeply, wrapping her arms around herself and looking at
him. What do you mean? Do you think Xellos likes Lina?
I dont think its a matter of liking, loving, or any other
emotion. Xellos, as a Monster, most likely isnt capable of feeling such
things. I suspect that shes sort of like his candy. After all, few people
put off as many negative emotions as she does, and shes strong-willed
and unpredictable to boot. Shes probably his favorite toy, and the only
person that stands in the way of him claiming her is Gourry.
But Lina and Gourry arent in that sort of relationship, are they?
Zelgadis shook his head, remembering seeing Gourry slip into his room mere
minutes ago. I dont know, and I dont think it matters,
he said, pointing down at the fires. Look.
Amelia gasped and he knew she had spotted what he had seen: the ground was
crawling with demons and lesser Monsters. Trolls were stoking the fires and
scorching the earth, effectively blocking the path from the city to the sea.
Whats going on? Amelia whispered, turning her eyes on Zelgadis.
I dont know, but I think that you had better tell your father.
Im going to find Lina, he said.
Right, she agreed, and began to dash off. Before she could get
away, Zelgadis reached out and caught her by the wrist, pulling her close to
him. He rested his chin for a moment on the top of her head and held her briefly
in an awkward embrace.
Be careful, he murmured. You dont know if any Monsters
are already inside the castle.
Okay, she whispered in return, planting a quick kiss on his cheek
before she dashed away from him. He felt his cheeks burn in response and he
slowly raised his hand to his face, fingers touching where she had pressed her
lips to him. He stood there, dumbfounded, for several moments more before he
finally gathered his wits about him and took off in search of Lina.
Lina! he shouted, banging on her door. Lina!
Shut up! Im getting dressed! he heard her scream from inside.
Its an emergency! he yelled back. You need to hurry!
What is it, dammit! she screeched. Cant you tell Im
busy?
The entire plain to the south is covered in Monsters! Zelgadis
announced, then took an alarmed step back as Lina burst through the door, holding
her shirt closed with one hand.
What? she gasped, ruby-colored eyes wide.
Its just like I said- the plain is swarming with Monsters and lesser
demons, he replied. I really think you should go take a look.
The door was immediately slammed in his face, and he could hear things inside
the room being knocked over. Ill be out in a minute, Lina
growled from the other side of the door.
Fine, Zelgadis mumbled, and leaned against the wall to wait.
Five minutes later Lina emerged, annoyance written clearly across her features.
Now, whats this crap youre telling me?
Its not crap, its real. Come with me and youll see,
he snapped in return.
She grumbled but followed his lead, letting him take her to the ramparts on
which he and Amelia had first witnessed the amassing forces of evil. He landed
and gestured toward the plain with a sweep of his arm, watching her face intently.
She rolled her eyes and walked forward, her smug expression falling away as
she saw what lay before them. Oh my god, she whispered. Theres
hundreds of them.
Actually, closer to one thousand, a voice said behind them, and
they turned to face Xellos. The Monster smiled at them and appeared to take
in the sight of the fires. You, Master Zelgadis, forgot to tell Miss Lina
that I would be rejoining her later.
So? What are you going to do about it?
Xellos sighed. Oh, dear. Youre still angry at me? Is it because
I kissed Amelia?
Whaaaaat? Lina gurgled, eyes nearly bugging out of her head. When
did that happen?
Zelgadis pursed his lips and tried very hard to ignore the fact that he was
quickly turning the color of a beet. When she was sick, he growled.
Xellos laughed brightly. Zelgadis was very, very upset, and he played
a nasty trick on me. I got back at him and forced him to vent his anger by kissing
Amelia. Thats all.
Lina smacked Xellos on the arm as hard as she could. You bastard!
she cried, scowling at Xellos. Her expression slowly changed into one of conspiratorial
camaraderie and she smiled at Zelgadis. You sly dog, Zel, she murmured.
Have the hots for the Princess, do you?
Wh-what? Zelgadis stammered, eyes widening as his face flushed
even more deeply. I-I-I dont know what youre talking about!
Oh, come on, Lina said with a raised eyebrow. Everyone knows
Amelias been in love with you for years.
Really? Zelgadis said, blinking furiously. He felt disoriented,
as if someone had hit him over the head.
Really, Lina chuckled, still looking at him from under half-closed
eyelids. Hee hee.
Zelgadis spluttered, unable to form a coherent reply, and was saved by Xellos,
who tapped Lina gently on the shoulder.
Um, Miss Lina?
What do you want, Xellos? she snarled.
Dont you think you should be paying attention to the angry evil
hordes?
Lina blinked at Xellos for a second, then appeared to feign disinterest. Oh,
those guys, she said in a bored tone. I guess I could take a second
look, although I dont see anything to get worked up over.
Zelgadis was about to tell her exactly what she should be worrying about when
a figure materialized in the air in front of them. There are plenty of
things to get worked up about, the figure said as it began to solidify.
Your impending demise, for example.
Who the hell is this? Lina grumbled, planting her hands on her
hips and tilting her head to the side.
Thats Orkalym, Xellos chirped.
The person that floated before them was a tall man with long, blue hair. His
piercing green eyes surveyed them sharply and a smile twisted his cruel mouth.
At his side hung a huge curved blade and a whip made of white leather. Hello,
Xellos, the man said.
Miss Lina, I would like to introduce you to Deep Sea Dolphins general.
Orkalym, this is Miss Lina. I believe she needs no introduction.
Indeed, Orkalym said, narrowing his eyes and crossing his brawny
arms over his chest. Very well, Xellos, you can go now. Youve done
your part.
And what would that be? Lina said, turning on Xellos angrily.
The trickster priest laughed and scratched the back of his neck. Oh,
my mission was merely to make sure you all gathered here. I think I shall stick
around, however. I have a feeling this could be fun to watch.
But why is Deep Sea Dolphin after Lina? Zelgadis asked, eying Orkalym
warily. Just what they needed- another damn Monster general chasing after them.
Deep Sea isnt, really, Xellos explained. Shes
actually acting on behalf of Dynast. The Monster community is still pretty touchy
about the death of Hellmaster. Not that he's particularly missed, but its
sort of a pride issue.
A wry smile passed over Linas features. So, Orkalym, what makes
you think you can beat me when not even Phibrizzo could?
Lina, Zelgadis warned. He really didnt want to make the Monster
general any angrier than he was already.
She sighed and nodded. All right, all right. Hey, Xellos, are you capable
of blasting this guy away?
Of course. Hes only a general, one of several. Even with Anemonys
assistance I could still beat him.
So what would it take to get you to do so and save us a whole lot of
trouble?
Xellos laughed. Im afraid you couldnt, Miss Lina. After all,
Im just along for the ride. Im really not supposed to interfere.
Do you people know that Im still standing here? Orkalym said,
obviously annoyed.
Oh, Im very aware of it, Zelgadis answered.
Shut up! Lina cried. Im not done talking to Xellos!
Orkalym bared his teeth and raised his hand, and panic rose in Zelgadis
throat. He stepped in front of Lina and braced himself, calling the magic to
him as quickly as he could. Balus Wall! he shouted, and the shot
aimed for Lina bounced harmlessly off his barrier. Panting, he turned and glared
at Lina. Will you please pay attention? he gasped.
Lina, wide-eyed, turned to face Orkalym. I guess youre serious,
she said, face ashen.
Of course Im serious. All of Deep Seas minions are serious,
unlike that fruitcake over there, Orkalym growled. At any rate,
now that I have your attention, I would like you to know that I will not be
making the same mistake as my brethren. I am here to smash you quickly and once
and for all.
Lina put her hands on her hips and raised an eyebrow. All right, fair
enough. How do you propose to do that?
Well, I figure if I blow up Seyruun while youre in it, that should
do the trick.
Oh! Very clever! Xellos said, clapping softly.
Why Seyruun? Zelgadis interjected.
Orkalym scowled, his thick blue eyebrows drawing together tightly. Its
the white magic capital of this continent. It cant hurt to blast it into
oblivion.
Again, a wonderful plan! Xellos cried.
Shut up, Orkalym growled, directing a blast at Xellos. The trickster
priest reached up and grabbed the spell, crushing it to nothingness in his hand.
His amethyst eyes opened a fraction and a chuckle started deep in his throat.
Now, now, Xellos chastised. It doesnt look good when
you attack your superiors.
Zelgadis felt the blood leave his face. Orkalyms blast had been a powerful
one, and Xellos had quashed it as if it were no more than an errant moth. He
found himself hoping fervently that Xellos would just stay out of the fight
altogether. He didnt know how strong Deep Sea Dolphins priest and
general were, but he did know that if Xellos joined their side, Lina didnt
stand a chance unless she wanted to risk casting a Giga Slave. Lina, we
should go, he whispered, grasping her upper arm lightly.
I know, she hissed back. But we cant just abandon Seyruun.
Dont worry, Xellos said, sticking his head between them.
Orkalym isnt the sharpest knife in the rack. Hes strong, no
doubt about that, but I wouldnt concern myself with him.
Why are you telling us this? Zelgadis said with a scowl.
Hey! Im still here! Orkalym shouted.
That, my dear Master Greywords, is a secret, Xellos replied, straightening
up. Oh, heads up, he said, his eyes opening a fraction as he gestured
with his staff. Zelgadis and Lina whirled in time to see a woman with long,
white hair launch into the air and fire a bolt of magic at them. Lina cried
out in effort as she cast a fireball, canceling the other womans spell.
Whos that? Lina demanded, readying herself for another attack.
That would be Anemony, Xellos said. Well, you two have a
good time.
What? Youre leaving? Lina shrieked.
Good riddance, Zelgadis muttered.
Xellos tilted his head to the side and smiled, reaching up and tracing Linas
cheekbone with a finger. She scowled, but didnt pull away from his touch.
Im afraid I have to, he replied.
Why, you smarmy, she growled, but was interrupted as he leaned
forward and kissed her on the cheek.
Until later, Xellos said with a wave, and disappeared from sight.
Lina blinked, blushing furiously. What. . .where. . .but. . . she
stammered.
Watch out! Zelgadis bellowed, jumping in front of her, sword drawn.
Astral Vine! he cried, parting the beam of magic with his blade.
Lina dropped into a fighting stance and glanced at him out of the corner of
her eye. Shes strong, she muttered.
No kidding. We should find Amelia and Gourry, Zelgadis answered.
Well, then, Lina breathed, eyes focused on the white-haired woman
suspended in the sky above them. Lets get out of here!
Zelgadis gurgled as she grabbed him by the back of the collar and dragged him
along as she ran. He grunted as she pulled him over the stones, finally vaulting
over the edge of the rampart and dashing across the courtyard. It took him a
few moments to free himself of her grip, but once he did he ran with all his
might, his heart pounding in his chest. Orkalym was bad enough, but he was beatable.
Even Anemony might be vanquished somehow, but he really didnt see any
possible way they could beat the two Monsters at once. At one point in time
he had considered Kanzel and Mazenda to be trouble, but these two new Monsters
were even worse. What are we going to do? he panted, keeping stride
with Lina.
We have to try and get them away from Seyruun, she gasped. Theyll
be so busy with us that they wont have time to destroy the city.
But they have that army camped out on the plain! Zelgadis protested.
Theyll smash Seyruun while were away!
Then well have to take out as many as we can before we go,
she replied. There!
Zelgadis looked in the direction she was pointing and saw Gourry and Amelia
running toward them. Gourry came to a halt, but Amelia sped right past him,
heading towards the ramparts. Amelia! he cried. Where are
you going?
I cant let them destroy the city! she shouted back, taking
to the air.
No! Zelgadis said, turning and following her.
Dont split up! Lina shouted, doubled over from the exertion
of the run.
Shes right! Zelgadis cast a quick Ray Wing and snatched Amelias
wrist, pulling her back.
Zelgadis! Amelia protested, struggling against his grip. Please!
Not this time, he said, voice low. You havent seen
what were up against. Deep Sea Dolphins general and priest are here
to destroy us.
Amelia paled and put a hand to her mouth. What? Deep Sea Dolphin?
Yes. Her minions are on loan to Dynast, who wants Lina dead for killing
his general Sherra.
But what do we do? Amelia said, her voice a half-whimper.
He wanted to throw his arms around her and tell her everything would be all
right, but he held himself back. Besides, he didnt know how everything
would turn out, and he wouldnt want to lie to her. Lina thinks we
can draw them away from the city. After all, they are after her.
But we cant just abandon the city!
Its not that simple, Amelia, Lina said, joining the conversation.
Theyre out there, waiting for us. If we stay and fight them here,
the city will be destroyed regardless.
You cant escape anyway, Lina Inverse! a voice said, and they
looked up to see Orkalym and Anemony floating above them.
Its them, Zelgadis whispered, bracing himself.
Thats right, Orkalym said, waving a finger in their direction.
There is absolutely no way you can escape. You see, weve put a barrier
all around this city, and unless you can- OW!
Zel felt himself blush for Orkalym as Anemony smacked him upside the head.
Hes not very bright, is he? Amelia whispered.
Orkalym rubbed the side of his head and grumbled to himself as Anemony silently
began to gather power. Shes going to cast something big, Zelgadis
warned, readying another Balus Wall.
Suddenly the air crackled with released energy, their surroundings reflecting
the white light the blast gave off. Zelgadis prepared to cast his spell, but
instead of heading towards them, the attack slammed into a building behind them,
scattering pieces of stone and wood everywhere. Lina yelled and Gourry covered
his body with hers, Zelgadis following suit and crushing Amelia to him. He felt
the dull thuds of marble connecting with his skin, but because of his chimera
physique he was not harmed. He could hear Gourrys armor clanging as bits
of stone rained down upon them, nearly drowning out Linas angry profanities.
Daddy, Daddy! Amelia cried, straining against Zels superior
weight.
Well find him, Zelgadis said into her ear, hauling her upright
as he stood.
This way! she shouted, breaking free of his grip and dashing off
in a new direction. Debris fell all around them as they ran, searching for any
sign of Prince Phil. Amelia took a sharp right into a small building and barreled
into a back wall. Zelgadis was surprised when the wall simply swiveled, and
soon they were in a long, winding series of tunnels.
Are you sure you know what youre doing? Lina cried behind
him.
Trust her, Zelgadis answered, and was rewarded with a backwards
glance and smile from Amelia.
Here, the princess panted, pushing her way through another wall.
They all tumbled into the room after her and found themselves confronted with
Prince Philionel and several other men, who were talking heatedly over maps.
Daddy! Amelia cried, launching herself into his arms.
Daughter! he answered, crushing her to his chest. I was worried!
The attack- its being staged by Monsters!
I know, I know, he said, trying to calm her by stroking her hair.
And there are hundreds of trolls and best-men outside!
Yes, I know, he murmured.
Zelgadis stepped forward, glancing at Amelia in concern. The Monsters
are after Lina. Were going to try and draw them away from the city.
We think that theyll follow me. Theres only the two Monsters,
Lina added.
But the city, Daddy! Amelia whimpered, tears forming in the corners
of her eyes.
Well take care of the city, Amelia, Phil replied. You
do what you must. Seyruun can withstand the trolls and beast-men, for justice
shall always triumph over such creatures. Do what you must.
Amelia bit her lip and stared at her father for a while, obviously trying not
to cry. Daddy...
Weve fended for ourselves without you before, dearest, Phil
said tenderly. Well be all right this time, too. Go and beat those
monsters. Show them the might of righteousness.
I will, Daddy, she murmured, looking down at her feet.
Phil put his hand on her back and gently turned her around, giving her a soft
nudge away from him. Take care, Amelia, he said, and smiled.
Come on, Lina said, turning and running town the hall, Gourry right
behind her. Amelia nodded resolutely and began to follow, and as Zel moved off
as well, he felt a heavy hand on his upper arm. Turning, he saw Phil looking
at him with a grave expression.
I know shes capable of taking care of herself, Master Zelgadis,
but Id feel better if you watched over her, too. Be sure my daughter comes
back to me whole.
Zelgadis felt a burning in his chest and nodded. I will, he replied,
and dashed off down the hallway after the others.
Xellos stood on the steeple, watching the sun intently as it crossed the sky.
He could hear Orkalym and Anemony blasting pieces of the city into oblivion
and shook his head in distaste. Those two used such barbaric methods, but what
more could he expect? Dolphin, unlike his mistress, kept her servants locked
up close to her, so that they had no idea what the real world was like. In fact,
his mistress was far different than the other Monster Lords, and he was peculiar
as well. Only his mistress seemed to see that the mortals were doing a more
than adequate job of destroying themselves, and all the Monster race had to
do was enjoy themselves and wait. Yes, enjoyment figured largely into the way
Xellas Metallium ran things. That philosophy was why Xellos could stand there
at the moment, observing all that passed. He glanced at the sun again. A few
more minutes and Lina and her friends would be three miles from the city. He
had felt them take to the air after they were only half a mile from the city,
but Deep Seas minions hadnt seen them, apparently. No matter- he
wasnt overly fond of the other two Monsters anyway. Orkalym was entertaining
on occasion because of his lack of intelligence, but even stupidity became tiresome
after a while. Anemony, on the other hand, he really did detest. The woman was
no fun at all. She was so focused on power, in his opinion, that she let the
smaller details escape her. Where was the enjoyment to be had in that? Oh well,
he figured it didnt really matter anyway. He really did hope that their
fight with Lina would be entertaining. Lina and her companions would probably
be flattened beneath Anemonys magic, but he hoped they would at least
put up a good fight.
Oh Orkalym! he called, waving as the blue-haired man came into
sight. Over here!
Orkalym stopped his flight and hung in the air, glaring at Xellos from under
his heavy eyebrows. What the hell are you still doing here? he snapped.
I thought you had more errands to run for your mistress.
Im more than just an errand-boy, Xellos said, raising an
eyebrow. And I thought I would do you a favor.
What could I possibly want you to do for me? Orkalym growled.
Xellos sighed. Obviously, Orkalym wasnt going to be much fun today. He
examined the head of his staff for a moment, then decided to just go ahead with
his plan. Well, I thought that you might like to know that Lina fled the
city a good half an hour ago.
What?! Orkalym cried, visibly paling.
Yes. It appears that your poor powers of observation have cost you your
prize, Xellos replied calmly, a mischievous twinkle in his eye.
Orkalym roared in senseless rage, clenching his fists tightly. Anemony!
he bellowed. Theyve escaped!
Anemony appeared wordlessly by Orkalyms side. She glared at Xellos levelly
with her pale eyes, eyes that reminded him of those of dead fish. He could feel
the hatred rolling off of her in waves. Of course she hated him; she hated everyone
with more power than she. Well, he disliked her in return. Everything balanced
out, just as his mistress predicted. Hello again, Anemony, he said
sweetly, reveling in the look of disgust that crossed her porcelain features.
She did not reply. Then again, she never spoke, as far as he knew. Lets
go, Orkalym said gruffly, throwing a angry glance at Xellos. You
knew right away, didnt you? he hissed. How did you know?
Xellos allowed himself a chuckle, dropping his chin and closing his eyes as
he shook his head slowly. That, my dear Orkalym, is a secret, he
replied, and disappeared to the astral plane.
The explosions have stopped, Gourry said, glancing over his shoulder.
Do you think the attacks are over? Amelia replied as they burst
into the clearing.
I doubt it, Lina said, leaning over and breathing hard.
Zelgadis stepped closer to Amelia and drew his sword. We have company,
he growled, and Gourry whipped around, also drawing his sword.
So, you thought you could get away, did you? Orkalym said, stepping
from behind a tree. Anemony appeared silently at his side.
I guess you showed us, Lina said defiantly, standing up straight
and scowling. Now what?
In answer, Anemony lifted her hand and let loose a spell, the air crackling
with electricity. Lina readied a counterattack, but the spell was too quick
and was nearly upon her before she was halfway finished. Suddenly a large rock
appeared between Lina and the blast, shattering into a million tiny pieces as
the spell hit it. Gourry! Lina breathed, turning to look at where
Gourry was picking up another large rock.
The spells cant hurt you if they dont hit you, right, Lina?
he said with a smile.
Well, sort of, she mumbled.
There are just enough of you to be troublesome, Orkalym snarled,
and let loose his own attack right at Gourry. Gourry yelled and threw the rock
at the spell, only to have Anemony appear right behind him.
Look out! Amelia screamed. Elemekia Lance!
Zelgadis followed Amelias spell in, sword drawn. He slashed at Anemony
as she dodged Amelias attack, but the Monster avoided him easily, fading
away into nothingness. Dammit! he cried. Shes as sneaky
as Xellos!
Gourry scrambled behind him and clapped him on the shoulder. Thanks,
Zel, he said.
Zels eyes narrowed as he surveyed the small clearing. Lina was locked
in close battle with Orkalym. This is ridiculous, he snarled. You
shouldnt be here, Gourry, not without the Sword of Light. Theres
nothing you can do.
But you cant expect me to just leave you guys! Besides, Im
supposed to protect Lina!
You cant even protect yourself against Monsters, Zel replied
coldly. Just watch your back, okay? I have an idea.
Right, Gourry said, eyes patrolling the clearing.
Zelgadis dashed over to Amelia, who was breaking a sweat from firing spells
at Orkalym. We need to relieve Lina, he said. Come on!
Right! she panted, following him in.
Lina! Zelgadis shouted. Gourry needs an enchanted sword!
She glanced over her shoulder for a split second, then dodged the blast thrown
at her by Orkalym. But we dont have one!
Make one! Zelgadis cried, jumping in between her and Orkalym. Astral
Vine! He saw Lina scurry away out of the corner of his eye, then jumped
into the air, aiming his blade for the place where Orkalyms head met his
shoulder.
Not so fast, mortal, Orkalym growled, reaching up past Zels
sword and grabbing his shoulder. The Monsters fingers sank in, breaking
the surface of his stone skin, drawing blood and crushing bone. Zelgadis cried
out, struggling despite his pulverized shoulder.
Rah Tilt! Amelia shouted, appearing behind the Monster and shooting
the spell at his back. The Monster snarled and released Zelgadis, turning on
Amelia instead. She paled and fired another spell. R-rah Tilt! she
tried again, but Orkalym just laughed.
Astral attacks wont have any effect on me, he chuckled, walking
toward her slowly.
Dodge! Zelgadis shouted through his haze of pain. He began to work
a healing spell on himself, hoping that Amelia would be able to keep away from
the Monster long enough for him to help her. He heard Lina scream somewhere
behind him and knew that Anemony must have made a reappearance.
Are you okay? he heard Amelia ask in between explosions.
Mind yourself! he replied, trying to increase the speed of his
healing spell.
Stand still! Orkalym shouted.
Never! Justice will always prevail! Amelia trumpeted, and Zel completed
his spell just in time to see Amelia charge her fists with magic. She took a
swing at Orkalym, clipping his shoulder. The Monster jumped back with a hiss
and fingered his skin.
That HURT! Orkalym howled, taking his own swipe at her. Amelia
laughed and danced out of the way, landing another hit in his side. Zelgadis
smiled to himself, thinking that Amelia was really something. She shouldnt
have been able to actually harm the Monster, but that was one mighty spell that
she had channeled into her hands. In fact, if he wasnt mistaken, one fist
was charged with a Rah Tilt. Hed have to ask her what the other one was.
He took up his sword again, channeling more magic into it, and jumped on to
the larger mans back, driving it through the shoulder Amelia had injured.
Orkalym snarled and reached up with his good arm, taking Zelgadis by the shirt
and flinging him into Amelia. She grunted as he landed facedown on top of her,
and he gasped as he felt her body the length of his. S-sorry, he
mumbled, pushing himself off of her with a deep blush.
Its okay, she said in return, looking away and blushing as
well.
Zelgadis turned in time to see the Monster pull his sword from the wound and
cast it aside. He hazarded a quick glance at Anemony just in time to discern
that Lina had thrown a quick wind enchantment on Gourrys sword. It wasnt
doing much good, but it was working as a distraction, and the swordsman could
use the wind spell to deflect some of Anemonys castings. Still, it looked
like they were having a hard time. Lina definitely didnt have the time
to work on a Dragon Slave or a Ragna Blade, and without those spells there was
no hope at all of even getting close to the Monsters.
Fools, Orkalym growled, coming closer. Dont you know
that none of this will do you any good?
Nothing can stop a loving, righteous heart, Amelia replied, fist
raised, and Zelgadis groaned, covering his eyes with his hand.
Orkalym blinked and looked at Zelgadis, pointing at Amelia. Is she for
real? he asked, eyebrow raised.
Dont ask, Zelgadis replied, then made a dive for his sword.
Orkalym bent to try and hit him, but Amelia bounded over and popped the Monster
in the nose.
Hey! You didnt let me finish! she said angrily, punching
him again.
Zelgadis gripped his sword and rolled away. Amelia! Youre just
making him angry!
Too late for that, Orkalym replied, and blasted her point-blank.
She covered her face and screamed, flying through the air and hitting a tree
with a dull thud. Her body slid to the ground, where it lay, motionless on the
dirt.
AMELIA! Zelgadis howled, throat raw with the intensity of his cry.
You bastard! he bellowed, charging his blade with as much magic
as he could muster. He hurled the sword at Orkalym, watching as the blade embedded
itself in the Monsters opposite shoulder. Dug Haut! he cried,
releasing the spell, spikes suddenly appearing all over the Monsters body.
Orkalym roared and began to hack at the stones protruding from him. Zelgadis
took the opportunity to dash over to Amelia, who was still breathing. He gathered
her into his arms and stood. Lina! he called, beginning to run deeper
into the woods.
Right! he heard Lina say, and he was aware of them also beginning
to flee.
Is she okay? Gourry shouted.
I dont know. I need a few minutes to heal her. Zelgadis veered
off into the bushes, followed by the other two.
Ill lead them away, Lina volunteered, starting to move. Gourry
reached up and grabbed her hand, a pained expression upon his face.
Please, be careful. I couldnt bear it if you got hurt, he
said.
Her face softened and she nodded, squeezing his hand. I know, she
replied, and crashed off through the bushes.
Amelia, Zelgadis said softly, brushing her cheek with his thumb.
Please, wake up.
Is she bleeding?
Not anywhere that I can see, Zelgadis replied, beginning to cast
the spell. Come on, Amelia. Her eyelids didnt even flutter
and he felt fear rip through him. The only person that could ever love him just
the way he was soon would pass from this world, and he didnt even know
if there was anything he could really do. Please, he choked.
You care a lot about her, dont you, Gourry breathed.
I dont want to talk about it, Zelgadis growled, sweat breaking
out on his brow.
Found you! Orkalyms voice boomed, and he appeared above them,
halfway hidden by the canopy of the trees.
Amelia groaned in Zelgadis lap and twitched. Amelia! Zel
gasped.
Gourrys face creased with concern and he jumped up, sword at the ready.
Keep running, Zel! he said sternly. Ill take care of
things here.
But you cant beat him!
I know, but Lina will be back soon.
But-
Go on. I know what Im doing. Besides, Im sure youd
do the same for me.
Gourry...
Just go. Ill buy you some time. Be sure that you dont lose
her.
Zel stood, still cradling her in his arms, hoping he could manage running and
spellcasting at the same time. Ill repay you someday, Zel
said.
I know. Now go.
Zel nodded as Gourry let loose a battle cry, slashing at the Monster with his
wind spell. Zelgadis hurtled a few logs and dodged branches rushing past, desperately
trying to channel the healing spell into Amelias body at the same time.
He nearly tripped and fell, and felt her arms snake around his neck. Amelia,
he whispered, glancing down as her eyelids fluttered open. Thank goodness.
Zelgadis? she murmured, wincing. Whats going on?
Were making a break for it. Youre hurt.
I know. I can feel it all over.
Dont move. Im casting a healing spell. Dont worry,
Ill take care of you.
I know you will, she murmured, a smile spreading across her pained
features.
He felt himself smile as well, and suddenly realized that the thought of losing
her was the most painful thing he had ever felt. Even the prospect of being
trapped in the body of a chimera forever wasnt as awful as the thought
of living without her. He didnt want to ever be without her. He wanted
her to be his, and him to be hers, forever. Marry me, he blurted
out, hurtling another log as he trotted along.
What? he heard her whisper.
He slowed his run enough that he could look down at her, and once he saw her
face he came to a full stop. Her eyes were shining and her cheeks were stained
pink, and despite the smudges of dirt on her face and the tangles in her hair,
he didnt think he had ever seen her look more radiant. Amelia, be
my wife.
She stared up at him, silent, and for a moment his heart constricted with fear.
Tears sprang to her eyes and he wondered if he hadnt made a terrible mistake.
Yes, she murmured. Yes.
He felt himself break out in a goofy grin. You will?
Of course! she giggled, squeezing him and then wincing.
Amelia! he gasped, concerned.
No, Im okay. Its just that Im not fully healed yet.
He hugged her to him gently. Im glad youre all right.
She smiled up at him, adoration shining in her eyes, and he was happy he had
taken his chances with her. Now that they were together, there was no doubt
in his mind that she would never let him down. Zelgadis? she asked.
His stomach fluttered with nerves and he swallowed hard. I-I love you,
Amelia, and I dont want anything to happen to you ever.
Everything will work out, she murmured. Just have faith.
In justice? he asked, unable to keep the sardonic tone from his
voice.
No, in the fact that we were meant to be together, she said with
a smile.
He smiled back, looking at her tenderly. Can you help me heal you?
he asked.
Of course. Where are Mister Gourry and Miss Lina?
Behind us, fending off the Monsters until we can get you healed.
Then lets not waste time, she said, and settled down to add power to his spell.
Xellos scowled from his perch in the tree. The blonde swordsman had circled
back to where Lina was, and now the two were fighting Deep Seas minions.
It was not going well. The Gabriev man had managed to buy Lina time enough to
fire off two Dragon Slaves, and still Orkalym and Anemony werent showing
any signs of damage. It was rather pathetic, in a way. For mortals they were
doing quite well, but it seemed as if the pair of Monsters was stronger than
when he had last encountered them. He sighed and rubbed his forehead with the
side of his index finger. He really had hoped it would be more interesting.
It seemed that the chimera and the princess were doing quite well, and he was
pleased with the chimeras ingenuity, focusing his spell on his sword like
that, but then the princess had become injured and the whole lot of them had
run off. Why, he had almost not followed them, so disappointed was he. Fireball!
Lina screamed, launching the spell at Anemony, but to no avail. The fireball
bounced off of her harmlessly, taking out half an acre of trees nearby. Gabriev
was having a difficult time as well, spending more time dodging Orkalyms
attacks then making his own, and Xellos was about to yawn when he heard a cry
from the trees.
Burst Rondo! a womans voice shouted, and a multitude of blasts
came out of the trees, catching Orkalym off guard. Gabriev took advantage of
the confusion, rushing in with his wind-enchanted sword. Orkalym stepped backward,
narrowly dodging the attack, and whirled on the swordsman, knocking him high
into the air. Xellos watched calmly as the blonde sailed toward him, and caught
him casually by the ankle the moment before he crashed into the branches below.
Tsk tsk, Xellos said with a shake of his head, glancing down at
the swordsman. That was sloppy.
Sorry, Gourry grumbled, twisting to look at Xellos.
Xellos opened his eyes, glaring down at the big man. The temptation to drop
him on his head was very, very great. How satisfying it would be to see the
mans limp body hit the ground, but then Lina would be very, very upset.
He didnt want that- the kind of pain it would cause her would mean she
would cease to entertain him. He didnt much care about Gabriev, Zelgadis,
or Amelia, but he enjoyed the volatility of Linas emotions, and grief
would mean an end to the spectrum of her feelings. Making his decision, he released
the mans ankle, careful to keep him afloat using power from the astral
plane.
Thanks, Gourry said with an uneasy smile, and a grin passed over
Xellos face. Oh, the man was very, very nervous around him, and that was
extremely satisfying.
Youre quite welcome, Master Gabriev, Xellos replied. We
cant have you dying in such an undignified manner, can we?
No, Gourry agreed.
After all, there are much more interesting ways of dying, Xellos
said in a low voice. Shall we discuss what those ways might be?
Gourry paled visibly, his grip on his sword tightening, but otherwise not showing
any outward signs of fear. Id rather not. Lina needs my help.
Xellos looked down in time to see Lina narrowly escaping being hit with a tree
Orkalym had ripped out of the ground. Zelgadis and Amelia had joined the fight,
firing off Rah Tilts at a rapid rate. Well, all right, then. Youre
safe, Xellos replied, then fixed Gabriev with a cold stare. For
now.
Gourrys jaw tightened visibly and he nodded. I dont care
what you do to me, he said, voice low. Just dont you dare
lay a hand on Lina.
Xellos opened his eyes fully, drawing his head back. Oh my goodness,
is that a threat?
Take it however you want to.
Xellos laughed and spun the swordsman in the air to demonstrate his power.
When he was finished, however, the large man looked him straight in the eye,
his expression unreadable. Do you really think you could ever defeat me?
he chuckled. You cant even defeat the two youre already fighting.
Id find a way, if you ever took Lina from me, Gourry said
between clenched teeth, knuckles white on his sword.
What makes you think that she wouldnt come willingly?
I know Lina. Shed never go with a Monster if she had a choice.
Even if that Monster was a friend?
Are you calling yourself her friend?
Xellos smiled, closing his eyes once again. Maybe more.
A snarl passed over the blonde mans face, amusing Xellos greatly. He
had never seen this particular mortal enraged before, and he wished the human
still had the Sword of Light. Gabriev might actually have been able to give
him a good fight. Well, there was no use musing about things that could never
happen, so he glanced down at the fighting below just in time to see Amelia
get hit with a spell, knocking her into a tree. Blood trickled down the side
of her face, marring her pale skin. Oops, Xellos whispered, still
holding Gourry captive in the air above the battle. Gourry turned and hissed
as he saw Zelgadis rush over to the princess side, gathering her up tenderly
and checking her pulse. He sighed and closed his eyes, pressing his mouth against
her forehead, and then leaned her gently on the ground.
Youll pay for hurting her! Zelgadis howled, gathering magic
for a spell. Blast Bomb!
Orkalym gasped and shielded his eyes as the spell engulfed him in a sphere
of flames, the explosion making the very air in the clearing vibrate violently,
breaking branches out of trees. Oh, hes gotten much better,
Xellos said. Arent you proud of him?
Let me go, Gourry hissed. They need me.
And what good could you do, Master Gabriev? Xellos said with mild
smile. You cant wield magic.
Id find some way, Gourry replied, straining against the magic
that held him.
Xellos laughed. Its much better if you dont try to struggle,
Xellos snickered. Oh, look. He turned the human in the air so that
he could see the battleground, just in time to see Zelgadis cough up blood and
collapse on the ground a few feet from Amelia. It seems that he wasnt
strong enough to cast that spell after all. I wonder if hell die.
Let me go! Gourry shouted, struggling even harder.
Not just yet. Are you getting angry? Does it pain you to see your friends
struck down so easily?
You monster! Gourry growled, narrowing his eyes.
Xellos chuckled, very amused. Yes, thats the idea, isnt it?
He let his gaze slide past the swordsman to where the smoke from the chimeras
spell was beginning to dissipate. Orkalym was still standing, singed but otherwise
unharmed. His clothes were hanging off of him in burned scraps, and small pieces
of astral energy were slowly leaking from his body, but he had sustained almost
no damage.
It didnt work? Gourry breathed.
Xellos shrugged. Apparently not, he replied. Actually, Im
a bit surprised. He and Anemony must be sharing energy for him to take that
spell head-on and receive so little injury. Oh well. Poor Zelgadis.
Look, Gourry whispered, apparently to himself. Amelia had regained
consciousness and crawled over to where Zelgadis lay facedown. Wiping the blood
from her eyes, she gently rolled him over and gathered his head and shoulders
into her lap, leaning down and kissing his forehead tenderly, working a weak
healing spell on the both of them.
Touching, Xellos said, feeling the swordsman fight his spell even
more spiritedly. He eyed Gabriev for a moment, then nodded. All right,
you get your wish. I suppose youve suffered enough. He raised a
hand slowly, then made a swiping motion with his arm and opened his hand wide.
Gourry gasped as the magic swept him to the side, slamming him hard into a boulder.
Then the spell released him altogether and he fell to the ground, holding his
ribs and gasping. Or maybe not, Xellos added with a grin. Best
of luck to you. I promise not to interfere with your person any more.
Great, Gourry mumbled in between sharp breaths. He looked up at
where Orkalym was advancing upon Zelgadis and Amelia. Look out!
he shouted, and stood, impressing Xellos. If the man hadnt been so freakishly
strong he wouldnt have even been able to move after the impact Xellos
had dealt him. With a cry, he brandished the sword at Orkalym, who merely raised
a hand and sent Gourry sailing with a water spell. The blonde shouted and crashed
through some brush, landing with a groan.
Lina, still engaged in a volley of spells with Anemony, turned her head and
cried out, worry written plainly across her features. Gourry! she
screamed, voice raw with fear. Gourry, answer me!!
Xellos scowled and raised his staff, not really sure what he wanted to do to
the swordsman next, when Lina caught sight of him. Xellos, what are you
doing here?
Oh, just watching you people put up an exceedingly dull fight. You havent
even tried the Ragna blade yet.
Either help out or get out of here! she shouted. Gourry,
where are you?
Im afraid Im not allowed to help, Xellos said with
a bow. You should pay attention to your foe.
Lina snapped her head around just in time to see Anemony launch a deadly ice
spell, and she braced herself against the impact. Xellos saw immediately what
was happening, and when Lina looked up again he was standing in front of her,
arms spread wide, the spell bouncing harmlessly away. Anemony howled in wordless
rage and launched a spell directly at Xellos, who merely grabbed Linas
wrist and teleported to a few meters away.
Now, now, he said with a shake of his head. It isnt
polite to try to kill someone Im trying to have a conversation with. Please,
if you attack me youll force me to intervene.
She screamed again and disappeared, rematerializing with an arm around Linas
neck. Lina gasped and struggled in the Monsters grip as Anemonys
white eyes glared at Xellos hatefully. He felt sweat begin to bead at his hairline
as Lina thrashed, her delicate face beginning to turn slightly purple. Still,
there was nothing he could do, and the closest thing he had ever felt to panic
gripped him. Lina was his favorite toy, and he would hate for someone like Anemony
to break her.
Xellos, this isnt your fight, Orkalym said, immediately coming
over to him, apparently forgetting about the girl and the chimera.
Im afraid Anemony launched an attack at me. Im fear I cant
stay completely uninvolved now.
We just have our orders to kill this girl. Well do that and exterminate
her friends, then get out of here.
Xellos sighed. I know those are your orders, he said softly. But
you really are going to ruin my fun.
Whats your obsession with this mortal woman, anyway? Orkalym
said, gesturing towards Lina, who was on the verge of losing consciousness.
A scowl marred her features, and Xellos could tell that she had something up
her sleeve.
Xellos smiled at Orkalym and raised his finger to his lips. Thats a secret, he murmured, and raised his staff. A wind came out of nowhere, strong enough that it distracted Anemony for a split second, allowing Lina to work just a bit free.
Ragna Blade, Lina gasped, and the blade of sparking black energy
appeared in her hands. She roared and turned in on Anemony, the dark sword slicing
into the Monsters flowing sea-blue robes. Anemony howled and took a few
steps back, her white hair beginning to crackle. A tear appeared in her side,
black astral energy leaking out of her side, and then Xellos felt energy shift
from Orkalym to the priestess.
Theyre sharing energy, Miss Lina, Xellos said calmly, dispassionately
watching Lina collapse to the ground. She coughed, a bit of blood staining her
lips. Of course she was weakened; she had already sapped much of her strength
casting smaller spells, and the Ragna Blade took quite a toll on the body. Im
afraid youre not going to win.
Dont listen to him, a voice said from behind them, and Gourry
staggered into the clearing. You have to win, Lina.
Gourry! Lina called, reaching a hand out to him. Gourry!
Im sorry, Gourry choked. I cant protect you from
them. Not without my sword.
Gourry! Lina screamed again, her voice breaking down into a fit
of coughing. Gourry smiled at her and collapsed in a heap.
The other two are out as well, Xellos said, gesturing to where
Amelia was still hunched over Zelgadis. It looks as if you are out of
options.
Lina choked on her own blood and stood shakily, weaving to where Xellos stood. Anemony fired off another attack, but Xellos raised a hand and deflected it, curious as to what Lina would say. She wrapped her hands in the collar of his cloak and held herself up, blinking up into his face. He opened his eyes and looked down at her, reaching up and wiping some of the blood off of the corner of her mouth with his glove.
Yes? he asked softly.
Youre a Monster. Im sure you know a spell to defeat them,
she whispered.
Of course. Just use the Giga Slave. That will kill them for sure.
You know I cant do that.
Well, I certainly cant help you. I was given express orders not
to assist you or your friends. I have already played out my part in all of this,
he explained to her gently, running his hand over the tangled lengths of her
fiery hair.
Help me, Xellos, she growled, tightening her grip on his clothes.
It wouldnt be fun, otherwise.
He sighed and pursed his lips, shaking his head. Well, it HAS been awfully
dull. But I cant kill them unless it directly conflicts with my mistress
plans.
Fine, Lina spat. Dont help me. Just cut whatever it
is theyre using to share energy. Then, if I still lose, I just lose. That
way youre not helping them or me, youre just making the playing
field more level. Who knows what will happen then?
He frowned slightly, considering. It certainly would make this boring fight
more interesting. He was definitely disappointed that all the mortals had fallen
so easily. He deflected a few more attacks from Orkalym and Anemony as he considered,
wrapping an arm around Linas waist as he did so. She leaned against him,
closing her eyes, and he felt how drained she was. Certainly she couldnt
do much damage even if he did break the bond between the general and the priest,
so it wouldnt really be helping her, would it? It would make things more
interesting. . .as it was, she didnt have a chance. However, he really
would hate to lose his favorite plaything. . .Very well, he said
with a sigh.
She grabbed him tightly about the waist, letting him support her, and leaned
her head against his chest. He raised his staff and began to chant the spell
to break the astral bond that tied Orkalym and Anemony together, slowly spinning
the casting to enclose their astral energies for a moment. Suddenly Lina pushed
away from him violently, and her motion was so abrupt that he was momentarily
surprised and he paused in his casting. Then he heard her voice wind around
his and felt the energy of his spell sucked away from him, and suddenly the
casting of his spell was in her hands, and Xellos felt cold fear race through
him. She couldnt have worked inside his casting, it was impossible. She
was only a mere human, there was no conceivable way that she could have stolen
his spell and turned it to her purposes. He felt the blood leave his face as
the wind around Lina began to rise, her hair billowing behind her like a banner,
and he realized that this had been her intent all along. So, the trickster priest
had himself been tricked. Quickly he threw up an astral barrier around the clearing,
hoping that his mistake would not be discovered by his superiors. He did not
want to think about what would happen if he was found out.
Then Lina broke his hold upon the spell completely and shaped it into something
he wasnt sure he had ever seen before. Anemony screamed and collapsed
to the ground, writhing. Damn you, Xellos! Orkalym screeched, clutching
at the air as he fell to his knees, eyes bulging.
Lina, what are you doing? Xellos shouted, frantically trying to
cast a counterspell. This cant be happening!
Both general and priest were writhing on the ground, shrieking in agony, and
a quick once-over revealed that somehow Lina was using his spell to break their
astral forms into smaller and smaller pieces. Horror stole over him and he stared
at Lina, who smiled and activated the talismans she wore, the talismans he had
sold to her years ago. Sword of the cold, dark void, she began,
murmuring the spell under her breath, and Xellos took a step back. This could
not be happening to him, there was no way that this was actually taking place.
If anyone ever found out about his error, there would be nothing in the universe
that could save him.
Ragna Blade! Lina screamed, the blade once again forming in her
hand. She raised it above her head and brought it down on the squirming bodies
of the other two Monsters, and sparks flew as energy was released, the final
anguish of the general and the priestess ringing throughout the forest as they
bellowed their last.
Miss Lina, what have you done? Xellos breathed as he stared in
abject terror at what she had accomplished.
I won, Xellos, she said with a weak chuckle, collapsing onto the
forest floor. Im sorry I had to trick you.
Not nearly as sorry as I am, he replied, a war between the need
to flee and the urge to see if she would live raging in his chest. You
have no idea what sort of trouble Im going to be in.
Knowing you, youll find a way out of it, she murmured, her
eyelids fluttering shut.
Are you going to die? he asked suddenly, kneeling next to her.
Maybe, she coughed, closing her eyes completely.
Dont, he said softly, leaning down and kissing her on the
forehead.
Miss Lina? Amelia said from across the clearing.
Xellos stood and looked over at the princess, realizing that she had managed
to stabilize both herself and Zelgadis. With those two alive and well, Lina
would live also. Goodbye, he said to Lina, and pulled himself from
the physical plane.
Several hours later, after he and Amelia had healed Lina and Gourry, they trudged
back to Seyruun. The ramparts were smoking, and the walls had been breached
in a few places, but otherwise the city was quiet. The bodies of beasts and
trolls were everywhere, but few humans had been killed. He felt Amelias
hand grip his elbow and he looked down into her eyes. Do you think Daddys
okay? she whispered, fear evident on her face.
Of course, he said gently. Not even Kanzel could kill your
father, remember?
Oh, yeah, she replied, hanging her head. Still, do you think
we could hurry?
Absolutely, he answered, and turned to Lina and Gourry. Were
going to go ahead and see if we can find Prince Phil. Do you mind?
Lina rolled her eyes and waved her hand in the air. Of course not,
she said. Go ahead.
Thank you, Miss Lina! Amelia said, and took to the air, towing
him behind her.
They didnt have to fly long, landing almost immediately at the main wing
of the palace. Amelia barged through the multitudes of guards until they entered
her fathers study. Behind the desk sat Philionel, dirty but very much
alive. Amelia! he cried, rising and catching her in his arms as
she vaulted his desk.
Daddy! Youre okay! she squealed in between giggles.
Zelgadis smiled to himself as he watched the happy reunion. If Amelia loved
him even half as much as she adored her father hed be happy. Somehow,
however, he suspected she might love him even more than he thought. Prince
Phil, I brought her back, safe and sound.
I knew you would, Phil replied with a grin. Youre a
very trustworthy young man.
Zelgadis executed a little bow. How did you manage to defeat the hordes?
he asked solemnly.
Well, it was tight, but the soldiers of peace cannot be defeated,
Phil declared. It didnt hurt that most of the lesser monsters disappeared
several hours ago.
It must have been when Lina defeated Deep Sea Dolphins minions,
Zelgadis breathed.
Im just glad were all still here, Phil said. The
details dont matter.
Zelgadis met Amelias shining eyes and felt peace settle over him for
the first time in what felt like ages. He couldnt believe that he had
ever considered staying away from her side. Prince Phil, Id like
to ask you a question, if I may, he said quietly.
Zelgadis, Amelia said, eyes wide, and she inhaled sharply, holding
her breath.
What is it, Master Zelgadis? Phil asked.
Zelgadis came around the corner of the desk and knelt before the Prince, bowing
his head. I would like to ask for Amelias hand in marriage,
he said, surprised by the steadiness of his voice. He was sure that it would
break and quiver to match the mad pounding of his heart.
Prince Phil broke out into deep laughter, his whole body shaking. I was
wondering if youd ever get around to asking that question, he boomed.
But her hand isnt mine to give. Amelia, do you want this man to
be your husband?
Yes, Daddy, she breathed, and Zelgadis raised his head, smiling.
Then I have no problem with it at all! Phil chuckled, motioning
for Zelgadis to rise. Whens the wedding?
Whenever Amelia wants it to be, Zelgadis answered.
Soon! she cried.
Phil put a hand to his chin, closing his eyes. Three months, he
said. Can you wait that long? Im afraid this will have to be a state
affair.
I can wait as long as it takes, Zelgadis said.
As soon as Amelia and Zelgadis were out of sight, Gourry reached over to Lina
and crushed her against his chest. I thought I was going to lose you,
he whispered into her hair.
She closed her eyes and leaned into him, inhaling his familiar scent. I
know, she murmured. I tricked Xellos, though. I think hes
in big trouble.
That doesnt have anything to do with us, he said softly.
Its just you and me again.
Yeah, she replied, practically able to feel the love he had for
her seeping from his every pore. She wondered why that thought didnt thrill
her as it used to. When they had first started being lovers she had been so
infatuated with him. He had been her sun and moon. Now, however, she wasnt
sure that there wasnt something more to life. Was Gourry really all that
there would ever be? She shook her head to clear it of such thoughts, wondering
why she was even having them. Standing on tiptoe, she grabbed him behind the
neck and pulled him downward, kissing him as passionately as she could muster.
Lina, he breathed, staring down at her with adoration.
She smiled up at him, but in the back of her mind she was replaying the horror
she had felt from Xellos as he realized she had snatched his spell from him.
She wasnt even sure how she had managed it, only that she had done it.
It had worked like a charm, and it was a pity that she couldnt do such
a casting again without his initial assistance. Now, however, she wasnt
sure she would ever see him again, and wondered why that thought saddened her.
She supposed Xellos always offered other. . .opportunities. . .and had depths
to him that Gourry didnt have. Of course, the Monster didnt have
Gourrys wonderful heart and loving soul, and wouldnt follow her
to the ends of eternity, but was what Gourry offered her what she really wanted?
She had thought so in the past, but her certainty had wavered of late, and when
she broke into Xellos concentration she realized that there were other
paths to be taken. She had seen a strange side of the Monster when she had stolen
his casting, seen him for what he was for the first time. That didnt mean
that she understood it, but it meant that she had to try. Lets go
see where Amelia and Zelgadis have gone off to, she said, squeezing Gourrys
hand gently before releasing it.
She remembered the first time she ever saw him. He had scared her a little
then, but now the only thing that frightened her was the prospect of being without
him. As she gazed at him across the small table, however, she realized that
she would never again be parted with him if she did not so choose. He gazed
out the window at the setting sun, his sharp profile the most elegant thing
she had ever seen. Zelgadis? she asked softly, feeling warm as he
turned a gentle gaze upon her.
Yes, Amelia? he answered.
Are you afraid?
Of what?
Not afraid, I guess, but nervous? About our future?
Nervous? I suppose, he replied, looking out the window again. I
dont really know where to go from here. Forever is a long time, and Im
not sure that I know how to help you rule a country.
She beamed at him, glad that he had echoed her own fears, more or less. I
feel the same way, she said. Except that I know that with you by
my side, well get through all of it just fine.
He closed his eyes, and she thought that it was the first time she had ever
seen him look content. It doesnt bother you that Im not fully
human? he whispered. Youre not worried about the physical
dimension of our marriage?
No, she replied confidently. Your heart is human, and I love
you. Thats all that matters now, and its all that ever will matter.
He sighed and looked down at the table, then gently covered her hand with his.
I guess Ill just have to take your word for it, then.
I guess so, she said brightly, then turned her head as she heard
a knock on the door. Come in, she replied.
Amelia? Zel? Lina said, poking her head into the room.
Yes?
Lina and Gourry came into the room, then Lina spotted Zelgadis hand on
hers. What the? she murmured.
Amelia couldnt contain herself any longer. Miss Lina, were
getting married! she blurted.
Gourry laughed and came over, scooping up Amelia in a bear hug. Congratulations!
he cried, swinging her around. He set her down and shook Zelgadis hand
heartily.
Lina chuckled as well, putting her hands on her hips and shaking her head.
Well, it was bound to happen someday, she murmured. Im
happy for you two.
Yeah, you guys really belong together, Gourry agreed. Its
not everyday that two best friends get married.
Alls well that ends well, eh? Lina said.
Amelia looked over at Zelgadis, their eyes meeting and holding the gaze for
long moments. His face softened with tenderness and a small smile graced his
lips. She knew that his gaze was only for her, and would be for the rest of
their lives. Everything had come full circle; the strange circumnavigation of
their feelings had finally been set to rest.
Yes, they said in unison.